he'll 
always be 
MY 
BIGGEST HEARTBREAK х4

you have a roof and food but that's not enough
all the cruel things that you said drowned 
looking for attention like a stupid slut
then I didn’t need men, I needed a dad

I spotted this guy with freckles in the crowd,
His smile shining bright, like the sun through the clouds.
Those little dots on his face, they hypnotize,
I can't help but imagine what's behind his eyes.

I wanna kiss that boy, with freckles on his skin,
Feel the magic in the air, when our lips meet within.
Oh, those little dots drive my heart insane,
I wanna taste his love, like the sweetest summer rain.

He's like a canvas, painted with beauty so rare,
His freckles, like constellations, create a love affair.
I'm captivated by his charm and his grace,
Dreaming of that kiss, oh how my heart starts to race.

But for those who find themselves in this plight
Know that solutions exist, let's ignite the light
So, let's work together, support one another
Embrace empathy, uplift our sisters and brothers
No child should be born into a world of despair
Let's open our hearts, show them that we care.
His freckles tell stories of adventures untold,
Each one a memory, a treasure to behold.
I long to trace them gently, with my fingertips,
And taste his love, like the sweetest strawberry lips.
So, boy with freckles, hear my heartfelt plea,
Let our lips collide, and set our hearts free.
In this moment, our love will surely ignite,
As I fulfill my wish, to kiss you with all my might.

he'll 
always be 
MY 
BIGGEST HEARTBREAK х

BIGGEST HEARTBREAK

lyrics:

The air is thick, with memories you left behind
Each corner of this room, a ghost of you I find
The scent of your cologne, still lingers in my hair
A constant reminder, of the love we used to share

(Pre-Chorus)
Your name is the hardest word to say
It hangs upon my tongue, a whispered plea
Despite the fact that there was so much dirt between us
This love was the purest, you see

(Chorus)
But I can't forgive, I can't forget
The pain you caused, the lies you met
With every beat, my heart screams out loud
I want you gone, I want you out

(Verse 2)
Therapy is not enough, I want their demise
Their pain, their sorrow, a bitter sacrifice
The wounds you left, they run so deep
But I'll rise from the ashes, I'll never weep

(Pre-Chorus)
Your name is the hardest word to say
It hangs upon my tongue, a whispered plea
Despite the fact that there was so much dirt between us
This love was the purest, you see

(Chorus)
But I can't forgive, I can't forget
The pain you caused, the lies you met
With every beat, my heart screams out loud
I want you gone, I want you out

(Bridge)
I'll find my strength, I'll find my way
To break these chains, to see a brighter day
The scars you left, they'll fade in time
And I'll rise above, leaving you behind

(Chorus)
But I can't forgive, I can't forget
The pain you caused, the lies you met
With every beat, my heart screams out loud
I want you gone, I want you out

(Outro)
Your name, a whisper in the wind
I'll let it go, and start again 
With a heart that's strong, and a spirit unbound
I'll find my peace, on higher ground

WORD TO SAY

just got my clitoris pierced 
and a new tattoo on my fist 
I could take all the risks 
and mix a bunch of some things 
I don’t like to hesitate, 
they need to catch my own pace, 
because I am what they crave 
in this endless race 
she has a boyfriend but she's drunk, she calls me so so late at night, I would be lying if I said I wasn't glad
inluv individuals 
I always look like a slut, 
but I slide like a slug,  
cause i am a star 

You can feel happiness once it's passed
red-haired angel established a new power in the heart 
the power of love 
I'm so in love 
and you're so individual 
care until you have no strength left to care 

if you treat a lady right she will want you all night

INLUV INDIVIDUALS

Empty boxes, scattered photos, a broken picture frame, and a power
Struggle to keep it together, but the pieces just won't align
Tears fall like rain, drowning memories, feeling the pain
You promised forever, a love that would never fade
Now I'm left with the echoes of words you never said
Betrayal's a bitter pill, a poison that runs deep
Leaving me shattered, while you sleep, your secrets you keep

(Chorus)
Assembled pencil case, a symbol of what we had
A promise of shared dreams, a future that we had planned
But the lead's gone dull, the eraser's worn thin
Like our bond, it's fading, a love that's lost within

(Verse 2)
Your shirts, your sweaters, your scent, a haunting reminder
Of a love that's gone cold, leaving just a bitter grinder
Each item a memory, a piece of our broken past
The weight of your betrayal, a love that couldn't last
I'm purging your presence, cleaning out the debris
Every trace of you gone, finally setting myself free
From the chains of deceit, the promises you couldn't keep
It's time to move on, a fresh start, a future I'll reap

