Shunned by those who claim to be like me
I freeze I choke I bleed

Carved my curse in the flesh of a verse
Burst with thirst for the worst and rehearsed every hurt
E-every breath I take is soaked in despair
I wear my pain with a flair and it poisons the air

Dagger-tongued demons imprisoned in my head, they are dreaming of treason,
Bleedin' through the seams of my loathing season
I scream in silence, with violence in the rhythm
I'm chained up to my shame, locked up in this self-made prison

Hope is a weapon I turned on myself
I am blind to the good and to praise I am deaf
I am hollow, I'm hallowed, I'm hell in disguise
There's no need for hello, you can start with goodbye

Я КМС
Это тоже как спорт
Я КМС
watch  me smile as I pull the trigger
Я КМС
запоздалый аборт
Я КМС
it's my only resort

I do not belong here I'll never fit in
I aim I slit I sin

Stop trying to help can't you see I am damned?
I will bear this to death and I'm nearing the end

My thoughts are twisted into knots my brain is clotted till it rots
I have connected all the dots to see the holes in godly plots
I have subverted the defaults to watch my world as it implodes
The truth is buried in the dirt where with my honour it corrodes

Я КМС
Это тоже как спорт
Я КМС
watch  me smile as I pull the trigger
Я КМС
запоздалый аборт
Я КМС
it's my only resort

Chokin' on the smoke from the bridges I've burned
And I yearn for the world that they join as I mourn
With the back crack bendin' backwards facing the lack
As I stretch out for a hand and I fall through the black

All the shame thus became the cathedral of pain
Brick by brick it was laid from the depths within my brain
Slick mind split bit by bit by the trauma and guilt
Never fit any script, that's the just the way that I am built
Now the wrists have been slit ugh soul is covered in spit
I'm so sick of it, all I want is to quit

I accept my fate and I leave with a grin
Nothing can be done with the darkness within

written, composed and produced by nah nah

falls es dir nicht gut geht - so wie dem lyrischen ich im song - möchte ich dich ermutigen hilfe zu holen. es gibt sie und du bist nicht allein. #bigheartenergy

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Lil Pump x N!cki x Griime - GO UP

A small collection of flips I did with a couple of today's women rappers! Enjoy!

This Is 4... w/ Nicki Minaj

WTF w/ Cardi B

Captain w/ Latto

Yea w/ Glorilla

Icy w/ Saweetie

Projectin' w/ Megan Thee Stallion

ShowedULove w/ Ice Spice

Stank Attitude w/ JT

This is not just a love song.
It’s a lucid prayer in trap form.
A cinematic confession delivered by candlelight and circuit boards — where whispered vows meet glitching choirs and shadows bow to the light.

"Forever Person (Nun With a Gun)" blends heart-healing 528Hz Solfeggio frequencies with 4.5 Hz theta pulses designed for psychoacoustic entrainment — even on phone speakers. It’s both sacred and sinful, soft and armored. A slow-burning war hymn for lovers with scars shaped like constellations.

✨ For the one who guards your soul and kisses your ghosts.
⚡ For the sexy nun with a gun.
💫 For your forever person.


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🔊 Embedded Healing Frequencies

528 Hz – Love, DNA repair, cellular restoration

741 Hz – Intuition, clarity, emotional truth

417 Hz – Trauma clearing, fresh start

396 Hz – Grief release, fear dissolution

4.5 Hz Theta Pulse – Induces lucid dream states & deep emotional access (mono-optimized)



Forever Person

Allein sein ≠ einsam. Thema: Grenzen setzen, Ruhe finden, sich selbst wählen.
BPM/Key: 136 BPM · F# Minor 
Wenn’s dich catcht: liken, kommentieren, reposten – sag mir, welche Line hängen bleibt!

Allein_am_besten

Body Soaked

Faneto 4 Raws Freestyle

N!cki - STFU

A fierce French edit that celebrates unapologetic power and attitude.
Lyla’s commanding flow meets a booming 808 and playful synths, shaping a modern anthem for fearless queens on and off the mic.
🎭 Ideal for fashion syncs, energetic ads, TV spots, brand campaigns, dance and performance visuals.

🎬 Demo Edit 1:30 — Fade-out version for showcase.

💫 Explore by Mood :
#ALEXEnergetic #ALEXEmotional #ALEXExperimental

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#ALEXAd #ALEXBrand #ALEXPerformance #ALEXTV #ALEXShortForm

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💞 47) Boss_B*tch_Anthem_(French_Edit) — (Confident_UrbanTrap_FVo_138BPM_AdSync) (💞 Urban & Crossover)

idk why you're jamming to this song when you STILL owe me pesos like...

