👌chill. Also dude wht happened to outcast it disappeared

@codgamertheonlyone-xbc: Im glad you like it! <33

Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Look I've been hurt so I see things different,
I wanna find a girl who can flip perspective,
Warm reflection makes me feel, 
I fall too fast it's never real
Why god do I have to feel take my heart to hold and peel
Hold my tongue and not my breath I'm in too deep and its not clear

Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(La La La La Or Nah)
Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Girls (jang0)

Drowning

Lyrics: 

I'm so sick and tired of having no one
I'm so tired of having no fun
I know this schtick has been so overdone
but this is a cry for help I really need someone

No fun allowed
Can't hear my screams in the crowd
I'll kill myself no doubt 
But where, when, and how?

No Fun Allowed

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

I Know I Got Things To Improve On
And I Hope You Remember That Love Song We Played

Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame
Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

My Spotify

Madame (Prod.Smokerose)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin/sets/becoming-the-static-in-between



you act like I don’t exist at all,
turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
codeine pushed me down on the floor
throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

you act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like  this time I know it just has to end

changing of feelings I see you looking at him, not me
yeah you know it’s messed me uprightly
cutting my skin with the words you never said yeah
whys this feel like I’ve fallen in love again

wasted ashes on my shoes, I feel like im just being used
push me down, climb on top of me, what, yeah you make me so confused
what did I mean to you, yeah nothing, won’t you just make me feel just something
more than this angst inside, push it down, bury it, you know I won’t come out alive

digging up a grave of a messy past
everything moves to fast and I can’t catch up
is this all I am,
just the space in between

you act like I don’t exist at all,
turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
codeine pushed me down on the floor
throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

you act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like  this time I know it just has to end

depression, it’s manic, everything’s a mess
in a graveyard with best friends, you say it’s just stress
you said I should I run away from you,
I guess you were right, I’ve never felt so abused


hanging by a rope of best intentions,
what’s this, now I know you never mentioned
our love to anyone else, 
you never showed, you never tell

your issues to me when im concerned
leave me on seen again, yeah it’s just perfect
I’d rather kill myself 
than be embraced by you again

all you ever did was call me when you were suicidal
your to drunk, calm down, left me on idle
is this all I am,
just the space in between

CUTTING SKIN

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face

it’s like I never existed, I’m a ghost
I know you couldn’t stand to watch me deteriorate
I always thought that you would stay 
but you had too much on your plate

I guess we’re afraid of what we could say to each other
then something that was never said
cus we call these moments everything
you always loved my hollow cheeks

cus I’m dancing with forever,
knowing that it would turn back and never work out
so we push and pull each other
watch the skin tear and I rebound back

you medicate with things that made me worse
strapped to the bed, it’s not fair that it hurts
the guilt came like wolves to my skin
how they wait at my home for me to return

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face
you hate how I lose my days to sleep
I lost count of many it's been

cus you left flowers on my desk
yeah, maybe I was always gone
you left wounds they always seem to return
pulling out stitches, god it hurts

but   dear you know I have to open the door
taking the first steps, I hate how you mourn
concrete veins, blind tounges, heavy eyes
I don’t get how your heart still lies

I was fearless way back before I was cursed with you
how words cant be put to paper of how much you helped me through 
it took me years for me to brave myself on my feet 
but now you’re gone its as if it was all for nothing

we try to stretch our skin between the gap of our love
how miserable we fail, falter, become so weak
becoming frail, we always seem to break
we let go and never talk of this again

NEVER SAID

BLEACHED EP 

Featuring:
@officialecstasy

1 Mixing Vodka With The Holy Water feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

2 Meet Me In The Graveyard At 3am feat. Ecstasy (prod. L U N A)
@prodlxna

3 I Spent The Night In A Motel Alone feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

Mixing Vodka With The Holy Water feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

🖤Strivesad.🖤
@strivemusicau
☠️www.instagram.com/strivesad/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
(Got my voice inside your speaker)
(Bleed another liter)
(I’m The Reaper)

Got my voice inside your speaker
Dying is my choice so I’ll bleed another liter
Rolling off the noise the scorching hot like a fever
Let you meet the void, take you down, I’m the Reaper

I had my fucking chance to leave her
Got me sick I’m starting to feel like I’ve got a fever
Got this party started and I’m calling up The Reaper
Gotten sick of saying sorry I don’t wanna see her
Yeah, It’s been a few years now 
I’m glad I’ll never see your fucking face around
Yeah, I can’t suffer like that again
No, Not again.

