lyrics;
Is this what I want?
I still cant decide for myself
I tried to give up
Haunted by the scars I left without fear

Save your tears,
they mean nothing here
Disappear, 
i dont want to be near anyone 

Im so distant
and I cant fix it
I wasnt like this
What happened to that kid?
What happened to my grin..

In someones bedroom
Looking for clues to find the name
I know I just met you
Not everything we likes the same
I dont expect you
To ever feel this type of way
Im so dramatic
How could I not live life this way?
I hope youre settled
Cause you made your choice, I played your game

Taking this music shit too serious, you need a break
 Like aphex twin, bitch I need a tank
Fuck your friends make your own bank 
Thats some advice you need to take
I dont got no friends and thats ok

Into Place (tekea + misoo74)

☆≈ ¨¨:·.  @9lives 
uk how to take my pain away from here
when i see u i there I cant help but stare
ur words hit me like a bullet in my head
lay under the moon let me wipe your tears

hollow all the pain
but i cant control my fears
think i might go insane

and u know all the time it took to get away from here  
oh you wanna feel peace, or do you just wanna feel fear  
this lov u claim but u dont even say my name
you shouldve let me be you shouldnt have got so close, to me

uk how to take make pain away from here
when i see u there I cant help but stare
ur words hit me like a bullet in my head
lay under the moon let me wipe your tears

hollow all the pain
cant control my fears
think I might go insane

want it all
get so close
you wanna go
might overdose
ruin it all

m#3lanch০l.y♡ prod 9lives

https://www.instagram.com/numiall/

Keep it to myself
There's no one else I know
I always miss you
I'm always pissed too
So take it from the shelf
And drink it when it's cold
It's always misused
I'm always pissed too

I would give it all away just to take me back
Smile on my face and (?)
We were both the same and you know that
Pocket full of change and a fucked up hat
(?) my hands with air get big and then we float away
Pop the bubble in my head and watch me fall from space
*
rip eternal rendition

always pissed

let you go (souljuhed)

talk +4hantasy (over)

so much love and dancing

#ILOVEKITCHENPRINCESS

danced together

bitch, ima tell you right now, idgaf if you know
swing that pole bitch 
swing that pole 
bitch you not gonna swing that pole
you better duck and roll pussy 
i pissed all over your home
you aint step out
pour up this drink till i blackout
i dont like saving boy im gonna cashout
im playing it safe not the fast route
bitch i fill my pockets up
bitch i feel spectacular
i know what you want from me
its not happening
im hitting it once then im passing it

fuck 12, i see the lights then im gassing it
ran that boy shit then i act like a pacifist
when i get money i blow it on actavis
played your new tape we all laughed at how bad it is
making these plays like john madden, a strategist
ask where i got it from, i got the last of it
you do what you do for attention, im passionate
how you get a full time job just scavenging
left that girl now she a bastard
got so much money they call me big chapter
i listen to ppgcasper
if i wan' spin ima turn on the jasper
turn the bass up on the master 
i wanna jump yea i wanna get plastered
you say that you're fast but i'm faster
AMG all black and im finna crash her

john madden (plentyguap)

prod/mm kden @ksend

@4rinu
i thought we were fine
i thought you were mine
i thought we’d be together now

you got lost in my mind
thinking bout you
my feelings all whirled around

together i thought we’d be forever
but then you switched up
didnt think we end up leaving whatever
but it was both our choices

@ksend
yeah yeah wasting all my time 
yeah yea can’t get out my mind
girl I need you in my life 
yea can you tell me why 

yeah why you did it 
every time I think about the fact yeah girl I miss it 
i need you in my life
i need you here 
so won’t you be my

together +kden @ksend

I’ve been up waiting for a call
tell me do u love me at all
Can u tell me how it’s always my fault 
Can u tell me what happened to us 
Ain’t got 9 lives 
Fucked up 99 times 
And Yk the blame mine
2 slow this ain’t half time

Many nights spent geekin up I feel like I’m a corpse 
Hmu u down to slide and I say why of course yuh
Walking in the room I light it up like im a torch
Yeah I’m dead as shit I’m feeling like out the morgue 

Waiting on a call
Tell me do u love me at all
Can u tell me what happened to us 
Can u tell me why im falling apart 

And ur words cut deep the way im bleeding 
How’d I fuck it all up my god I hate this feeling 
Say the word I’m gone I’ll be out by the evening 
Say the word I’m gone it’s all on me
I got different typa drugs they all imported 
Trippin off a tab got ur face all distorted 
Waiting on ur call I been waiting till the morning
High 2 numb the pain now I’m feeling like soaring

talk +4hantasy (over)

bugmortuary