lush is a story about falling in love so deeply that it stops feeling like love and starts turning into an obsession. the album follows the moment where passion becomes a mirror, where i lose myself inside someone else’s world. every song lives in that blur between devotion and self-destruction.

as the relationship unravels, i start questioning her beliefs, her intentions, and eventually my own sanity. i realize i’ve shrunk myself to fit something toxic, and i begin to understand that i’m better than the person this love is turning me into. i’m still in it, but i’m already imagining the version of me that walks away.

when it finally ends, i’m left with a heartbreak that’s soft, desperate, confused. i still love her. i still miss her. but i also know myself too well. i’m gonna go out, meet someone new, fall too fast again, and repeat the cycle i never learned to break.

lush is the loop of love, obsession, clarity, loss, and rebirth. it's me trying to escape a pattern i’m addicted to.

crossed paths

soulties

values

paint

gone

better

lush

d.A.p

Boy Toy

Alien Stage

Title: Heart Inna [___]
Key: F#Minor
BPM: 147
PNG: ***//$$%@

Heart Inna [____] (explicit)

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