LYRICS: 

She don’t want me anymore 

She got me crying again 

She don’t want me anymore 

She got me crawling again 


As I fall 

Would you pick me up?

Would I be the boy 
you really said that you would love? 

I’m off of drugs 

I can never see straight 

I’m off your love 

Bitch I can never think straight 


I wanna die 

But sometimes I wanna live too 

I wanna die 

But only if it’s with you 

Don’t waste my time 
(Got me dying again)

-

Face my fears 

I can’t bitch

I can’t wake up from it 

I’ve been lost for years 

I just hope this pain

just makes up for something 


Sheriff’s in the house tryna raid 

But they can’t find shit 

I will not conform to a fucked society nicely 


Now feel my fucking wrath 

Feel my fucking pain 

Bitch I’m going off, renegade 

I’ma walk my path 

I’ma do my days 

If I go to hell fuck it anyway 


Life is a joke 

Surrounded by violence 

Never went to school 

Cause I was defiant 

Playing hooky like I had a sick virus 

Mom should have really looked into asylums 

Maybe then I would’ve finally gone quiet 

Nowadays my thoughts are nothing but riots 

Empty my mind as I paint my horizons 

Hearing the sirens 

Mother is crying 

Noose on my neck

Priceless 

-

I’ve been gone and tripping for a long time 

My soul been washed up 
on this shore for a fucking long time 


Our backs bleed from pain 

And our hearts are filled with hate 

We struggle for a dollar 

And some food up on our plate 

We cry and we beg 

We even take our lives away 

Leave my body with the leaves 

and watch my soul decay

They feast up on my flesh 

While the moon is bright and pure 

Right inside this dark abyss 

will be my hidden cure 

My corpse lusts for love 

as it turns from night to day 

The sun disappears as the skies turn to gray 

The sun disappears as the skies turn gray 

(I’ve been fucking gone for a long time) 

-

Can’t you see that darkness is flawless? 

Do you succumb to the abyss 

when it swallows?

And digest the false and imperfections 

Left to dry, that sneaky little bastard 


Messed my life up, fucked all my chances 

Molest my life up, now I’m the faggot 


Justification

It must have been broken 

I lost all control, can’t contain myself 

Emotions, abundant 

I’ve been irrupted 

Fuck all the bullshit 

This boy interrupted 

The truth will unfold 

When possessed by the chosen 

I begged for forgiveness 

But only turned hopeless 


Can’t you see that darkness is flawless? 

Do you succumb to the abyss 

when it swallows?


And digest the false and imperfections 

Left to dry to dry, that sneak little bastard 

-

I’m far from the deep end 

but far from the shore

Emotions that tell me I’ve been here before

I can’t remember they swiped my soul 

Chaos and pain, yeah they made me a mold


I would have swallowed that bullet 

If I had swallowed my pride 

I got invited that night 

But something didn’t feel right 

I heard his ass took a right 

And this his ass took a nap 

He risked and gambled his life 

He fucked around and he crapped 

I think I must have forgot 

I was around the darkness 


I was with fellas that’s heartless 

And Lucifer’s strong men 

Something that’s taboo 

But feels like a warm bed 

Feels like christmas morning 

when you turned 10 


Except you woke up and there wasn’t shit
 
but chaos that bred bravado 

Fuck an empty promise 

It was empty bottles 

Was born from a family that lived full throttle 

Officer please don’t shoot 

I’m a toddler 


I’m far from the deep end 

but far from the shore

Emotions that tell me I’ve been here before

I can’t remember they swiped my soul 

-

Fuck my life up 

Oh so delightful 

I was born from pain 

I never been a disciple 

All my life I was shunned, despiteful

Feast upon me

Dissolve this vessel 

Cast upon thee

God sent me to test you 

“This kid is a handful” 

That’s what’s Lucifer said too 


It’s far from over 

Even if I start over 

-
(Last song is in comments)