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

I’ve fallen again it seems (it seems)
You’re not a drug you’re a dream
And I’m falling deeper, I call The Reaper
I know, you’re not home but I’ll try
Feel alive the most when I’m inside
Of you, (of you), of you, of you

Take this drag and pack my bags
The sky is black I can’t relax
I’ve been making friends with the sins laced inside my cup
Caught feelings for the mud when I lost my love

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

the reaper (feat. Strivesad.)

skramz

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

how do people get so ambitious 
when you just end up dead?
everything you gain will disappear 
like dandruff in the wind
everything is meaningless
i don't need fucking bragging rights
need someone to hold me down
lift me up, and treat me right

sorry, i'm sorry i don't see the point to
be a good person i'll do what i want to
i'm a poster boy for what not to do, not to do
i'm a cop a whip and split my head in two, head in two

honestly 
been thinking so bad it might fucking help me
drastically depleting every bit of me remaining
try erasing all my trauma and the memories adjacent
it's amazing how it holds you back and fucks you till you brainless

i can tear my mental apart in a fucking minute bitch
i don't love no sabotaging but i'm good at what it is
drink a monster energy and get to work creating hits
sike everything's shit, there's some insight for you bitch

tired of going to sleep 
because i'm bored or depressed
need some excitement in my life 
i've been sleeping with death
got my girl but when she's gone 
i get some pain in my chest
fucking hate the fact that 
when she go to work i'm a mess

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

Spotify!

brainless (prod. emptyvenom)

Punk Song #66

i said babygirl i wanna take you places
we could watch the stars theres a lot to take in
im sorry when i leave i got dreams im chasing
you mean a lot to me but in my dreams youre waiting
(x2)
you know i smoke alone i open up when im faded
cause when i get high i will trust you easy
and if we're drinking wine i could tell you baby
i dont wanna live like this so take me
(x2)
take me away from here
take me away my dear
take me away in fear
take me away
it wont last long
cause all of these girls just want a fantasy
making up stories before she even talk to me
and i cant live up to shit
cause i fuck it all up and i know im not good enough
im bad for you im toxic
she said she hates my guts im nauseous
but thats okay just talk shit
im living in my dreams i promise
i said babygirl i wanna take you places
we could watch the stars theres a lot to take in
im sorry when i leave i got dreams im chasing
you mean a lot to me but in my dreams youre waiting
i said babygirl i wanna take you places
we could watch the stars theres a lot to take in
im sorry when i leave i got dreams im chasing
you mean a lot to me but in my dreams youre waiting
babygirl i wanna take you places
we could watch the stars theres a lot to take in
im sorry when i leave i got dreams im chasing
you mean a lot to me but in my dreams youre waiting

Take You Places (rinne)

im falling falling apart
i break each time that we start
you tear me down to my bones
and take away all control
you give me just what i need
assist my lungs help me breath
cause when your gone i am dead
and when im gone you dont live
you jump from boyfriend to boy
she falls in love to destroy
and i was one your scars
i thought that we were special

its all inside of my mind
something obstructing my time
cause i cant see past today
and wont remember tonight
blindfolding me to the bed
and burning down what ive said
its like im tied to a chair
hearing the steps on the floor
as you incircle your pray
begin to feast on my brain
when will the sleep ease the pain
for now im staying awake

i find im better off alone
dont hit me up dont call my phone
im on my own again
i tell my friends im fine
they dont believe a word ive said

im falling falling apart
i break each time that we start
you tear me down to my bones
and take away all control
you give me just what i need
assist my lungs help me breath
cause when your gone i am dead
and when im gone you dont live
im falling falling apart
i break each time that we start
you tear me down to my bones
and take away all control
you give me just what i need
assist my lungs help me breath
cause when your gone i am dead
and when im gone you dont live
you jump from boyfriend to boy
she falls in love to destroy
and i was one your scars
i thought that we were special

im sick and tired of lies
i know just what i should do
cause when youre holding me down
i see the conflict in you
im falling falling apart
i break each time that we start
you tear me down to my bones
you tear me down to my bones

codependency (rinne)

im sorry, im stressed out
i cant get out my bed or my head now im a mess and
im sorry that im stressed out, stressed out...
im sorry that im stressed out cant get out my bed or my head now
im a mess and im sorry that im stressed out stressed out


all this anxiety builds up inside of me
all I wanana do is run away from it
it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
they put a spin on everything i see

as the weather grows colder my heart freezes over and 
i cannot control it cause im busy fighting through it
why you wanna tell me how i am like i dont know
why you wanna tell me how i am like i dont know
shorty with the blue eyes cold soul
selling me a dream full of lies and a false hope
selling me a dream full of lies and a false hope

im sorry im stressed out
i cant get out of my bed now
im a mess and im stressed out
all this anxiety builds up inside of me
and all i wanna do is run away from it
it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
they put a spell on everything i see

it all collides in me, my aimless ill emotions
why is every girl the same i meet, i wanna run away
i wanna run away i wanna run away...

all this anxiety builds up inside of me
all i wanna do is run away from it
this anxiety builds up inside of me
all i wanna do is run away from it

Stressed Out (skgotthesauce x seph)

Cry Alone

cyberbby

i died and rose from the concrete <3

@die-young-die-young

Take You Places (rinne)

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