Suicidal

go cry about it bitch :c

school 3

LYRICS:

I'M ON EMPTY
I BEEN DYIN' IN THE BACK SEAT
SAID IT NEVER GOT BETTER 'CAUSE IT'S ON ME
I NEVER TRUST MYSELF
I SHOULD DO WHAT I'M TOLD 'FOR I KILL MYSELF
WANNA WASTE MY TIME
TELL 'EM I'M FINE
I WASN'T READY FOR YOU TO FUCK UP MY LIFE
TALK 'BOUT ME CAUSE I'M ALL SHE SEE
WELL TELL 'EM I'M FINE

YOU ACT LIKE EITHER OF US MEANT THAT
IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU COULDN'T ACT RIGHT
IT'S NOT LIKE
I TRIED TO
'CAUSE BABY YOU'D BE DEAD IF I HURT YOU

OH MY GOD
I DON'T WANNA TAKE MY TIME
TELL ME THAT I'M RIGHT
I DON'T THINK THAT YOU GET IT 'CAUSE I MIGHT
'CAUSE YOU WENT OVER MY HEAD
'CAUSE EVERY MESSAGE I SENT
IT MEANT LIKE, I'M IN THE WRONG PLACE BUT DON'T REALLY MIND SPACE
TELL ME HOW IT WENT SO WELL 'CAUSE I'LL STAY

FIGURE IT OUT CAUSE IT'S ALL NOT PERFECT
GIVE IT A YEAR AND I'LL MAKE ME WORTH IT

COME MEET MY ONLY FRIEND
HE'S NOT REAL BUT I'LL PRETEND
HE HATES ME SO MUCH MORE
BUT NONE OF THAT HURTS 'CAUSE IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
AND I STILL WATCH YOU TEXTING HIM
I HATE YOU I CAN'T MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY FUCKING WHAT DO I SAY

BACK SEAT [PROD. YUNGSPOILER]

wow song with @holoblack @jontbeats
last song of the year

AMV DONE BY @idleglance go check it out https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnr6yAZYWec&feature=youtu.be

----lyrics----
put me on a stretcher
all the drugs teach me a lesson
till i wake up on the street
thinkin oh fuck i need to get it and i-
ride high with a fucking four five and im
gon' die as a fuckin low life
ride high with a fucking four five and im 
gon' die as a fuckin low life

bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold 
ride high with fucking a four five  and i 
gon' die as a fuckin low life
bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold 
ride high with a fucking  four five and i 
gon' die as a fuckin low life

holoblack, in this muthafucka bitch
if you fuck around with us you'll hear this muthafucka click
down the drain, bodies slain, got to muthafuckin choose
you will die, stay alive,
you will muthafuckin lose
obey me muthafucka, 
got the nine up to your dome 
i see me in your future
cuckolding your muthafucking soul
when in rome, 
you best act the part, 
like you fuckin know
murda blitz x2 
close the casket on this stupid bitch and leave em in the mist

ride high with a fucking four five and im
gon' die as a fuckin low life
bitch im cold, slangin the dope, breakin a ho, into the fold, slangin the dope, 
breakin a ho, into the fold, givin a fuck about all of you hos








popping a pill at noon
fucking the realest two
smoking gorilla glue

and my bitch got the grip like the latter
fuck my life reverse climbing a ladder
I don't matter 
always sadder 
fuck everything that im striving after
im secluded feeling usless making my ego bigger 
drug abuser loser lowlife i make peace up with it
pop a bean and laser beam i look like frieza with it 
drivin into the sunset high wishing i could ---

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reflection - lofi hip hop beat

Time (ft. Emilee)

THE LAMP IS LOW! - Laurindo Almeida.

Oni696 x Crewsont - Bounce Back

OUTLAST PT. 2

w/ @malehoe & @bernardjabs
Prod. by Dot Midori
Stream it everywhere! - ffm.to/violence_
IG: instagram.com/intensifycharts/

ALL PLATFORMS ✰

Violence (w/ BIGBABYGUCCI & Bernard Jabs)

w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

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CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

forever </3 [prod. rexpy]

Lover Is A Day

Little Lion Man

LYRICS:

THE WAY SHE TALK TO ME IT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHE AIN'T EVER KNOW ME
I WOKE UP AGAIN IF IT'S A REASON YOU CAN SHOW ME
SO FAR FEEL THE PAIN ON MY OWN
DRANK MORE FEEL IT BURNIN' MY THROAT

YEAH, FUCK HIM AND HIS FRIENDS TOO
WHEN I COME HOME I SWEAR TO GOD I BE ALONE BITCH
AND I GIVE NO FUCK BOUT' WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH
I'D BE OKAY TODAY IF I AIN'T EVER MET YOU

YEAH, MORE SHIT IN MY CUP
PASS OUT ON THE COUCH I PRAY DON'T EVER WAKE ME UP
I TOLD EM' EVERYTHING WAS FINE
I GIVE YOU MY SOUL IF YOU COULD PROVE I WASN'T LYING

I BEEN SOBER FOR A DAY NOW
I FEEL LIKE DYING EVERY FUCKING WORD YOU SAY NOW
THIS AIN'T WHAT LOVE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING AND YOU AIN'T TRYNA SEE THAT

THE WAY SHE TALK TO ME IT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHE AIN'T EVER KNOW ME
I WOKE UP AGAIN IF IT'S A REASON YOU CAN SHOW ME
SO FAR FEEL THE PAIN ON MY OWN
DRANK MORE FEEL IT BURNIN' MY THROAT

YEAH, FUCK HIM AND HIS FRIENDS TOO
WHEN I COME HOME I SWEAR TO GOD I BE ALONE BITCH
AND I GIVE NO FUCK BOUT' WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH
I'D BE OKAY TODAY IF I AIN'T EVER MET YOU

SOBER [PROD. KIRAW]

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

SORRY 4 THE LATE UPLOAD :(

LYRICS:

ONE TIME
FOR MY FRIENDS
KEEPING ME ALIVE BUT IT ALL 'GON END EVENTUALLY
AM I MEANT TO BE THIS WAY

I'M OK
BUT IT DON'T LOOK THAT WAY
WHEN I WAKE UP
DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
BUT THAT BREAK UP
IT NEVER HURT LIKE THIS

I NEVER PAID FOR THE SHIT THAT I DID
IF I DON'T GET HELP FUCK A BREAK IMA QUIT
I'M ANYONES HELL BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK
AND NOTHING I SELL'S 'BOUTTA PAY FOR THE SHIT
I AIN'T DEAD YET BUT I'M TRYIN' MY BEST
NEVER 'BOUTTA MAKE IT I'M THE ONLY ONE LEFT
YOU AIN'T TRYNA HEAR ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I KEPT
NOTHING MAKES SENSE BUT IT'S BURNING MY CHEST

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM
IT ALL GET WORSE WHEN THE SUN GO DOWN
AND POUR IT ALL OUT 'TILL MY HEAD 'GON DROWN

AND I'M OVERDUE FOR MY EXPIRATION
YOU HATED ME BUT YOU'D NEVER SAY SHIT

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM

ON 10

please don't try to call me when you hear this

THNX

𝐿𝓍𝓋𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓊𝓅?

forever </3 [prod. rexpy]

♡Itzlxvr♡ (@itzlxvr)