I want you to destroy me to feel better~

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Hi hi, and welcome to my profile, the profile of your local 17y/o, A.D.D. Virgo ✩♥ It's good to have you. Here's a bit on me:

ⁿᵃᵐᵉ: Call me Lux, Mono, or Lu <3

ᵃᵍᵉ: ¹⁶ - (¹⁷ ⁱⁿ ˢᵉᵖᵗ)

ˡⁱᵏᵉˢ: ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ, ʜɪᴍ>>>, ᴛʜᴇᴍ :ᴘ, ᴍʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ (ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ꜱʏꜱᴛᴇᴍ ꜰʀꜰʀ), ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴘʟᴀʏʟɪꜱᴛꜱ, ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʙᴇꜱᴛɪᴇꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʙʜ

ᵈⁱˢˡⁱᵏᵉˢ: Ṿëṛÿ ḟëẅ ẗḧïṅġṡ ḅüẗ ḋëḟïṅïẗëḷÿ ṛäċïṡṁ, ëẍẗṛä ṗëöṗḷë (öṿëṛḋṛäṁäẗïċ), äṅḋ ṡöṁë öẗḧëṛṡ Ї ẅöṅ'ẗ ṅäṁë ḅëċäüṡë Ї'ḷḷ ëṅḋ üṗ ġëẗẗïṅġ ṛüḋë äḅẗ ïẗ

ˢᵗᵃᵗᵘˢ:💍✨ 🌜 тαкєη 🌛 ✨ 💍

ⁱⁿᶠᵒ: ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖 𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕞𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕪 𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕚𝕝:

rxdraven1234@gmail.com

𝕊𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕞𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜 𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕚𝕝. 𝕄𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕪. 𝕊𝕠 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕚𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕥, 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕦 𝕘𝕠

ⁱⁿᵗᵉʳᵉˢᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵃᶜᵗˢ: 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔, 𝑬𝒈𝒚𝒑𝒕, 𝑲𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒂, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒂 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒃𝒊-𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒚, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈.

Hey, let me know if you wanna match!! I've got a lot of matching pfps and I'm willing to match!
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Lyrics from my favorites <3

*-. can you come around tonight, and sing me a lullaby? just take my heart and break it? can you come around tonight~? i might be the enemy.. but nothing quite hits like 𝘆𝗼𝘂..~ .-*

*-. i watch the moon... let it run my mood.. can't stop thinking of ..you.. i watch uuu~, so long, nice to know you, i'll be moving on.. .-*

*-. all things come to pass.. with ti-i-ime. but I want everything now to, be all mine .-*

*-. days.. seem sometimes as if they'll never end. sun..digs its heels..to taunt you. but after sunlit days, one thing stays the same: rises the moon. .-*

*-. that's a fine looking high horse.. what you got in the stable? .-*

*-. I wanna be somebody someone~ Someone to you..~ .-*

*-. this is a love song for a girl, who will never know its about her.. .-*

*-. did you see the way he looked at me..?~ + see you again (that part<3) .-*

*-. (love) i cant ignore you, (in my room) do anything for you baby, (love) i adore you..~ .-*

*-. i'd do anything for thee, don't ignore me. this is more than a sick love story..~ .-*
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All the cute things I have to say for him:

