prod me <3
9.2.21 3:29am

lyrics : https://genius.com/Cyandream-denial-lyrics

internals

denial

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denial (clu)

i had a dream about u lol sry

gl0wrm - i had a dream about u lol sry

I one taked this while I was shitfaced sorry

marlon dubois - fucksecurity ft me prod eliproperr

woody / dream caster - backPack (123g0bln, prodtommy7)

@2variant + @skyejuul

+ + +

@niteclef

dont tell me to man up
nigga get yo bands up
niggas talkin shit cus they never learned no manners
she gon hit my phone even tho i never answer
I be makin moves even tho im not no dancer
back 2 the future we aint goin backwards
guess i never knew her 
expectations shatter
me vs the world man i feel like Michael Cera
It's a new day nigga it's a new era

@rewind214

im in my bag like wtfff
so they wan show me love
but i cant show no love to these bitches cause im in love
they told me to man up so i fagged out
i dont give a fuck ill stay focused on my bag now
i was so alone but my bitch is super bad now
they just see my winning how u hating with no swag tho

new era + rewind (variant skyejuul)

holy union (jigoku + shine)

@martinleib
@closr18
@fearofdying

know i don't show it
been going through it
i felt so useless
don't need excuses

top girl bitch they know me
said at the top it's lonely
don't say you fuckin know me
unless you got something to show me

know i don't show it
been going through it
i felt so useless
don't need excuses

i've been too damn loaded
you a bitch and you know it
pack enhance my focus

know i don't show it
been going through it
i felt so useless
don't need excuses
(tell me why it's gotta be this way)

tell me y

tell me y (martin leib closr toubi)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by Rapallo

Guitar by Nerdie, Rapallo

Garden Of The Heart #AA2

away away away away

prod @aezhangg

bukowski was right u will lose it all
ur leaving me behind because i want more
(aaaaa i want more)
how tf does that work
as a kid i was playing with worms
things have been looking up since since "eat worms"
they want me to stay in the same place, the same spot
ive been peeping the hate, i can spot
its alright thoooo im not tryna spar
really appreciate that call one day ill pull up to taiwan
i told bro hes the one
i cant go any longer no more
i wanna cry i wanna burst out of my armor
told my brooooooo this shit is hard it sounds like whitearmor
ill make it far but i knooooooow ill lose everything in the process
my uncle lost everything he got processed
i get meat from the butcher its not processed
its pure protein
everything uve done to me i processed it
i feel like i cant even walk i need prosthesis
had to cut them off they dont keep promises
she said im a monster, i was about to choke on the lid
i had a lead and then i choked with the lead
i was a kid im not longer a kid
it was a joke im no longer kidding
lost my weights i feel like rock lee
gonna gain dont feel like robbing
for a second i was the old me
where are my people i cant be the only
i know im at the start i just beat onyx
if they dont wanna fuck with me ill start beatboxing
bro ur mindset is old its a fossil
god complex ill make it for sure
like my auntie died ill make a fortune
half of my songs are not even in tune
ill die a funny ass way like looney tunes
feel like lil pump i flex like ouu
im really nauseous i wanna puke 
i know its nonsense to talk with u
i dont got a choice so how can i choose
when im begging i dont choose
i live the same life im stuck in a loop
tryna get out of here im tryna get out with you

processed (vanishinsight)

prod @lanesx

i just wanna lay in bed and watch shows but i gotta do something with my life man fuck this shit

tears down to my neck and i got snot
i just cried cause there is hope
and i knew it from the start but everytime its just like i forgot
and i remember a lot
remember when i was locked
yeah u put me in
i was banging on the door
then like 10 years later i could never leave my home
yeah of course i lost the plot
so back to what i was saying
if i met u again what would i say
and i see you every day
i wont talk ill just get away
its like you're a hope sucker
i got bigger worries give a fuck of football or soccer
yeah i know theyre not right but for love im a sucker
i just realized theres hope
and it hit me like a sucker punch
i dont even need much
theres more than enough
i feel like the only one without
i got hope i'll win it out
can i say it i hope its allowed
need it now i cant leave without
i got dreams and i let them out
i must have charisma cause they listen when im speaking out
it was hard for me to speak up
talk with u every day but through soundcloud
i get inspired by the smallest things like look at that cloud
ur not looking at the bigger picture
whats the point in clout if your heart is bleeding out
if you're not true to yourself
whats the point in ur existence
ive been looking for a meaning
i just gotta do me
he wont pull up with the toolie

there's hope (lanes)

@swarmmilitia
@poetryguild
@bandicamcollective

holy union (jigoku + shine)

ivymethod