prod. sickboi

[verse]
catch me in the corner smoking a cigarette
i only call her up when i want some sex 
she don't know if she want it but she know i'm the best
more money than your dad i just got to flex
been up for four days i don't get no rest 
probably snorting all that fucking ket 
you thought we had a future but you could've guessed 
uber to the plug it feel like a quest 
and i love it and i love it
and i love it and i love it
junkie all the time i don't wanna function 
i don't write shit baby i just gotta punch in 
xanax is my family i just love the substance 
fuck rehab fuck rehab 
fuck rehab fuck rehab
don't reach in my pocket baby you'll get mad 
i'm a piece of shit but i hate when you get sad 
i'm a die soon, i'm a be so glad
you annoying as fuck but you so bad 
cheated once or twice baby don't get mad 
don't get mad, don't get mad, don't get mad
i ain't put my hands on her but i still hit 
pull that gun on me boy better not miss 
or i make you disappear yeah i like tricks
and i fucked that girl that was yo bitch  
that was yo bitch, that was yo bitch, that was yo bitch  
that's unluck boy you a lil boy 
lil ass pup i might buy you a toy 
and i like drugs and you like kids 
heard you work at lids that's tough kid 
couldn't be me on my worst day
leave your girls pussy in the worst way 
i don't go outside but i heard it's a nice day 
got your bitch on camera do you want a replay?   

you annoying as fuck but you so bad

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you
but i still miss you

i still miss you (prod. i wanna be a jack o lantern) (alt version)

prod @michaelharrison1

i hear the walls talking to me again
our loves so strong that we can't be friends 
hate to admit but i'm addicted to the pressed xans
someone told me you got a new man guess it's true 
satan's playing a dangerous game i always lose 
it's okay you can see me again when i'm dead on the news 
so many ways to pick i might just choose the noose 
i wanna ask you so bad just to choose
but that's not fair on you
you know i still i got that bruise?
i just hope i die soon
i can't take no more 
od'd on the kitchen floor
why would you even want me back?
i miss all we had 
i miss all we had

i haven't killed myself so that we can be together

i think someone bought the exclusive so didn't feel like actually finishing it so heres a demo of it

prod @wsummers

really hate miss being out in malibu
you don't gotta say it i still love you too
does he know that all your phrases are all reused?
night fall comes i text you that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 

you promised me you won't leave 
countryside by all the trees 
autumn time catching all the leaves 
try my best couldn't you see?
think i'd be better off just dying
looking down on my funeral no ones cryin'
no one helped when i was withdrawing when i was dying
oxy eighty milligram got me flying

really hate miss being out in malibu
you don't gotta say it i still love you too
does he know that all your phrases are all reused?
night fall comes i text you that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 
yeah that i miss you 

i'm so high right now 
i'll play the roll of the clown 
walls are talking to me i'm hearin' sounds
no matter where you are i'd spot you a crowd 

la-la-la-la-la-la-la
la-la-la-la-la-la-la

if nothing matters why does it hurt? (demo)

prod @sabishi22

it's been a long time since you left (you left)
feel my heart beat out my chest (my chest)
i don't have no regrets (regrets)
can you fill my head with lead? (with lead)
unless you come back to my bed

can you come back to my bed?

fill my head with lead

prod @jay-904446608

love you much it's just kinda getting old
cigarettes fucking up my fucking lungs
i'm sure the percs don't help but who give a fuck 
found a four leaf clover but i used all my fucking luck 
turn me to a fiend i just love all the fucking drugs 
don't tell no one but i really want love 
specifically all of your love 
runinng to top of the empire i'm in a rush 
if i live or die then tell me who give a fuck?
put me in the coffin i'll fit like a fucking glove 
crack so white we call it a fucking dove 
even though i'm a drug addict still need a hug 
i don't even live in nyc but i'm still the plug 
tell me how that work? (work)
tell me how that work? (work)
i be moving work (work)
seen you on my soundcloud yeah i seen you lurk 
(seen you on my soundcloud yeah i seen you lurk)
i didn't give a fuck baby i was off a perc
(i didn't give a fuck baby i was off a perc)
i don't fuck but i come off as a jerk
(i don't fuck but i come off as a jerk)
love you so much but girl you make me irk
oh did i mention that i fucking love percs?

