ITs aLL SO BORING,

for kt

you're just out of reach
standing in the snow
i call out to you
but you don't wanna go
i wanna hold you close
protect you from the cold
when we're together feels like intertwining

one body one image
i don't want to go mess it up
still waiting on your message
if you say it, then i'm listening

if i can't hold on to you
if i can't hold on to you

one image

(20-06-2025) Replaced file with mixing updates

Clairo - Bags (cover)

Stream on youtube:
https://youtu.be/XX7KAF361gQ


Happytobehome

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

i don’t know
what i can’t see 

i can only hope 
that you 
will
read it to me 

i do sketches 
but not in full

i’m half empty

just digesting
matted hair 

ugly pull 

keeping me down 
keeping me down

there’s a lot of things i wouldn’t tell you just to take the load off of you

keeping me down 
keeping me down 

there’s a lot of things i wouldn’t say 
just to keep the load off you

and it’s not a reason
and it isn’t right for me to blame 

i’m not believing 
i’m only shame 

it never seasons 
it only swings

i’m only tired
and what does that ever bring

Shame

moss & lichen

(The people want bass)

Back once again with the ill behaviour
I'm putting it down like its euthanasia
Too much love thats in my nature
Gotta set boundaries I don't hate you

How could I ever?
How could I ever?
How could I ever?
How could I ever?

Dirt all on my sweater
Maybe the next days better
Pass out dreamt I lost it
Woke up how could I ever?

How could I ever?
How could I ever?
How could I ever?
How could I ever?

The people want bass!

How could I ever
Take away all my pain
How could I ever
Not love you endlessly
How could I ever
Make something of my day
How could I ever
All of me
How could I ever
Serenade serenade
How could I ever
I need some comforting
How could I ever
All of me
How could I ever?
How could I ever?

HOW COULD I EVER

Crazy Frog Sample from https://soundcloud.com/different-heaven

Crazy Frog House

for kt

(cuz i dont know, i guess, yeah, we really didn't get the chance to talk at all)

how you feelin, i know we haven't spoke since then
you have your reasons to why you wanna stay away
feels like steel spikes keep driving me right down
gotta mind my business, it's killing me now

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this
in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

i'm wrong in all the things that i did
pain in time with what you had spent
now i know that i don't deserve you

50 feet away from our lives,
trying not to see eye to eye
it's hard to stay away but i'll learn to

still miss you, i still miss everything

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this, in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all in your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, babe 
wanna sit side by side, 
watching just what we find

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all over your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, oh babe
still wanna sit just side to side, 
watching just whatever we find
laying down with shooting stars
making our wishes all the night

moss & lichen

ivu