cant sleep demo

izumi is dead - wannacry

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

hate me if it makes you feel better

incinerate

sorry tech
28/11/24

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but its all ive ever known
theres nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i dont think there's any coming back from this

i cant find any bliss

cant take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
dont wanna wake up this week

id ask u to stay
but ure too far away
i dont know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess ive made

im the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
im a jerk, ill suffer
and youll just find another

bliss

debating whether or not i should drop this on my main but i feel like its too short

you take whats not yours

"you know what i think, punpun? there is a loneliness thats part of living as a human being, that you can never get rid of."

everything prod me


lyrics:
i couldve seen
this from afar
and now i know
the man you are 
you broke her heart
you took her spot
and now she lays 
with a broken face

her fate at stake
at the hands of a snake
you self destruct
as she tests her luck
a love so stark
a love so dark
push it all away
in the name of your god

i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me
i cant do this shit anymore
im gonna take you down with me

running around inside my messed up head
dont leave me to rot, i wanna be on your bed
take my hand, i wanna go somewhere
a place so far, its called kagoshima







wowowowow im back hi guys !!!! sorry for disappearing. ive been working on getting a sound i like and ive finally found it so yaaaaaa. i hope yall enjoy this song

kagoshima

A bleak journey through fractured identity, parasitic control, and the collapse of self.

Shattered Halo

[Verse]
They dragged me down from the sky
Heavenly expulsion
(Heavenly expulsion)
An angel with no light
In my eternal prison

[Chorus]
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath

[Verse 2]
The fire in my eyes
Reflects the hell I've been in
You took away my life
Now I'll be your religion

[Chorus]
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath
[Bridge]
Goddamn you
I need you
I want you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath

[Outro]
I need you
I want you
I'll have you
You'll feel my
Fallen angel's wrath

Fallen Angel's Wrath

Fiat Lux is one of our experimental Black Metal albums that never actually got released.
Back in the pandemic days, we had way too much time on our hands — so we made music, wrote lyrics, and recorded a bunch of stuff we’re now slowly bringing to life.

This one’s really close to our hearts. A good friend of ours, Nero, got stuck in Switzerland during lockdown and couldn’t make it back to Italy — so he ended up jumping in, co-writing a few tracks, and doing all the Italian vocals.

Massive thanks to you, Nero. This album wouldn’t exist without you.

Oh — and Fiat Lux is now exclusively available on SoundCloud!
We’re dropping it as a little gift to our community, followers, and all the new listeners discovering NeON dEVIL for the first time.