Rough little song from yesterday, hope you are well.

see through

I couldn’t say enough


I spend my time staring at the things i cannot touch 

the moon, my inhibitions

every thing made of this dust

if you would just allow our time to cut away the rust

nothing can be perfect,
not persuaded 
sweet, infallible 

but
i would let myself be broken,
just to see what we become 

i stay late forever, spitting water out of my mouth 
consistent and forgiving 
when the flocks are moving south 

i am not incessant 
i just don’t want to give up

i can get the message 
i pray that this enough

10 20 24

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watch myself speak in the mirror
how my words fall off their string
tell myself there's nothing different
this is how i've always been

i'm just cradling my fears
alternating between shooshing and singing
lullabies about their angels

i want to believe

i'll come out the other side
i will not turn into smoke
one day i'll be strong enough to
press a kiss to your collarbone

i stayed up and poured what's left
of myself into a fishbowl and back
felt like the fitting thing to do
this feels like all i can do

all i can do

(lyrics)
about a million conversations in a day
i give up, i give up
head screwed on the wrong way 
don't know what I'm supposed to say
another awkward moment sitting here
i guess silents been okay
I wonder what i'm so afraid of 
what i'm so afraid of (so i)

so afraid of

released by:
fifteen acres
release date:
march 20th 2025
p-line:
℗ 2025 fifteen acres
c-line:
© 2025 fifteen acres

imaginary friend

colortheory

lovebug

6 of 15, Together

Waited around for him to come get me
Pull up to your house
My tongue cant find the words I want to hear
The world above you is so saturated
I feel like when I open up my door all of my december air will disappear

I would tie your shoes if you asked me to
Peppermint tea tell you Ill love you by tomorrow
Whys everything look so small these days
Arent pictures supposed to last forever

Not even the arms of creatures out to swallow you all up
Could make me unremember you
Or make me look away from the orange glow around your body
Or even the sun crossin the michigan horizon
Could stop me from loving you
Your head on my shoulder in the backseat
Cuz Ill always look
Cuz I love you

Together

Deruta ricco

wrote this one for a friend of mine who i was madly in love with last year lolol 

it's been sitting on my laptop since like october and is almost finished so expect this to be released on all plats at some point :]

i hope u like :]

i’ve been yearning
for couple of years
i tried to put it to bed
wish i could find my person
but it doesn’t seem
to be worth it in the end

then you came along
i felt those butterflies in my chest
you can guess the rest
that year has went and gone
my feelings never left
and i’m still so stuck in my head

and i know that
you think of me just as your closest friend
but if things were to change
would you feel the same?
i wanna know what’s going on inside your head

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

finally typed out that text
gathered up the courage to read it and hit send
you said maybe, you said that it might be a yes
but i wont give my hopes up just yet

cause i don’t wanna misunderstand 
or jump to conclusions 
gotta see it from your lens
you don’t wanna see me heartbroken
this has torn me apart
i keep on asking questions
like “what if this is the start
of the end of the friendship?”

i want you so bad
and you know that
it’s a simple fact
wouldn’t it be so rad?

i want you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
i need you so bad
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to give me a chance
(so bad so bad so bad)
want you to be my man
(so bad so bad so bad)

cause i want you so bad
i want ya
mmm
do you want me back?
i bet you want me back

i want you so bad
mm, mm
mmm
i want you so bad

i want you (so bad!) (demo)

im terrorized
as you keep holding on the snowstorm
heading nowhere but the back of my mind
and the police say that you're wanted on the news
and youre on the run for the money affairs

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
its alright

i said "when youre be gone from this city, ill be there for you"
my feet are buried in the sand
and between the shreds of sleep and the hours begin to creep
my soul has turned into pieces of your skin
if youre afraid we will look togheter, if you call my name i will be a feather on your skin

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
Slowly off my touch
A moment of despair in your mind
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
When i'll leave the ground, the moon will be so gentle to you
its alright

lovebug

ivy earthworm

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