i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public
yeah, no sunblock she my sun thief shawty

i want you to hold me back
break me, break me like you mean it baby
break me like you like me, show me how you like it
she wants it extra nasty and she wants it done in public

she a real freak in her dads new sports car
i fucked her in the back he dont like me i dont care
my nails painted pretty someone told me ima make it
today that made day so thank you
im trying with all of my might
im working all day and all damn night
but these crazy girls are taking too much real estate inside my mind
(inside my mind, yeah)
driving in a drop top sun on my skin
she stole my sunblock what a bitch
i pull up at the function with my whole clique
dont know about fun but i'm here getting lit

SUNTHIEF (splashgvng)

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to belie- e- e- ieve
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

i grew up in a ghost house feeling all alone
as i got out everything i did was wrong
i didnt understand all i wanted was friend
but i couldnt find a reason to believe or give them any trust
everythings is just to much, i wanna be alone til back off on my own
i understand your reservations ima let you know now
im fucked up too if you wanna go im so down

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
they want to believe in the same things in the same way
its not the same though it cant be

plagued by own personality
ive come a long way im so proud of me
sit with pscilocybin and i bend my reality
i see i wasnt at 100% would i do it all differently

there was once a robot no one knew that she could feel
they all moved on because her skin was made of steel
she promised she was real and prayed that they would see
treated different but expected to believe

I Believe In Robots (iof x polar)

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

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sydcxx
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guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

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Lyrics
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Yeah, I feel the pressure on my sinuses
Spreading like viruses
I woke up at three and went right back to sleep
'Cause inside of my dreams you're alive again
But where is the person I once knew
I see a husk that I love in the play-pretend
Now I'm the paper you cut through
I say I love you but really I'm playing dead

Yeah, roll it back I don't want no more
Use my name in vain and throw it on the floor
Next to my body under wooden boards
This pain just ain't the same I feel it in my core
Anymore, yeah I can't take anymore
Telling me that she gon' never change
Baby girl you ain't the same
Since the one that I adored

Oh she want me bad
But she never really love me
'Till I tell her I ain't coming back
And all the stress got me mad
I need a light, need a smoke, need a drag
Yeah, just something to take my mind off
You were everything I ever could've had
Yeah, where the fuck has the time gone
'Cause the one I love is now up in a body bag

But she too busy with the chains on my neck, uh huh
She don't listen 'bout my pain when I'm upset, huh
Such a shame that nowadays you're a pest, uh huh
I couldn't keep a straight face after that was said, yeah

I feel like I'm caged up
Pushing pain against the walls to get my space up
Hoping that one day I'll wake up
And I'll be free like a dove, uh huh

Like a dove I don't wanna run
Tell me that we're done
So numb
I've said it enough now I've twisted my tongue
Our love
It fell to pieces when times got tough
Now I'm up
And you stick around hoping you'll get some

Oh she want me bad
But she never really love me
'Till I tell her I ain't coming back
And all the stress got me mad
I need a light, need a smoke, need a drag
Just something to take my mind off
You were everything I ever could've had
Where the fuck has the time gone
'Cause the one I love is now up in a body bag

Yeah, roll it back I don't want no more
Use my name in vain and throw it on the floor
Next to my body under wooden boards
This pain just ain't the same I feel it in my core
Anymore, yeah I can't take anymore
Telling me that she gon' never change
Baby girl you ain't the same
Since the one that I adored

Roll it back [Prod. Quiteevil]

Lyrics: 
How it feels when you
Really miss someone
But I'm not that sure
that I was that one
How it feels when you
Cannot get to sleep
When the thoughts in you
Make you feel like this?
Every time that I 
Try not to text you
I can't stop to cry
Because I miss you
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

How it feels when you
See me crawl to you
Guess I've been a fool
I still fall for you
Every time that I
See your pretty smile
Knowing that's not mine
Makes me die inside
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

Leave My Head

Song will be updated and changed, just putting it out to let people know what I'm working on

Lyrics below:

Daylight shinin through my blinds, I'm out

There you are standing in my mind somehow

Blank thoughts, try to smoke away my doubt

Still I figure that you're something I could never be without

I've been away, I don't how you found me

Deep inside my grave and I've been sleeping soundly

Hear you knocking, please, leave me alone, I'm haunted by my memories and everything I wanted

I wish that I could love, I wish I was enough

I wish that I could flourish and be everything I want

That I didn't take the path just to self-destruct

Ankle deep in these ashes of everything that I once loved

And so I deal with the pain, my lungs are stained gray from all of the smoke that I''m dragging

Still I refrain, protecting my brain, from the metal that would leave a fragment

Gave my dreams, gave up my life, the cost isn't what I imagined
 
The blood that I'm draining, at this rate, would leave my carcass fuckin empty and flattened

Suicidal thoughts on my mind, I find it hard to keep my pulse up all the time

Daylight shinin through my blinds, I'm out

There you are standing in my mind somehow

Blank thoughts, try to smoke away my doubt

Still I figure that you're something I could never be without

I've been away, I don't how you found me

Deep inside my grave and I've been sleeping soundly

Hear you knocking, please, leave me alone, I'm haunted by my memories and everything I wanted

Memories

Memories (ROUGH DRAFT)

a mix of heartbreak, addiction, and trying to find meaning in the dark. This song dives deep into the pain of losing trust, battling demons, and wanting love to feel real again. It’s vulnerable. It’s heavy. But it’s honest.

#EmoTrap #MelodicRap #PainMusic #JuiceWRLDVibes #RealRap #Heartbreak #TrustIssues #Icantbreathe #IDontWannaDieToday

I Don’t Wanna Die Today

NEVER NEEDED ME - BiRD333 Ft JooGEvery1

PROD @trechorboy

Lyrics:
I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly 

Slide it
Slide it
And load the clip bitch
Red eyes
And a knife pressed against your lips

Homicide bitch
Smell the blood in the air like a faint mist
Everytime im with you make my mind trip

I dont feel shit
Way i like it
But i hate how
Im so distant


Im just a loser doing nothing all day
And im starting to think that nothings ever going change

I focus in and think about the pain
Its the only thing that ill ever embrace 

I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly

Homicide (prod. trechorboy)

i died and rose from the concrete <3

@die-young-die-young

I Believe In Robots (iof x polar)

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