nobody in 2021 can step to this man... he doesn't want to dance with you

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://youtu.be/2K79kewcqWg 🥵

This song reminds me of the book series Legend by Marie Lu. The two main character’s relationship is literally a match to this song

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybodies someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

She's only ever in my dreams as vividly as all reality
you aren't real but you take the breath out of me...

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybodies someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybody's someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

Reality (Quiteevil)

no one really likes you when youre sad
all you wish is that they'd understand
no on really likes you when youre sad
i wish they understood, try to hide all but they can tell
im good, oh well...

you can miss me with the bullshit
i dont have the time and i dont have the headspace either
why you acting like you know what its like
why you acting like you know what its like

i dont really feel well kick me while im down
i dont want youre pity watch me while i drown
going through the motions swimming through an ocean of shit
closing off too much nobody likes me anymore

i just wanna dream life away sleep sleep sleep
(idfc)
there aint a doctor that can give it back my life's fucked up anyway

nobody understands, gimme a chance i wish they got it
aye yuh im just tryna be me, self love - it dont really work much,
whatever i dont care (skrrt)

no on really likes you when youre sad
i wish they understood, try to hide all but they can tell
im good, oh well...

you can miss me with the bullshit
i dont have the time and i dont have the headspace either
why you acting like you know what its like
why you acting like you know what its like

i dont really feel well kick me while im down
i dont want youre pity watch me while i drown
going through the motions swimming through an ocean of shit
closing off too much nobody likes me anymore

ocean of sh!t (rinne)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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u care too much (for validation)

tears trickle from my view
im sick of being used
im not sick of you
im just sick of the abuse
i woke up and you left
but youre still here in my head
and all i got left is my wits and my sanity
i cant trust anybody, you ripped it out of me
and now i dont know how to be-
i dont know how to behave am i too lost to be saved
im thinking so much so i know what its like to feel like youre going insane
when youre so alone with no reference to work with going outside just to figure out how its all working
raising myself since a jit had no respect for these kids have no respect for these bitches

i dont wanna dance with you
baby your body makes me forget
ohhhh make me forget
(x2)

(huh?)

i cant decide between heaven or hell
whats better whats worse i never can tell
where is the exit im losing myself
i get fucked up til i melt
fuck that bitch dont know her well
i feel less the more i try
to fill the whole inside my chest
i miss the bliss being used by someone that id really choose
i guess i dont gotta trust you to love you tonight

amnesia
i need ya
to make me
forget
amnesia
amnesia
make me forget

i dont wanna dance with you
baby your body makes me forget
ohhhh make me forget
(x2)

Amnesia (fantom)

thank you @morganwylder for spicing up the beat <3

Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known? 
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
My time is up now who'd have known?
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering I'm surrendering to clarity
Slowly I stop looking back
I'm surrendering to clarity
Don't worry I'll be here until my time is up
Until my time is up, my time is up now who'd have known?

Clarity (skgotthesauce x yeezo x morgan wylder)

Lyrics:
every hour
every path or clue
dunno where i'm going now 
it's every hour 
every hour
every path or clue
Failure got me looking elsewhere
It’s in your grasp
Focus on the good now
Not the hollow promises
The fakes that brought you down

Why must the pain outweigh the pleasure
The good love writes the past
The numbness weeks can measure
The best feelings went too fast 
The best feelings went too fast and so I grew
and so I grew
I grew 
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

Roll your head up like a map
And hide it in the furthest corner
Hollow trees keep reaching further
Nothing disturbs the branches murmurs
And nothing makes the roots doubt earth but
Our clocks catch up like the sun

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

(stimuli) every hour

"where you going, Alice?" (HOUSE VERSION)

