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— 'balance, the mixtape —
CD → teklintowe.bandcamp.com/album/balance-mixtape ⠀⎊⠀ https://open.spotify.com/album/66b2plqOz4njT7wJhSaRqn ⠀⎊⠀ www.youtube.com/watch?v=2JSW-rqe6nM

【Balance】՞Its the climb՞⠀⎊⠀↑featuring— harto falión↑↑↑produced by— chainheld & tripdixon↑

produced by @prodhyde 
mixed by me
mastered by @jvckrxid
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im fallin
can u save me
thoughts up in my head im stuck lately
recolecting daily
feelin insecure cus the way i speak
but this isnt like me
its like one day im spiralling next day im smiling
think its smthn bout the timing
my minds up on a path n im tryna do the right thing

ik im stuck up in my ways but im hopin this shit work out
told me stay away from drugs but look just how i turned out
its 3am im staying up n sleeping on a burnt couch
took 2 much n now im burnt out
my dads callin askin where im at i told him at my birds house 
but in reality im gna drown
stuck up with a frown
i cant lay my head at night ik one day ill do it when im in the ground
i told my mum just pls dont worry cus im sound
like spooky black safe and sound
no one left around
i can hear ur voice n u know i love the sound
holding hands tg buried in a mound
holding hands tg buried in a mound

buried (hyde)

prod @prodhyde
master by @jvckrxid
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im going ur not wrong x2

looking thru the mirror, i cant see
in my head im thikning bout what we could have been
1mg alprozolam i mix it w the lean
but thats my opitomy 
im not going 
ur not wrong  
want information that i already forgot
in an empty room, stuck inside my thoughts 
cant u guide me baby? cus im lost 
summer side breeze stood upon a rock 
i did smthn bad
but i didnt get caught 
told her i been feeling sad
n she dont give a fuck

lost (hyde)

track 1 from (https://soundcloud.com/imago-meri/community-mix)
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i been tryna think abt the way i talk more
doin big lines like its normal 
im off a pill but ill still get a pint n pour up
u said i only have 1 problem now its plural 
we been doin this for years u dont gotta warn us
went from happy to bein sad feel like i went into a portal 
pop another benzo
yea my brain is torn up
couple pills yea i bought them on the corner
poppin this shit everyday jus in hopes of feelin warmer
but now im caught up, feelin stressed out
couple friends i know aint dead but i still mourn em
now im on my own i built this shit like it was morter 
i was goin up but now im coming down
n u got me so stressed i feel like im in a sauna 
n lowkey i feel better now theyre not around
i kno that ur sat at home alone feelin awful

torn up freestyle (whod)

‎Monday, ‎January ‎27, ‎2025, ‏‎5:08:04 PM
produced by chainheld and cranes

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