(Chorus)
Assembled pencil case, a symbol of what we had
A promise of shared dreams, a future that we had planned
But the lead's gone dull, the eraser's worn thin
Like our bond, it's fading, a love that's lost within

(Bridge)
I used to cherish every gift, every touch, every word
Now they're just reminders of a love that I've buried and unheard
The pencil case, a reminder of our innocence, gone astray
Leaving me with the fragments, a broken heart, come what may

(Chorus)
Assembled pencil case, a symbol of what we had
A promise of shared dreams, a future that we had planned
But the lead's gone dull, the eraser's worn thin
Like our bond, it's fading, a love that's lost within

(Outro)
Into the bin it goes, a final act of release
Goodbye to the memories, a love that brought me no peace
I'm turning the page, a new chapter unfolds
Leaving the past behind, a story that's yet to be told.

ASSEMBLED PENCIL CASE

lyrics:

(Spanish)

Recuerda tu voz, tus besos, tu mirada.
De que solo eras un espejismo, un sueño que se va.
Ahora te siento en mis sueños, te siento en mi piel,
Y la realidad me duele, no puedo sentir tu miel.
Te extraño, te echo de menos, te necesito aquí,
Para que vuelvan nuestras risas, nuestras noches de poesía.
Quiero tus abrazos, tus besos, tu calor en mi piel,
Para olvidar este vacío, para volver a ser real.
Llego a diez, y entonces desapareces,
Como un fantasma, como un viento que se pierde.
Busco tu nombre en la multitud, en la canción,
En cada latido de mi corazón, en cada ilusión.
Tal vez no deberías haberme dicho la verdad,
De que solo eras un espejismo, un sueño que se va.
Ahora te siento en mis sueños, te siento en mi piel,
Y la realidad me duele, no puedo sentir tu miel.
Espero que algún día, el destino nos vuelva a unir,
Para volver a sentir tu amor, para volver a vivir.
Mientras tanto, te guardo en mi corazón,
Y sueño con el día en que nos encontremos, sin temor.

(English)

Remember your voice, your kisses, your look.
That you were just a mirage, a dream that goes away.
Now I feel you in my dreams, I feel you on my skin,
And reality hurts me, I can't feel your honey.
I miss you, I miss you, I need you here,
To bring back our laughter, our nights of poetry.
I want your hugs, your kisses, your warmth on my skin,
To forget this emptiness, to be real again.
I reach ten, and then you disappear,
Like a ghost, like a wind that gets lost.
I search for your name in the crowd, in the song,
In every beat of my heart, in every illusion.
Maybe you shouldn't have told me the truth,
That you were just a mirage, a dream that goes away.
Now I feel you in my dreams, I feel you on my skin,
And the reality hurts, I can't feel your honey.
I hope that someday, destiny will bring us together again,
To feel your love again, to live again.
In the meantime, I keep you in my heart,
And I dream of the day when we'll meet, without fear.

Te extraño.

lyrics:

We're like electrons, spinnin' in a shell
Stuck in the cycle, never breakin' the spell
Blind to the wonders, the cosmos unfolds
Lost in the shallows, stories never told
Quantum mechanics, the key to unlock
The secrets of existence, the cosmic clock
But you just laugh it off, a meaningless game
Ignorant to the truth, a pitiful shame

Spittin' truth, while your minds are stuck in the shallow
You think you know, but you just scratch the surface
Stuck in the loop of desires, a materialistic circus
Quantum mechanics, they call it a joke
Thinkin' about particles, a mind-bending poke
But you're too busy with the daily grind, 
the superficial race
Ignore the universe, its mysteries, its grace

We're like electrons, spinnin' in a shell
Stuck in the cycle, never breakin' the spell
Blind to the wonders, the cosmos unfolds
Lost in the shallows, stories never told
Quantum mechanics, the key to unlock
The secrets of existence, the cosmic clock
But you just laugh it off, a meaningless game
Ignorant to the truth, a pitiful shame

From the smallest atom, to the vastest star
Quantum mechanics, the cosmic guitar
Plays a melody, a symphony of light
Unraveling the truth, day and night
But you're too busy, with your fleeting desires
Trapped in the illusion, fueled by the fires
Of ego and greed, a never-ending chase
Ignoring the wisdom, the universe's embrace