Produced by me and my homie g https://soundcloud.com/deademane

bottle hit the bone, glass stuck in my eyes
tryna wade out from emotion caught in my sight
but I don't feel like I'm gonna get back up again
taking another bar then my life will suspend
knife in my back from my best friend,
no, you can't comprehend the feeling of drowning, the feeling is gone
screaming out my throat till it bleeds,
you don't feel the chemicals between I just want to sink
down down down,
crowded hospitals where patients want to sing
beautiful songs of us dying until we don't want to speak
yeah, yeah, yeah
take it or leave me
nose white not breathing
Yeah, yeah
these addictions never were issues, till I met you, you caused a constriction in my mind
relapsing on the good times, not the best times, but I wouldn’t give it up if I had the chance
but you gave up on me in the best way, saying that I’m just gonna leave so you just flake
desperation in the worst way, what changed, manic again when you’re cutting me down from the inside
no insight, I was only seventeen man, falling in love with the drugs in a new way
falling in love with you was a mistake, have another dose of nicotine just to calm down
down, the comedowns so steep, teetering on just fine to manic depressed
gotta cope in a new way, cope with a few fakes, all I got is the crew and the music

Chemical Fiend (Co-prod deademane)

im sitting on the edge no space in between
it feels like im losing
they can hear you in the next room screaming at me
they’re like what did I do now

I can your feel the desperation crawling at me
you’re from the abyss where your leaching at my veins I can’t breath
it’s like s t f u, yeah your voice stings
until my bones turn to water, the silence starts to tell me that

I got me fucked up, fuck in a bad way
use me, abandoned, I love it, I love it
you wanna take up take me for granted 
losing my conscience I hate it I hate it

you wanna break me, break up and change it
your twisting your words now im sinking, im sinking
you wanna hang me, hung up, now strung out
losing my chances im losing to myself

embraced by chemicals, 
erased, it’s all you know
yeah, I cut out my personality by staying high
its like im always seeing double at the same time

yeah in love with tunnel vision always stuck on superstition
about all the lies you try to say, try to put me in my place
yeah she loves to tell me that she doesn’t need a thing anymore
so spit it out, what does that make me

yeah cus she loves to get into my head
yeah but maybe this is just my imagination telling me that you hate me
yeah I hate me, yeah I thought it was obvious by now but you think that’s a joke
cus ill never get used to it, ill never get you to you saying

D3THFCKED

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

yeah, is this just the price of existence
It’s nothing chemical I think it’s the distance
two wrongs make a right in the system 
and were both fucked in the head, what's the difference?


yeah I don’t feel the love or affection
sleep is better cus then my life is fiction
you always got time for him, 
so I sit in this dark room, steady wishing

yeah, I’ve been breaking bones to make it work
peel the fingernails you’re watching the skin burn
tell me what’s wrong? 
you’re always on ig live steady crying

yeah, maybe I was the asshole all along
watch the comments say that I was all wrong
I wish i wasn’t always alone, 
im always fucking alone, please pick up the phone

EXISTENCE; LOSING INTEREST FT. RIPTHEPETALS

w/ https://soundcloud.com/soaped
prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Determined to do it
Deterring me cluing
Into what u are to yourself uh

Fermented human I live in a tomb
And go thru it til my time is up
What

Is it illuminate that I ain’t new to this and I move I been moving in stealth uh

Further and further into in the furnace
It’s burning your lies in my blunt

What the fuck is up I’m over dusk the night move in my veins
Giving up lust throw it them flames
Lemme know what you is in my way
Subvert stray and I stay law brace for rain
Know that it prey don’t play no games
I been amazed though at this maze
How we going insane and return too late
How it been?

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Fuck around till I croak, bitch
Sippin all of that potion
Hacking in like a trojan
You freezing up while I’m roasting

Posted up like I’m coaching
Cut you up like a quotient
Sad as fuck but I’m going places whether up or down I aint know it

Time has passed
Shit has changed
Aint gun bang
Uni vague

Execute
Like Hussein
Mind be blank
Fulll of pain

Sloth be fucked up
Mentally I’m done bruh 
Suicidal thoughts creeping back tryna crush em

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Fool

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Fool w/ soap. (CRCL)

i died and rose from the concrete <3

@die-young-die-young

Amnesia (fantom)

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