I got stuck in a rut somehow
thought I would snap out of it by now
but I'm still on the ground
hands over my mouth
trying not show that I'm suffering now

so I put on a face
I put on a cape
I put on a show
and everyone believes me

cuz I'm a good liar
my mask is on fire
and when I get tired
in my bed I'm crying

la di da di da
la di da da
and nobody knows
that I'm a sad girl
when I sing
la di da di da
la di da da
deep down inside
I'm a sad girl

I try to find things that are inspiring
I try to write songs, but I don't wanna sing
it's like a black cloud is fogging my sound
if it was up to me, I'd shut everything down

so I put on a face
I put on a cape
I put on a show
and everyone believes me

cuz I'm a good liar
my mask is on fire
and when I get tired
in my bed I'm crying

la di da di da
la di da da
and nobody knows
that I'm a sad girl
when I sing
la di da di da
la di da da
deep down inside
I'm a sad girl

la di da

Chameleon singer, songwriter; Ivy. The Pulse is a recording artist from East Vancouver. Experimenting with various genres has a been an I.T.P staple. Her music will take you on a joyride of self discovery and freedom of expression.

California Queen 
https://vyd.co/CaliforniaQueen