I don't wanna be nobody's second
I want it all
I just took a look at my reflection
I don't know who I saw
I flew out of the city I had my brothers there with me I ended up at the right place at the Wrong time
And now my pockets are empty I had to fight all these envious thoughts of those all Around me who stole what's not mine

I know I am trying way too hard
I see these bitches cutting lines with daddy's credit card
And I really feel like I'm behind I gotta get it goin
Let it go, let it go

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through
This a shoutout man
Fuck them A&R's that been countin' me out
Fuck a cosign I ain't worried about it
Fuck who's blowing up off of following clout
Anything could be here and now I don't doubt it

I want to change yea
If I'm gonn feel this way then I don't wanna stay the same yea
In the mirror I can't even look me in the face yea
I wanted to put me in a grave yea
Don't know what I'm sayin yea
I be on my dolo when I sing yea
I ain't seen like no one in some days
I don't remember my dreams yea
Honestly I think my mind is blank yea
At this point I don't know what to think

I know I am trying way too hard
I see these bitches cutting lines with daddy's credit card
And I really feel like I'm behind I gotta get it goin
Let it go, let it go

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through
This a shoutout man
Fuck them A&R's that been countin' me out
Fuck a cosign I ain't worried about it
Fuck who's blowing up off of following clout
Anything could be here and now I don't doubt it

So I'll burn it all
Feed into the fire
'Til my skin melts off
Claim that you can help me

But I've heard it all
Don't take this personal
I'll call you when these drugs wear off
Washed it down with alcohol
So watch me fall

It hurts me so
It hurts us all
I'll be merciful
I don't know what you're
I'm searching for
Do something
Irreversible

Great
Now you got a broken heart
I'm sorry but I can't help you
Not my fault your plans all fell through

envy

with @dylanblongworth

lyrics:
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and the silence seems so loud
and the words coming out out my mouth don't even make a sound
and i've been trying to make amends but you're never around
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now
and i cant pretend i'm fine when all i do is frown
and i cant take back what i meant, cause it means nothing now

<3

#linkandbuild

stream/buy

around w/ dylan longworth (venus)

stevenson.wav

boywontcry live (wunderworld fest)

see it to believe it. 🦉

Prod. Bond. x Dez Forman @dezforman
Master by: _st1cks @st1cksyea
Art by: @soutjay

See It To Believe It

I’m sick of misdirecting what I want 
I know it all
I know its all a mind state
But with you poppin up its hard to stay 
on track
start to think about our last day

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find it’s way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

Was it all just a lie?
I see you treat it like joke
Making love just to pass time
I think I already know

The person I’ve become is stained by you 
I’m conditioned to the thought of us 
The only girl I never thought I’d lose
Had me feeling like I’m useless 
It don’t effect me so I guess I must used to it

It’s all good do you 
No problem
I just wanna talk 
We don’t gotta get started
Or have you grown cold hearted?
Maybe I can still solve it

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find a way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find a way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

I cant get you off my mind 
See your face 
Everywhere I look
Got me thinkin bout our old ways 
I might get you back
I swear I could
Spent some time away
Why’d we end it in the first place?

Stained

4EVRGONE

stars (prod. neet.ro)

dropout live

snide

[ remix ]
shoutout to @mxrcusjacob and @prodkaii and @zakai
they did the og song: https://soundcloud.com/mxrcusjacob/paranoid-w-kaii-ft-ariel
youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15m8SJqlqBQ&t=11s
thank u guys for the support fr fr <3

PARANOID [remix]

old mashup account/music account
retired account, new account @ixisouls

PARANOID [remix]

91souls_mashups

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