Instinct

Instinct w/ veezuh (souls1)

sept 12 2024 (okeefey, sochi)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - takuori
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call
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@NubieLovesMe
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And I'm not saying
That you're saying
That I'm wrong
Cut my chains
Feel this pain inside my heart
Who's to say that you're meant to be alone
Feelings change
But I wanna keep you close
And all those memories
Girl I hope you 'member those
I took another pill
I pray to God I overdose
You're feeling sick of yourself
You feel like running off
I hope you know you're enough
I'll give you my life tulip
And I just hope you know that I love you so much
I love the words that you're saying
I'm missing your touch
I'll kiss on your cuts
I'm speaking your tears
I'll sing for your heart
I just wish that you were here
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call

Couldn't Find The Words To Keep You Near. [+takuori]

prod @myequalmind

lyrics:
when i hop in that whip it finna take off
im wit my days ones nigga know i wont fold
ima jus stay wit my niggas yk we gon ball
ima get way too rich yea way too tall
subi my jeans that shit be so clean
yk my bitch bad yk that she mean
step in the room im causing a scene
pockets all bald like mr.clean

yk that they clean
pockets all bald jus like mr.clean
stay wit my day ones stay wit my team
no we aint switchin no teams
like bo2 niggas switchin they teams
nigga you lame you aint gettin no green
packs i ship thru the mail its green

i wanna talk n she wanna talk
we gon talk n figure it out
smokin on za n chill on the couch
way too high tryna figure it out
know we gon figure it out
know we gon make it no doubt
shoutout my yn james
know we gon make this shit out

(hook)

bo2 (roxas)

much worse w/ airoez (prod. tores)

skool @paxxiv

Huh, the purple water my elixir for real
I can't even sleep at night, I must kill
They can't even see me when I'm still
Hear the sound of my skin and the lean, I might spill
All I see is red for real
I can't even tell what's real
My skin can not feel
I'm living in the filth
Can you hear the steel
I don't know how to feel
Let's make a deal
All my gang, I must heal

I'm coming back from hell
What's wrong with me, I can not tell
Five stars hotel
If she not fuckin', farewell
I can not fuck wit' a bitch
I'm a shark, y'all just some fish
Gon' making me feel sweet
And I hold the glock wit' a switch
True World Order gon' fuck this shit up, purple on my cup
Tell my bro bring out the hoes, gonna fall in love
I'm feeling geek wit' my gloves
Tell that on my bro
Seein' green, I'm pretty fucked up
Can't take that shit no mo'
And I come home wit' a tec
How many MGs, I need to check
Za coming from the Astecz
I don't even know what to expect
Told that hoe never say never
Ima pull the lever
Ima tell that hoe to come whenever
I'm geekin', however

skool @paxxiv

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