A Bit Closer To Heaven (RAW EP) *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION* October 31st - 2024 #SAMHAINÀLFABLÒT

PROD CARDO
im haunted now
cuz im the one that’s left

im always high
cuz there ain’t nothin left

a geekin mind
only smokin on the best

i wanna die 
say it wit my damn chest

nobody knows
how im feelin inside

i gotta go
to tha river by tha pines

my mind
raining every single night

try to die
while i’m high
suicidal mind

my vibes
getting high
every single night

i don’t wanna 
be alive anymore
don’t make me try

when you look
inside my eyes
do you see my will to die

there’s a cauldron 
in the ground
for a rainy day

mixing 
different hues
in a shattered haze

homicidal boots
got me stomping 
on your face

my name
is etched in stone
chemicals in my brain

i’m haunted now
cuz i’m the one 
that’s left

i’m always high
cuz there ain’t
nothin left

a geekin mind
always smokin
on the best

i wanna die
say it wit my 
damn chest

nobody knows
how i’m feeling inside

i gotta go
to the river by the pines

my mind
racing every single night

try to die
while i’m high
suicidal mind

there’s a cauldron 
in the ground
for a rainy day

mixing 
different hues
in a shattered haze

homicidal boots
got me stomping 
on your face

my name
is etched in stone
chemicals in my brain

im haunted now
cuz im the one that’s left

im always high
cuz there ain’t nothin left

a geekin mind
only smokin on the best

i wanna die 
say it wit my damn chest

nobody knows
how im feelin inside

i gotta go
to tha river by tha pines

my mind
raining every single night

try to die
while i’m high
suicidal mind

my vibes
getting high
every single night

i don’t wanna 
be alive anymore
don’t make me try

when you look
inside my eyes
do you see my will to die

im haunted now
cuz im the one that’s left

im always high
cuz there ain’t nothin left

a geekin mind
only smokin on the best

i wanna die 
say it wit my damn chest

nobody knows
how im feelin inside

i gotta go
to tha river by tha pines

my mind
raining every single night

try to die
while i’m high
suicidal mind

River By Tha Pines

prod penelope

i still feel your nails on my skin
i want you right here cause im tryna get it in
she dont know my name so i told her call me sinh
quit talking bout your problems 
you should really look within

cracked nails
if it really gets you off
baby hit me on the phone cause i really wanna talk
and your face looks nice 
but your heart might got a clot
i ran away last night but you seem to have forgot

cracked nails tells me that you care
you sittin on my bed white powder in your hair 
and i

dont think that this is fair
i want you to myself and i dont want to fucking share

cracked nails

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LYRICS, MIX, COVER ART BY BLEAKSHYNE
MASTERED BY TRILL HOLLOW




LYRCIS:

on the way
on the way 
on the way yeah

give me face 
i need face 
i need neck yeah

smoking dope in the back of the show aye
hop on stage 
hop on stage 
on the stage yeah

i just rot on the bitch she gon rot out
on the way 
on the way 
on the way yeah 

getting paid 
getting paid 
getting paid yeah

on the way 
on the way 
on the way yeah

on the way 
on the way 
im getting paid yeah 

on the way 
on the way 
im getting paid yeah

juggin on the freeway do it my way 
on the way 
on the way 
on the way yeah
getting paid juggin out on the way yeah 
she wanna fuck give me face in the range yeah

juggin for the pain i got some dope up in my brain
every fucking day i feel like im going insane
smoking all this dope jus to numb my heart away
i just walk through the club shawty wanna fuck

put this gun up to my brain ima die out

i got a devil on my shoulder 
i dont wanna know where u been when u gone
cold in my heart im rotting out in the sun
baby falling apart im grippin on my gun
living my life like i died yesterday 
praying out to the sky and i dont even know why
heard a voice whisper to me n it told me to die 

on the way
on the way 
on the way yeah

give me face 
i need face 
i need neck yeah

smoking dope in the back of the show aye
hop on stage 
hop on stage 
on the stage yeah

i just rot on the bitch she gon rot out
on the way 
on the way 
on the way yeah 

getting paid 
getting paid 
getting paid yeah

on the way 
on the way 
on the way yeah

juggin for the pain i got some dope up in my brain
every fucking day i feel like im going insane
smoking all this dope jus to numb my heart away
i just walk through the club shawty wanna fuck

every fucking day i feel like im going insane
smoking all this dope jus to numb my heart away
i just walk through the club shawty wanna fuck

