The Much Much How How and I

Wriggle

Through Moonshot Eyes

Strange World

addiction’s catching up
i know you’re not good for me
you combine so many drugs
you could teach me chemistry
i can smell smoke in your hair
while i tell you to take care (of yourself)
dark eye bags, i know you haven’t slept
baby, you’re just waiting for your red bull to take effect
i’m begging you to take me with you
but what are we running from?
i’m subscribed to all your issues
maybe i find the chaos fun
you say i shouldn’t worry about you
but have you eaten today?
i find your reassurances doubtful
but i’ll listen anyway
you hide behind a blue raspberry vape cloud
i know you’re just as sweet
i cant deny you’re hurting my lungs
but you feel like nicotine
addiction’s catching up
now you see i’m falling too
you’ve hit rock bottom, babe
and i’m sitting there with you
somehow your smoke had stained my hair
while i told you to take care of urself
dark eye bags, a pounding in my head
i’ve fallen in love with how u smell like cigarettes
i’m begging you to take me with you
but what are we running from?
i’m subscribed to all your issues
maybe i find the chaos fun
you say i shouldn’t worry about you
but have you eaten today?
i find your reassurances doubtful
but i’ll listen anyway
you hide behind a blue raspberry vape cloud
i know you’re just as sweet
i cant deny you’re hurting my lungs
but you feel like nicotine

Blue Raspberry Vape Cloud - Ratwyfe

Certain Birds

piano in the sky

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Lyrics:
Candle wax on my skin
Blood running down my chin
Cannibal vampire maniac
Oh do I sin?

Cover your neck
My hunger's growing rather quickly
Let's dance together on my dirty chapel floor

Treat me like a marionette
With my seams and my stitches and my black corset
Feed me
I'm so very obsessed
Oh, I know
You didn't expect me to show up

Like a rabbit to a wolf
You're engulfed in my lovely canines
And like a rabid dog
I don't know why I bite

Cannibal vampire maniac
My skin is dripping in candle wax
Let's dance together on my dirty chapel floor

Treat me like a marionette
With my seams and my stitches and my black corset
Feed me
I'm so very obsessed
Oh, I know
You didn't expect me to show up

I can't deny that 
someone is guiding me
Oh, the Devil has my instincts in a chokehold
How he treats me

Treat me like a marionette
With my seams and my stitches and my black corset
Feed me
I'm so very obsessed
Oh, I know
You didn't expect me to show up

Sin Woven Puppet

bunnies- OliveSongs on Tiktok

A sobering epiphany about the state of the world that builds into the type of anger that lies deep within your stomach

Lies

A Thousand Songs About It All: Act 1 is out now!
Download/Stream: https://madilynmei.lnk.to/AThousandSongsAboutItAll
Album Merch + Vinyl & CD: https://shop.madilynmei.com/ 
 
Written and Performed by Madilyn Mei 
Produced and Mixed by Scrawny 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 
Video Animation by Scrawny 
Intro/Outro Animation by Madilyn Mei & Scrawny 
 
Lyrics:
I’m done, I’ve just begun
And I want out, it’s still year one
Teach me how to tie my shoe
And how to do my taxes too

Sometimes the pill’s too big
To swallow, so I take a swig
Of something I took as a kid
Whenever I was kinda sick

And I always called my mom instead of
Reading what the bottle says
Even though I’m 34 and live alone
I trust her more

You won’t need to know most things
You thought you’d need to know
Most things you learn alone
And some adults, they never learn
They never learn
They never learn
They’ll never learn

Over, under, around and through
Someday I may learn to do
Bunny ears and loopty loops
I miss the velcro on my shoes

Over, under, around and through
Someday I may learn to do
Bunny ears and loopty loops
Can’t help but feel as though I’m screwed

A Thousand Songs About It All: Act 1

Velcro

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NOT MY SONG

Original music video:
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Blue Raspberry Vape Cloud - Ratwyfe

Cat Liver