put me in the coffin, i'll fit like a fucking glove

prod @lonelyanguish

you left me out to dry i couldn't fight back 
you left me out to die you couldn't write that 
i feel more at home in america get a flight back
you was gonna break my heart you could've typed that
plugs right here baby i'll be right back 
i'm off too many bars just to fight back 
i'll just kill myself i know you'd like that 
miss wearing each others clothes and wearing your hat
i'm a drug addict fuck up yeah i know i get that 
it's been so long but can we have a chat?
how you seventy seven still with a snapchat?
miss being in your apartment you was doing my tatts
i didn't wanna say it but i just want you back 
i didn't wanna say it but i just want you back 
you left me out to dry i couldn't fight back 
you left me out to die you couldn't write that 
i feel more at home in america get a flight back
you was gonna break my heart you could've typed that
plugs right here baby i'll be right back 
i'm off too many bars just to fight back 
i'll just kill myself i know you'd like that 
miss wearing each others clothes and wearing your hat
i'm a drug addict fuck up yeah i know i get that 
it's been so long but can we have a chat?
how you seventy seven still with a snapchat?
miss being in your apartment you was doing my tatts
i didn't wanna say it but i just want you back 
i didn't wanna say it but i just want you back

missing wearing each others clothes

am i worth her memory?        @ivoryfalls  @bxxngan  @luc3nt
don't know
 but i still wanna bleed
i stopped pretending 
that i can skip a beat
i keep goin left when things already right (x2)

(ivory falls)
I wake up and I take a Perky (Perky)
I miss the days when they was workin' (Workin')
Please come back, I'm sick of fake flirtin' (Flirtin')
With girls that ain't even worth it (Worth it)
These pills they give me a purpose (Purpose)
Kpin sent me an open I’m killing the verses
You is not opium get the fuck outta churches (Fuck)
I just spilt lean on my Rick Owens Birkens
Glock came switch don’t make me use it

am i worth her memory? 
don't know 
but i still wanna bleed
i stopped pretending 
that i can skip a beat
i keep goin left when things already right (x2)

am i worth her memory? w/ ivory falls (luc3nt + bxxngan)


how many songs can i make about you?
you said that you love me was it even fucking true?
broke my heart into pieces, guess that i just fucking lose
theres pain in my heart yeah i think you left a bruise 
i hope thats what you wanted
what you wanted
got a new man yeah guess you wanna flaunt it 
the ring i bought for you guess i gotta fucking pawn it 
heading for a tree i told bro to fucking floor it 
what made you change your mind? 
what made you change your mind? 
now i can't go outside now i can't go outside
but i'm still catching flights 
wish you were with me girl we could see all the cites 
blinded by the city lights 
told myself i won't gon cry 
how you make it look so easy? (so easy)
i'm dying here tell me that you need me (need me)
tell me that you need me 


told myself i weren't gon cry


love live and i'm so happy 
love live and i'm so happy 
love live and i'm so happy 
love live and i'm so happy 
love live and i'm so happy 
love live and i'm so happy 

sunshine and rainbows 
gotta let the drugs go 
lifes so fun and exciting
suicide wouldn't even cross my mind
every person that i meet is so kind 
this planets so good why would i lie?
nine to fives are so fun you gotta try 
feel like peter pan flying through the sky

love life and i'm so happy


let me just go past all the trees 
where we used to live 
now i cannot sleep
what about me? 
what about us?
you don't feel the same
was i there for you? 
i was supposed to be 
i let you down 

ahhhh 
i let you down
i let you down
i let you down
i let you down

so sick of saying goodbyes 
carve your name in stone cause you're all mine 
hard to admit that i was wrong 
percocets help me to stay strong
can't believe you weren't the one 
hanging from the ceiling and it's my fault 
miss you so bad and it's my fault
miss you so bad and it's my fault

i just wanna breathe do you get that?
can't even get a call back 
if you kill me now then it's okay 
i don't wanna live anyway 
memories starting to fade
i know it's too late to stay 

so sick of saying goodbyes 
carve your name in stone cause you're all mine 
hard to admit that i was wrong 
percocets help me to stay strong
can't believe you weren't the one 
hanging from the ceiling and it's my fault 
miss you so bad and it's my fault
miss you so bad and it's my fault

yeah it's my fault
it's my fault
it's my fault

i know it was my fault

ivory falls