(Chorus)
We're like electrons, spinnin' in a shell
Stuck in the cycle, never breakin' the spell
Blind to the wonders, the cosmos unfolds
Lost in the shallows, stories never told

QUANTUM MECHANICS

Sullied, stained, a shadow in my heart
The bloom of my youth, torn cruelly apart
Sullied, broken, a fragile melody
The world I once knew, lost eternally

was born in a garden, a fragile little thing
Petals soft and delicate, I'd let the sunlight in
The wind would whisper secrets, the rain would kiss my face
A canvas of innocence, a pure and holy space

But then the storm came crashing, tearing through the sky
A jagged lightning bolt, it pierced my heart and cried
The innocence I cherished, shattered on the ground
Now I'm left with fragments, a hollow, empty sound

Sullied, stained, a shadow in my heart
The bloom of my youth, torn cruelly apart
Sullied, broken, a fragile melody
The world I once knew, lost eternally

The garden is a wasteland, choked with thorns and weeds
The once-bright colors faded, a symphony of bleeds
The wind now carries whispers, of pain and broken trust
The rain falls cold and bitter, a cruel reminder of the dust

I try to pick up the pieces, but they slip through my grasp
A stained and shattered mirror, reflecting in the past
The memory of beauty, a haunting phantom trace
A constant reminder of the loss, of what I can't replace

Sullied, stained and broken, a whisper of a prayer

SULLIED

lyrics:

this city's my playground, never gonna crack
Unnie chan business, yeah, that's the life, livin' it up, feelin' so alive.

Lemon lime, sweet and sour
Beach day vibes, feelin' the power
Sunshine, sand, and salty air
No worries here, I'm on my way 
Lemon lime, yeah, that's the life
Beach day chill, free from strife
Sunshine, smiles, forever bright
Lemon lime, feelin' right х2

Sunshine beaming, sky is blue
Got my shades on, feeling brand new
Got the beach vibes, feelin' the breeze
Got my crew with me, puttin' minds at ease
Sand between our toes, ocean waves crashin'
Chillin' in the sun, no time for bashin'
Got my lemon lime, sippin' it slow
Life's a beach, let the good times flow

Lemon lime, sweet and sour
Beach day vibes, feelin' the power
Sunshine, sand, and salty air
No worries here, I'm on my way 
Lemon lime, yeah, that's the life
Beach day chill, free from strife
Sunshine, smiles, forever bright
Lemon lime, feelin' right х2

Beach blanket spread, got my tunes blastin'
Got the fruity punch, everyone's laughin'
Got the volleyball net, game on, let's go
Sunshine's golden, watch the waves flow
Sippin' on my drink, feelin' so alive
Livin' in the moment, feelin' so high
Beach day bliss, feelin' the vibe
Lemon lime, it's the perfect ride

Sun sets low, sky turns red
Perfect ending to a day well-spent, instead
Of stress and worries, just pure delight
Lemon lime memories, shining bright

LEMON LIME

I'm a volcano, dormant but alive
Waiting for the moment to erupt, thrive
My temper's a storm, a force of nature's might
And I'm not afraid to unleash this burning light
The catalyst's inside, just waiting to ignite
This explosive rage will burn through the darkest night
No more holding back, the dam is gonna break
This anger's a hurricane, it's gonna shake

The fuse is lit, the powder's dry
A spark will set this whole damn city on fire
I'm a ticking time bomb, ready to explode
Years of built-up rage, a heavy load
You crossed the line, pushed me too far
Now you're gonna feel the fury of a raging star
Forgiveness? No, that's not in my vocabulary
My wrath is a catalyst, a burning, molten quarry

I'm not a saint, I wear my scars with pride
The memory of your betrayal, etched deep inside
I'm a walking weapon, a ticking time bomb
Just a single trigger, and I'll become a storm
Don't mistake my silence for weakness, no way
The anger's simmering, just waiting for its day
I'm a controlled explosion, a force of pure might
My wrath is a storm, an unyielding fight

They call me volatile, a walking contradiction
But I'm just a soul trying to find some satisfaction
They say I need to learn to let it go
But forgiveness is a luxury I can't afford to know

The catalyst's inside, burning bright
I'm a force of nature, a raging light
And the world will tremble when I ignite
This fury's unstoppable, a burning fire in the night.

I'm a volcano, dormant but alive
Waiting for the moment to erupt, thrive
My temper's a storm, a force of nature's might
And I'm not afraid to unleash this burning light

BIGGEST HEARTBREAK

IULA

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