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mixed/mastered w/ chio
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u care too much (for validation)

Tsunami J. & $ober - Midnight Lights

Taken from the album Ratrose


SHORT BLUNTS, WIDE EYES, YOU’LL FALL FOR ME
(YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME, YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME)
BABY GIRL YEAH, I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED
(I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED, YEAH)
SHORT HIGH, WHITE EYES, MAN DEATH IS FREE
(MAN DEATH IS FREE, FUCKING DEATH IS FREE)
LOOK TWICE, CUS FAKE FRIENDS COME SO CHEAP 

POVERTY LEGS, WATCH ME BLEED
I'M LOOSING SENSE OF EVERYTHING   
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DOLLAR
STEALING SCRAP WHILE SECURITY HOLLER

AT US, JUST TO COME BACK, COME BACK
I WAS SEVENTEEN, JUST AFRAID OF ANYTHING MAKING ME
A COWARD, A DAMN RIGHT BASTARD, THAT'S RIGHT 
I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST LIKE YOU

CUS I’M SICK OF MY OWN NAME, SICK TO DEATH OF MY OLD WAYS
SELF DESTRUCTION, I WISH THERE WAS AN OPTION
HANG HOPE HIGH WITH THE ROPE AT AUCTION
SELL ME FOR LOOSE CHANGE, CLAIMING I'M DERANGED

I'VE DUG SO MUCH THAT I'VE LOST SENSE OF TIME
LOCKED THE DOOR, SHUT THE BLIND, YEAH EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE
SMASHED THIS OUT IN FEW DAYS, GONNA BE A HIT
YEAH COMING UP, JUST WATCH

IM 10 GRAND IN DEBT, AND I DIDNT LEARN SHIT MAN, 
IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING
I LINGER HERE ABIT MAN, AND ILL KEEP TO MYSELF, 
WRITE THIS MUSIC UNTIL IAM SOMETHING

OLD EX GOT A HOOK THROUGH MY NECK
RIP IT OUT AND I’M BLEEDING ON THE GROUND WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING
I TRY TO GET ON MY FEET BUT I’VE NEVER FELT THIS WEAK
BUT YOU WANNA PUSH ME DOWN WHILE YOU’RE LAUGHING

all i need

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals



Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
check my homie 
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodby_instinct

Lyrics

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat (yaw)
Glitches in front of me (aww)
Is this how he OD’d (fuck)
Missing my brothers b (aww)

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

Baby don’t rape me
I aint wanna fuck but you made me
Piece of da trauma
Bitch you aint rlly know sloth yuh

This aint no fiction
My life be so fucked up, addiction
Wish I was kiddin
But im actively tryna fix it

You got your fingers under my skin
You love to wear my flesh as a coat while
You just wanna pop my teeth like bubble wrap
It’s not like you wanna know me

Bricks wrap around my ankles, your words are my noose
Yeah, cuz im used to being lonely
It’s getting harder to fight off suicidal thoughts
When all you ever do is remind me that

Im not worth your time, not worth your time
Wanna kick me on the ground, ripping out my eyes

Fuck

And I just watched this
(Wont you thread my bones together)
Happen to me on tha bed
Shit I got fucked yeah
(Drag me out for all the wolves to see)
But I ain’t nut at the end

Bitch I got problems
Falling to asleep cuz I’m bothered
(Cus im not worth anything to you anymore)
Sippin tha bottle
Dick won’t come up when I wanna

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat 
Glitches in front of me
Is this how he OD’d 
Missing my brothers b

The Sin of Sloth

Trauma

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trauma w/ Rivilin (NetuH & Instinct)

Feat vocals from my homie:
: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
Feat Guitar from my homie
https://www.instagram.com/oden_johansson/?hl=en
Art was done by my homie:
https://www.instagram.com/muskisdead/
Just stay just stay for awhile
vision blurring i fall back lose track of time
hands on ears yeah outside just gets so loud
scared to death of confrontation ill be back in awhile

no shame i just break, on knees i cant fake my composure
feel like im just used, between two people you tear me apart
cus i didnt understand it, im left repremanded by my friends and the ones that i love
try to gain composure we fall to exposure, i guess you couldnt take that you judge from above

look at the blood moon consume me
skin shakes to stone the dust that surrounds thee
shadows and footsteps fluttering all around me i thought this dim light would keep me safe
but who am i kidding this journeys so long but ill fight until my grave

-- ripthepetals

I can feel him grabbing at my leg, I think his dragging me to hell
I just took some valium, you know that I am crazy for the pill