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ﾟ。His girl, my world 🪐🌹 Bry>> 🤍x🩵
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Merci Beaucoup, Mon Amour, for you've taught me how to love again..
One Love 🌸
Heaven on earth🌟
Search Complete: OneN'Only Found✨
If the world were mine to give up, I'd give it to you🌎
I fell in love with the way you touched me without using your hands🩷
One boy, thousands+ of feelings❣
He has these beautiful eyes that you can get lost in. I guess I'm lost but I don't wanna leave.💫
Butterflies? Hell no, I feel a whole damn zoo.🦋
My favorite notification 💬
Cross my mind? No, you live and dominate it.👑
Don't touch my hair, my phone, my face, or my man👊
the only two times I wanna be with you: now&forever🌱
I love the way you make me feel even if you aren't near.🎈
he definitely stands out from all other guys👥
Me gustas tu💖
They aren't just some eyes, they're /his/ eyes.👁
I already had a problem sharing, now I have him. I'm not sharing.🚫
never easy, always worth it🥂
mybaby💜
always tired, but never of him🫧
single? we cant relate🍭
well.. at least we're under the same sky🌃
oh but my love, it'll always be you.💠
i can call him loverboy and i can be his lover girl 🌚🌝
every kind of way💞
and if my homes where my heart is, baby then i'm homesick🏡
even the leaves fall for you🍂
...hm.. well here, i'll just call you mine😊
if you go, I follow. I trust you 🤝
and suddenly, everything changed.🫨
he's my yesterday, today, and all my tomorrows🤍
i just need u and some sunsets 🌇
I don't want anyone near me but you 💘
No one gets to call me all the things you do. And vice versa. 🫶
i'm not patient, but i'm willing to wait for you⌚
napping on your chest>>🥰
'i'll admit that i'm scared, cause i've never really cared as much as this.' 🎶
breakfast dates>> 🍳
star gazing>> ⭐
movie dates>>  🛋
baking together>>🎂
you>>💋
bby, ml, babe >> 💳 💥
playing games together>> 🎮
'6ft tall 🤭 and super strong💪 we always get along👫'
lost in love. and my navigation skills were already bad enough.🗺
following all the maps that'll lead to you🚶
i'm sure i look like a hopeless idiot while you talk to me🥴
I find ALL these love songs and there's still words I need to describe my love for you.🎧
[I]'m [l]ucky t[o] ha[ve] [you]👩‍❤‍💋‍👨
my ride-or-die🏎
♡🫳🏻+🫴🏽=🫱🏻‍🫲🏽♡ 
If you're the sun, I will stare at you, even at the expense of my own sight. Because I'll go blind, knowing the last thing I ever saw was perfection. ☀🤍

If I die first, I'll be there to protect you. Even if I'm not an angel, you'll be protected babe. So if there's something at the window, down the stairs, on the porch, in the attic, in the basement, in the garage, under the car, in the car, behind the car, driving behind you, in the air, scurrying on the ground, in the basement of a gas station, in the dark aisle of a store, following you around on late night walks, stepping on a twig in the middle of your usual jogging route, its not someone trying to kill you. its just me. Killing the thing that tried to kill you. ________________________________________________________________________________
If you're reading this, you know exactly who I'm talking to. I don't know what happened over the summer, or why you suddenly cut me off. I'm not angry, not anymore. Maybe a little bitter and hurt. I don't want to reach out or talk because I have a feeling I don't want to know. I hope that whatever you do, you're happy and you're taking care of yourself. And it's because I'd loved you that I didn't beg for you to come back. Whatever choice you made, it was for your sake, and it hopefully made you happier. You deserve that. You deserve a lot more than what you go through. You deserve to be happy. I probably won't talk to you again, so goodbye forever, I guess?
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𝕀 𝕒𝕤𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕠𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝔾𝕠𝕕 “ℍ𝕠𝕨 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕖”, ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕕, “𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙” 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕞𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖. 𝕀𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝔾𝕠𝕕 ℂ𝕠𝕡𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕚𝕘𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤. 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔹𝕚𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕪 ℍ𝕚𝕞, ℍ𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔾𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟. 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕖𝕤𝕥: 𝕀𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝔾𝕠𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕚𝕥, 𝕔𝕠𝕡𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤, 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕚𝕝𝕖. 𝔾𝕠𝕕 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦.
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Thus saith the Lord, thus saith the Lord
Thus saith the Lord, thus saith the Lord
Thus saith the Lord, thus saith the Lord
Thus saith the Lord, thus saith the Lord
Since you refuse to free my people
All through the land of Egypt
I send a pestilence and plague
Into your house, into your bed
Into your streams, into your streets
Into your drink, into your bread
Upon your cattle, on your sheep
Upon your oxen in your field
Into your dreams, into your sleep
Until you break, until you yield
I send the swarm, I send the horde
Thus saith the Lord
Once I called you brother
Once I thought the chance
To make you laugh
Was all I ever wanted
I send the thunder from the sky
I send the fire raining down
And even now I wish that God
Had chose another
Serving as your foe on his behalf
Is the last thing that I wanted
I send a hail of burning ice
On every field, on every town
This was my home
All this pain and devastation
How it tortures me inside
All the innocent who suffer
From your stubbornness and pride
I send the locusts on a wind
Such as the world has never seen
On every leaf, on every stalk
Until there's nothing left of green
I send my scourge, I send my sword
Thus saith the Lord
You who I called brother
Why must you call down another blow?
I send my scourge, I send my sword
Let my people go
Thus saith the Lord
Thus saith the Lord
You who I called brother
How could you have come to hate me so?
Is this what you wanted?
I send the swarm, I send the horde
Then let my heart be hardened
And never mind how high the cost may grow
This will still be so
I will never let your people go
Thus saith the Lord
Thus saith the Lord
I will not
Let your (my) people go

(almost) new year new me





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UPDATE: follow max is 2k. sorry yall. anyways love u guys wowa 🫶🩵



NONE OF THESE PICTURES I USE ARE MINE. Sometimes I edit them.

