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orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

Original song "momentary" written and produced by Days to Waste

goodbye

Lyrics:
(Terrified, I'll never hear your voice again)
I don't know where to go from here
I been steady shaking in my bones my dear
Oh, can you tell me it's all my fault like you don't even care at all
Oh, I've been away for awhile
Talk soft got lost in your crooked smile
Don't go
Cause' you've been gone for awhile
And I don't know how to say goodbye

Sunlight shining through my blinds as I'm waking up next to you

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

I'm tryna get away from here
The second you left made it crystal clear
I guess that maybe count it got three, two, nothing left
To me, it's just atrophy
Cause' I've been tryna get better by turning off the sound
But I been hoping and begging that you might come around
And tell me " Ben, it gets better, just gotta wait it out"
But I been waiting forever
We'll never be the same ever again

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

(Who knew it'd be the last time)

momentary

forget me when the summer ends

my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

written, produced, mixed, mastered, recorded by Days to Waste

when the summer ends

Wait For Me

Daydream

Original Song "Lovesick" Written and recorded by Days To Waste
Mixed / Masterd / Co-Prod by SayWeCanFly

Lyrics:
Lay my soul to rest
All my brokenness
Take away everything
Cuz I'm such a mess
In the dead of night
Swear I'll be alright
Never be, never sleep
Singing to the sky
Can I keep you here?
Been a couple years
Since I've felt like I need something to endear
Pull my body near
Wipe away my tears
Then leave me to decay

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

Catch your whispers while I sleep
Watch a shadow through the trees
Tear my heart out as it beats
Cuz for you I would do anything
But the silence is so loud
I'm a ghost with no sheet now

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

And you told me that im everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
The saddest part is I believe
And you say that im your everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
I'm the monster underneath your ceiling.

Lovesick

Lovesick (feat. SayWeCanFly)

original song "pale blue" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Let it all go from my palms
Wondering why it's all gone
Wait by the bus stop I'll walk
Seven o' clock
I think that I'm not lost
Standing inside of the dark
Hope that you haven't gone far
I fucking hate driving my car cuz
Every street holds a place in my heart

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

The street lights are all goin out
And the night leaves me lost in the sound
Wanna cry, tell me what's that about?
I can't keep my head up, can't look at the clouds

Yeah

Now I'm just wasting away
The living room floor is becoming my grave
I'm carving up hearts in the side of my bedframe
Reminding myself why I don't ever sleep
(Maybe I should get some sleep)

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

pale blue

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

3 A.M

Days to Waste - 3 A.M

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

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