Goth kid with the cut wrist
I say im fine but im suffering
Big riv got the ritalin
Laced what im sipping in
I dont really care, bitch give it here
We really living in a false hell
Little vemon when im spitting, im wishing the best worlds
We really going down again
Im wishing we were more then friends

BURN ME FT. RIPTHEPETALS & ODEN JOHANSSON

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

im sitting on the edge no space in between
it feels like im losing
they can hear you in the next room screaming at me
they’re like what did I do now

I can your feel the desperation crawling at me
you’re from the abyss where your leaching at my veins I can’t breath
it’s like s t f u, yeah your voice stings
until my bones turn to water, the silence starts to tell me that

I got me fucked up, fuck in a bad way
use me, abandoned, I love it, I love it
you wanna take up take me for granted 
losing my conscience I hate it I hate it

you wanna break me, break up and change it
your twisting your words now im sinking, im sinking
you wanna hang me, hung up, now strung out
losing my chances im losing to myself

embraced by chemicals, 
erased, it’s all you know
yeah, I cut out my personality by staying high
its like im always seeing double at the same time

yeah in love with tunnel vision always stuck on superstition
about all the lies you try to say, try to put me in my place
yeah she loves to tell me that she doesn’t need a thing anymore
so spit it out, what does that make me

yeah cus she loves to get into my head
yeah but maybe this is just my imagination telling me that you hate me
yeah I hate me, yeah I thought it was obvious by now but you think that’s a joke
cus ill never get used to it, ill never get you to you saying

D3THFCKED

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

I hear the silence talking
yeah deep in my chest
This girl shes got me fucked up
sink in the pills with no regret

Falling down the hallway locked in an empty house
yeah gravities a blur, on the ceiling screaming now
the shadows dancing on the walls seem to taunt me
always beckoning me to just jump and just leave

I haven’t felt this way in a long time
get the strength to walk on the balcony and im staring straight down
legs are shaking as I climb over the fucking edge
if I let go will you please just stop this

all these thoughts they erase over time
like tell me what is my own fucking name I forgot
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

popping pills after pills get my mind straight
watch me relapse again till you just hate everything I am
cut my throat let me bleed, let me bleed out
there’s no amount of medicine that can help me now

yeah im watching the bedsheets consume me
watch the walls start to fade when my vision blacks out
I saw your face standing right there above me
I don’t blame you for cutting out to just leave

watch my soul walk down the hallway
he said goodbye, you’re lost in a state now
what does that make me
just another fuck up that’s a shame, wear a fake mask till my grave

watching my family just stare now
yeah they don’t know a thing about what it’s like to break down
fill my psychs pockets till they realize debts found
kick me out on the street cus I can’t afford to get help

with the shadows on the walls as we stare at my body
it’s just convulsing now everyone just thinks im a druggie
because im paranoid about words that I just hear
cus I know you divulge information that I trusted in you

but we both know that it doesn’t mean shit
I bet you don’t even remember the torment that you just put me through
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

Erase Me

w/ https://soundcloud.com/soaped
prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Determined to do it
Deterring me cluing
Into what u are to yourself uh

Fermented human I live in a tomb
And go thru it til my time is up
What

Is it illuminate that I ain’t new to this and I move I been moving in stealth uh

Further and further into in the furnace
It’s burning your lies in my blunt

What the fuck is up I’m over dusk the night move in my veins
Giving up lust throw it them flames
Lemme know what you is in my way
Subvert stray and I stay law brace for rain
Know that it prey don’t play no games
I been amazed though at this maze
How we going insane and return too late
How it been?

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Fuck around till I croak, bitch
Sippin all of that potion
Hacking in like a trojan
You freezing up while I’m roasting

Posted up like I’m coaching
Cut you up like a quotient
Sad as fuck but I’m going places whether up or down I aint know it

Time has passed
Shit has changed
Aint gun bang
Uni vague

Execute
Like Hussein
Mind be blank
Fulll of pain

Sloth be fucked up
Mentally I’m done bruh 
Suicidal thoughts creeping back tryna crush em

I aint got no this no more, they creepin in my head
Struggle up in my brain it got me spiraling
Sloth be feeling like he down, living like he dead
Thousand fucking thoughts in my head screaming jump a ledge

I ain’t got this no more, I’m feeling like a fool
Struggling to fucking stay alive so I’m a ghoul
I ain’t got nothing left bitch I aint follow rules
Nothing left to fucking lose so bitch my life a gamble too

Fool

Fool w/ soap. (CRCL)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

D3THFCKED

Rivilin

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