I got a third eye, his name is Simon
He’s a smart guy, I stay behind him
Actualization is his favorite topic
Today I asked him what a stable job is
He gave me paper, told me go find
a recording booth and state your conscience

My creative process?
Take a doctor, 
Inflate his cock then
Show up to work screaming PATIENTS ROCK!

But today I went on airplane mode
Tried to interact with other earthlings, hope

You don’t mind coming alone
Need privacy at home
If there were hidden cameras in my life I’d be exposed
If you find this online, come to the Chi, see your son
We’ve been playing hide and seek for like two decades,
Alright damn nigga you won

Mr. Dealer, Mr. Dealer…or dare I say shrink,
Why don’t you throw in two bags of I don’t care what you think
Then let me get one of them pills that puts me all up in my feels
And a heartfelt pep talk and I’ll be set for the week

You always taking, never giving nothin
Fuck your uninformed opinion of me,
And the 104th edition of it.

I’m not – 
Hot and cold on purpose, 
I don’t know what’s working , but no pot of gold with no searching
We ain’t gotta know what’s gon happen next,
You just gotta know if I’m worth it

And if I’m not..
That’s all I got.

True, still -
Learning things, burning things,
Used to be blunts, now it’s bridges, 
So the screen play to my life’s mostly internal scenes

Don’t make me love you, stop, I already do
Despite your deeply-held beliefs that might be contrary to

Swear to god
I wish you didn’t see that,
I wish I could Command Z that
And it’s fucked up that I still did cause we both knew you’d take me back

So I think of us on a playground (bare with me)
Might explain how we do things,
I slide all day while, 
You fly on the mood swings

With them pretty brown eyes, 
But do she look at mine like I still do hers?
I could buy a therapist for less than this studio time,
But I might as well kill two birds – 

I’m too high again, not again
Need hydrogen2Oxygen,
I could dial a friend, don’t wanna bother them
Plus I don’t really have a lot of them
And I hide the truth when it’s hard to bend 
Then Simon says, by God, remember, man
Stay focused, it’s all pretend, and you do got friends
List ‘em off again

I got dead friends, I got flawed friends
I got 2 kids, no job friends, but we all friends
It’s a small fam but I’m all in

It’s fun to be a walking contradiction, 
They talk and I don’t listen,
Maybe I should just stay home…so
The girl I babysit wants life advice – 
Take your own path my dear,
Top tier college, graduate with honors,
Then of course, start a rap career
Don’t be like me, that’s a bad idea, or do
Just do things w/ a fat old grin, then look back like I’m glad I did

Might sound like first world problems,
But I promise that I for sure got ‘em
So pass me the curse word bottle,
Throw that shit back like glurg, glurg ahh
And you’re correct, I might incur some student debt
But I’m searching for truth and that’s been taking shape
So try to scare this gambler with a losing bet

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