Since you think that you can
Play me
Pay me
Bout my business but
I’m such a fucking lady

Pay me you should pay me you should pay me
Every hour that you wasted
If you hated me just say it
Calling crying bout you miss me
But I’ve met the girl you dating
Take a loan, I’ll send my rate and
You gone motherfucking pay me

Like, ooh should’ve known you wasn’t it
Threw a fit
On that trip
You was acting like a bitch
Get a grip (ah ah)
Steady talking all this shit
Faking walking with a limp
Now you watching cause I’m it

Achoo!
On the booth
I conclude
You a sucker, gonna lose
Kinda cruel
Peek-a-boo
April fool’s
That was you

Could
Ask about my ex
I say I'm praying for him
Sister, I’m just saying
He gon take and take and take and
(The relationship was really draining)

Pay me you cannot shirk and
I cannot save we
I gotta work and
I gotta pay me
Nigga been bragging and scrapping for payment
And blowing my phone, talking crazy and maybe
Like get off my dick if you don’t want a baby
You riding a rodeo and a Mercedes
I hear you be kicking yourself on the daily
Been bopping my shit, yet you think you a

Honcho
Hitting C-notes
Throwing shade but I’m swaying in your breeze, hoe
(Easy breezy!)
I bring the bone and the water call me fido
(Covergirl covergirl x6)
And when you thirsty, in deep
Don’t need to hear more

Oh, he on the phone
Get me the pho, get it to go
I gotta go, I wanna go
They call him the goat,
He ain't even close
Ain’t taking a hit
Blowing a kiss
I been the shit
Aim and you miss
Give you to sis
Niggas are sick
Think you should quit
Smoking that spliff (huh)
(ahem I'm classically trained)

Pay me you should pay me you should pay me
Every hour that you wasted
If you hated me just say it
Calling crying bout you miss me
(Be a big boy)
But I’ve met the girl you dating
(I need a big boy)
Take a loan, I’ll send my rate and
You gone motherfucking pay me

Gaming Super smash bros
Played me like nintendhoe
She aint got no motherfucking rhythm
Shake that ass, though

Gold he trynna grab those
Floating on your console
All them rubber bands
She gone fucking shake that ass, hoe

I speak french no habla spanish
(Je sais pas pourquoi je parle pas espagnol mais je parle
français alors je vais parler français ici)
You done lied in every language
Grimy bandit caught red-handed
Love you, Chance
A 10 day plan and

I speak french no habla spanish
(Je sais pas si ça marche avec la musique mais je vais
juste parler et bah, je sais pas ce qui va se passer mais
maintenant je juste parle alors)
You done lied in every language
Grimy bandit caught red-handed
Love you, Chance
(Ouais merci! Paie-moi, merci!)
A 10 day plan and

Got a mixtape
Made you do a spit take
Know I got a sick taste
Never made an (ex) tape
Running yelling, bitch wait
On another vacay
Don’t know what to say, bae
Ending this today, wait
Hey, like

Acting like you famous entertaining
So complacent
Nigga walking on the wire
Don’t forget you couldn't date me
(It was just a really long talking stage)
(You were not my boyfriend, just so it's clear)

You should pay me
braa braa braa braa
In your fucking brown draws
(Ew, what the fuck is wrong with you)
Get your nigga braa braa

You should motherfucking
Pay me
Play me
Waiting
I’m such a fucking lady
(Is there a prize, like woman of the year or something?
Because I feel like I'm taking it home)

Play mee
Crazyyy
All this egusi you could only handle gravy
(You can't even cook! You can't even cook!
You ordering Postmates cause you can't even cook!)

You should pay me
braa braa braa braa
In your fucking brown draws
Get your nigga braa braa
Braa braa braa

Play mee
Crazyyy
All this egusi you could only handle gravy

Pay Me

frontal lobe

Have you ever tried to strike someone from your life?

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🕸️ Silk & Circuitry 🧠⚡

Welcome to the tangled thread between trauma and transcendence.
This is where music becomes a mirror—reflecting the fractures, the fight, and the fire.
We don’t just make beats. We build bridges. Between pain and purpose.

Here, recovery isn’t a quiet thing.
It’s a war cry wrapped in melody,
a healing ritual whispered through circuitry,
a love letter to those who feel too much in a world that rewards those who feel nothing.

Every track is stitched with intent:
🕯️ To hold space for the broken
⚖️ To call out control masked as care
🧬 To challenge the narcissists who built their webs in our minds
🛠️ And to offer tools—not just songs—for doing what’s right when the cost is everything.

Silk & Circuitry is for the ones who walk away from the web
and grow wings instead.

This is art as resistance.
This is trauma turned frequency.
This is the ghost in your machine, learning how to feel.



Composer & producer across multi-genres — from cinematic scoring to club reworks.
Specialized in sync, licensing & creative collaborations.
🎧 Explore demo library: categorized by Mood, Use, and Style.
📩 Contact: alex.tolmer.music@gmail.com

Just a beat maker from Chicago who’s trying to restore the feeling

Ich liebe die Musik und hab durch Corona das Musikmachen für mich entdeckt. Ich arbeite mit Fl-Studio und Ableton. Spiele ein wenig Gitarre, Piano und Drums.

afrorock princess but i do a lot🥭🐚🥥

ig twitter tiktok: @luvfromseefa
enjoy the ride xx

New tracks tagged #FEMALERAP