BGbDbGbBbDb capo 4

watch myself speak in the mirror
how my words fall off their string
tell myself there's nothing different
this is how i've always been

i'm just cradling my fears
alternating between shooshing and singing
lullabies about their angels

i want to believe

i'll come out the other side
i will not turn into smoke
one day i'll be strong enough to
press a kiss to your collarbone

i stayed up and poured what's left
of myself into a fishbowl and back
felt like the fitting thing to do
this feels like all i can do

all i can do

fairy

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

Said i owed you a profit, I know
Whatever it is, you might have lost it
Just keep going, don't stop
Thinking about the days we hated each other
Do you hate me now? (If you do, that's alright)
You tell me that i'm in your sleep in every weather (Can't get it back, all you do is let go)

I don't want to go right to that place again
And everytime i cry, why does it end with the pain?

(If you ain't got no-)
No, love, if you hear me you know im not there right now
(If you ain't got no-)
Stay awake for me baby i know I've been gone
(If you ain't got no-)
No one left, it would kill me just to be like you right now, right now, no
(If you ain't got no-)
I know i bluffed it all, but baby (Don’t stop, D-Don’t stop)

We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
x2

I know i bluffed it all but baby
I know i bluffed it all but baby

Don't Stop, Go On Forever

bpm is 160 feel free to hop on this 
i rlly like this beat tryna branch out and do more beats people can actually get on (send me ur songs if u do hop on it)
imma try and upload more i love music no reason i shouldnt :3

gone be embarrssaing if no one hop on this shit  >_#

the start of it all

https://soundcloud.com/14gardens
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https://soundcloud.com/cus3d

Glow before

(Prod. @lynyou @omgisai)

"strip the ego from the bottom"

said:
(i dont think that was the best time to be entranced by the music)

I could never love the trust within greed, and it's sickening me
Yet I never pushed it back right
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done
Man, this shit is draining, I don't wanna talk it out

And I'll end it with me, still sickening me
That I never got to hold you tight
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-uh-uh
C'mon tell me what I need to do

am i still beautiful to you darling? (@bonedoji moment)
i just wanna know why your sitting here crying
didnt take a bullet but i know im dying
yea i know your afraid of the next lie

"am i still beautiful to you?" no (high note)
in the end of it we'll never know
oh oh, mm ya oh
oh oh, mm ya oh 

we could talk it out, i promise that'll make it work
we could work it out but right now your making it worse
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-huh
but id like you to know

I could never love the trust within greed, and it's sickening me
Yet I never pushed it back right
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done
Man, this shit is draining, I don't wanna talk it out

And I'll end it with me, still sickening me
That I never got to hold you tight
but you can't just blame me, You don't tell me what I've done, hu-uh-uh
C'mon tell me what I need to do

SIN* (p. lynU, isai)

for kt

(cuz i dont know, i guess, yeah, we really didn't get the chance to talk at all)

how you feelin, i know we haven't spoke since then
you have your reasons to why you wanna stay away
feels like steel spikes keep driving me right down
gotta mind my business, it's killing me now

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this
in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

i'm wrong in all the things that i did
pain in time with what you had spent
now i know that i don't deserve you

50 feet away from our lives,
trying not to see eye to eye
it's hard to stay away but i'll learn to

why still miss you? 
why still miss everything?

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this, in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all in your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, babe 
wanna sit side by side, 
watching just what we find

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all over your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, oh babe
still wanna sit just side to side, 
watching just whatever we find
laying down with shooting stars
making our wishes all the night

fairy

ivy earthworm