𝕱𝖎𝖓. [ft. byehollow]

Lyrics:

(Hey pretty girl
I'm calling to let you know
That I'll be staring at the skies tonight
With you)

Well now really when we go back into falling in love
And say, “it's crazy”
Falling, you see?
We don't say "rising into love"
There is in it, the idea of “the fall”
And it is goes back as a matter of fact
To extremely fundamental things
That there is always a curious tie at some point
Between the fall, and the creation.

I’m sorry, but it’s about that time where I let you know
I can’t keep going on living with this pain, need to let it go
Which I hate that I have to say this, but it’s getting to where I know
That if I don’t deal with all of this now, I won’t ever let you go
I’ll stay jealous of the people that you group yourself around
Knowing that in the noise of your life I will never make a sound
So I'll focus on the good, I’ve got an album and a date 
And a dance that’s coming up, and I’m not afraid of hate
When it comes to all my music or every word I ever wrote
I know that I’m the safety for someone who’s in the same boat
As me, who feel all the same feelings I conceal
The words that I write down on pages knowing damn well I’ll never heal
From all the stress or all the pain, all the anxiety in my brain
The depression I maintain because I always try to refrain
From breaking down, scream out loud, contain yourself, my man
I’m scared right now, I’m lost, not found, now, why do I feel so damned?

I’m calling to let you know
That I gave up on you so long ago..
And it breaks my heart (x2)

Break it, and break it, every word you say just breaks me down
It used to kill me that you weren't mine, now I never want you around
I’m beginning to realize all the lies you threw in my face
And placed in my way so that way I’d never win the race
You say you’re sorry you’re the toxic one, I already had known
Was that supposed to bring consolation, so I could let my phone
Finally rest upon the bed where I never place my head?
Cause both you and God know that only nightmares plague my head instead
Of dreams that will unfold, of the life I wish I could have had
But you left so I gave up on them, and forget it now I’m glad
To finally have you away, forget when we’d spend all day
I’ll remember nothing but the bad so I have content to drop today
Finish up some final songs and I'll finalize all of my drafts
So you can take all those apologies and shove them up your ass
I don’t wanna the one to tell you but I’m done looking above
I gave up on you, all that’s left is to say goodbye, love

Taking this ghastly risk is the condition of there being life
But this is the most powerful thing that can be done, surrender
See, and love is an act of surrender to another person
Total abandonment
I give myself to you..

igaveuponyou.

Remix of again by the talented Sxge, I love you bro, and I hope u accomplish your dreams <3
(all credit goes to Sxge) 
(cover art made by Wombo) 
I love you all <3

Again by Sxge (feat Shiloh Dynasty) (W0LF1255 Remix)

Lyrics:

I’m alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Watch the moon
Finally wasting time
Get away from everything
And spend all our time
Gazing up at the stars
Into the emptiness of space
Far away from all our problems
As the moon shines on your face
Reflecting the sun
The brightest light in our sight
But by my own standards,
You’re the light of my life
And I can feel the soul between us
So deep in my soul
Nothing to care about
While we grow old
And as my veins turn purple
And they start showing through
As my body becomes frail
I’ll still stand by you
As tall as you need
If it’s under 6 feet
Cause the only time I’ll reach it
Is when I’m that deep
Dig my feet into the sand
On the brightest of days
And we’ll have a little man
And we both watch him play
I look deeper in your eyes
While they glimmer in the sun
I see the ring on your finger
Remember that you’re always mine hun

I’m alone when I see the stars
But I will love you when things get hard

I promise that when I wake up,
Love’s the choice I make
Cause I know feelings are hard to keep up
When one day they fade
One day it becomes an
Active decision
And every day I envision 
A future not so far away
And I can promise that it’s bright
If you’re by my side
Don’t know what I’d do without you
You’re my ride or die
And we can take it any speed
Cause you’re loves all that I need
And we can fall asleep
On top of the hillside
With a blanket on the ground
And the stars in the sky
Let the moon shine on your face
And I’ll say that word you like
Home is where the heart is
I’m glad that I gave you mine
Forever and always, darling
My love is so divine
Stare up at the moon
And say “tsuki ga kirei”
I will love you unto death
Every second everyday
Give you a kiss say I love you
I’m so glad I’m not alone
After years of searching
With you I’m finally home0

Not alone when I see the stars
I love you, our forever now starts

Watch the Moon (Prod. jxsie beats)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

lonely spring w/ sxge and jxsie beats

a extra since the valentines day song was very late. its a remix of an old song taht I made with 2 of my homies 

DontLeaveMySideRemix (Ft. SticknPoke, NO3)

she told me i was cold,
like ice,
and frozen in the snow,
i don't know what to do anymore,
should i let her go, or kill me some more?
its venom and poison, I'm not keeping score,
how much times I've been broken down,
and how many faces I've hung on my wall,
maybe one day she will like what she sees,
instead of fake smiling and showing her teeth,
why do this to me,
can you just let me be?
a phantom wandering the streets,
alone as can be,
not checking his phone,
wishing that someone would just give him more,
but people are cruel, and they choose to ignore,
the ones who don't know what to do anymore

𝕱𝖎𝖓. [ft. byehollow]

♡Itzlxvr♡ (@itzlxvr)