♱JUGGIN 4 TH4 P4IN♱

you don't know how to leave, you keep on going back to the way you were
just admit you don't wanna be entrenched in the mistrust of the world
i know what you think of me, you think i don't wanna be by your side
just let me through the door, i know a few things 'bout this state of mind

don't close the door (prod. nedbarb)

begone
prod. me

lyrics:
killed the old me, he ain’t coming back
i'm an addict when comes to this pen
i'm never becoming who I once was again
leave him to bleed out in the open sea
my mind is my own enemy and I hate it
I don't want anyone to see me like this
all of these toxic thoughts make me sick
devils scheming in my head to take me down, you can't tame me
leaving you hung by ya chain
you ain't gonna leave a stain in my life
i'm glad someone finally heard my cries
I finally learnt that hatred will never win
the beginning of the new me is gonna be quite a ride
every stupid act came back to bite back, honestly deserved
i'm finally free from this curse, finally knowing what i'm worth
when I die ima back to this earth even better and i'll never forget her
you're the reason my soul has been healed
I won't ever let my faith fade away
the new me is here to stay
these emotions heavy but I won’t let em kill me
I don't need saving, I just need to believe in myself
that's the only way I can fix the pain that I dealt
as I said, stressing myself out too damn often
that's my problem and i'm finally admitting it
quitting my old way of thinking
my mind ain't gonna cause another teen casualty

the old me is dead (repeat)

toxic thoughts // the new me

loneliness messes with my head in quiet ways.
it makes me second guess every little fucking thing.
ill scream my lungs out, i promise no one will hear my pain.
i swear the silence has teeth; constantly gnawing my brain.

i carry weight in my chest that no one else can see.
been fighting battles in silence, and now i barely can breathe.

and no, the mirror don’t lie but it don’t tell the truth.
it shows a shell of a kid i haven't seen since my youth.

i pray to feel something real, even if it burns.
been on my own for too long, but glad for lessons i've learned.


death waits with cold hands, and it shudders your breath. 
i felt its touch at 15 n it left me a mess.
i was a kid wit no goals, only thoughts in my head.
my pain was never ending, 
only constant wishes for death. 
constant wishes for death.

重んずる, HONOUR

illicit dreams

LYRICS:
holding my arms on top of my head, 
it all feels wrong is it something i said? 
you’ll never believe i’ll tell you the truth, 
the line growing thiner avoidant from you, 
take all you want cause i’m tying the noose, 
we’ll have a talk maybe come to a truce, 
but that shit won’t help cause i’m losing you. 
______
losing my patience i’m tearing apart,
consistently argue with you every night, 
but it never made me forget where we start, 
look in your eyes i’m seeing my mark, 
never meant anything other than stars, 
you were so precious i want to you know, 
keep protecting your heart. 
______
moving on away on my own, 
stay to myself i’m all alone, 
i’m not sad but i’m not happy,
i’m glad i walk this earth but sadly, 
you’re not here i guess it’s better, 
there’s no more issues to mention, 
i wish you the best forever, 
just leave me be and we will prosper.

GROWTH ISN'T ALWAYS COMFORTABLE.

ستالكهولم // لقاء غريب.

“Starlight Express” is a dreamy blend of mellow beats and atmospheric melodies, created to take you on a late–night journey through the stars. Perfect for studying, relaxing, or drifting away into your thoughts. ✨🌌

don't close the door (prod. nedbarb)

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