Please ignore the comments from five months to a year ago. I don’t know what I was doing back then.

this is not a business profile. this is a fucking profile to listen to music.

I like a hat in time, UT/DR, Fran Bow, Sally Face, Haunted Hotel & a lot more.

Currently I am in a busy state, so responding to people on here is very rare.
Usually am online on weekends unless let outside.





I,, also got into Homestuck,, so like,, yeah

𝘼𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙚𝙚~!

I play uke and guitar, gimme cover suggestions!

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ﾟ。  I need sleep lol ✨
　ﾟ･｡･

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

: livin the y/n꒳ life ✧ ˚ ˓˓ 📜

✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 Main Person: Ellie
★📎 {} .. she/they
☆🗓。・ date started ⌇·˚ 07 ⌔ 12 ⌔ 22
★‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ Genderfluid, idk what my sexuality is lol
☆・．❕「 Ukulele and Guitar player 」
★🎮👾₊˚ NINTENDO NERD 
✧*̥˚  Autism / ADHD but I don't like to talk abt it much ty  *̥˚✧

꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦
⇢ ˗ˏˋ fav secular genre: indie pop/rock ࿐ྂ
*ೃ༄ fav colour: pastel orange/red ˚◞♡ 
  ╰┈➤ ❃ fav aesthetics: indie, fairy kei, pastel grunge / grunge, ethereal, country, coquette  ❃
↳ *fav food: THANKSGIVING DINNERS 😩👌* ༉‧₊˚✧
『 ↳✧･ﾟ currently watching: My Hero Academia on Netflix;
📺🍿🥨🧸❤️💻 
˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊·̩̩̥͙˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊·̩̩̥͙˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊·̩̩̥͙˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊·̩̩̥͙˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚
BESTO FRIENDOS / COMFORT PPLS :

- @virgosmoothie / Saint ! :D
- @sunny-the-flower / Sweetty !! ><
- @miichipin / Miichi :3
You guys feel free to ignore my DNI unless I say otherwise ^_^

🎮👾🕹˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥
└➤ Favourite videogame series: Animal Crossing, Girls Mode (Style Savvy)
└➤ Favourite Consoles: N64, Wii, 3DS, Nintendo Switch

(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ DM to add me as a friend on 3DS or Switch ♥

⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☀︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☀︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ⋆｡ ﾟ☁︎｡ ⋆｡ ﾟ☀︎｡ ⋆

Status tags !! :

Names: 
🪼 - Please call me Valerie / Val
🪷 - Please call me Masako
🌷 - Please call me Ellie
🏵 - Please call me Vynnie /  Vyn
🌹 - Please call me Mars
💐 - I’m fine with any name right now !

Moods:
🍀 - In a good mood / content
💫 - HAVING ZOOMIESS 
😗 - meh
🌧 - Sad
🌩 - In a sour mood (proceed with caution)
🔥 - I’ll leave you to figure this one out.
😪 - eepy
🧨 - Stressed
❌ - DNI (Comfort ppls are allowed)
✖ - DNI (applies to everyone)

Activities:
🎸 - Working on a cover
📝 - Writing a song
🎨 - Drawing
📔 - Reading
🧺 - Doing chores >:(
📓 - Studying / HW
💬 - Talking to friends
💤 - Sleeping / Napping
📺 - Watching TV / YouTube
🎮 - Playing Games
🎧💚 - Listening to Spotify
🎧🧡 - Listening to Soundcloud
💭 - Having thoughts about _____
💭🚂 - In a train of thought
🔪 - SHing ..
☔ - Crying
🧸 - Holding a comfort plush
🪢 - Fidgeting

Whereabouts:
🎒 - At school
🏠 - At home
🏞 - Out and about 
🏖 - On vacation / temporarily inactive !
🌀 - Grounded ... (inactive)


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"𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩."   
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Hey there! 
I post MY favorite tik tok sounds!
so stay tuned! 💃👀✨✨
I do dumps of random songs you are possibly looking for. 🫶❤️😁
I know I'm not the best but I will try, support is gladly accepted! 
and please feel free to comment. 👈🏻🕶️

I want you to destroy me to feel better~

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