Politics of Lonely

"Irish Exit" by Eliza McLamb https://lnk.to/IrishExit 

Written and performed by Eliza McLamb
Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Carter Jahn 

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Irish Exit

Lyrics:
I kinda hope the billionaires
Will stay in space
And I hope that I will finish
My degree
I look so much like my father
It’s like he hit copy and paste
And I stole my mother’s
Personality

I’ve been reading romance of late
Hoping I can scrounge some faith
But all that I’ve found is I’m alone
I should’ve known
That I’m prone to feeling strange
Up and down and out of place
I just want one thing
To call my own
Call my own

My little brother is three inches 
Taller than me
And he just knocks
Whenever I sing too loud
I think high school might’ve been
A fever dream
I’m so much better
That it’s over now

I can feel my morals sink in
Dig their claws under my skin
Whenever I fall prey
To jealous doubts
I know all about
Being prone to feeling strange
Up and down and out of place
I just want one thing
To call my own
Call my own

I never claimed to be an old sold
My wisdom comes in turn
And I think I’ve overthought
Every lesson I’ve ever learned
I keep my chin up
And my head down
I hope karma comes around
And I hope that I’ve done good enough
To be happy with how things turn out

I’ve been reading romance of late
Hoping I can scrounge some faith
But all that I’ve found is I’m alone
I should’ve known
That I’m prone to feeling strange
Up and down and out of place
I just want one thing
To call my own
Call my own

call my own (demo)

Finish Line

it's all mental demo

Verse 1:
I could always do well in a classroom if you asked me to 
I'm good at doing what I'm told 
Tell me what you wanna hear and I'll repeat it back to you 
I've learned I'm easily controlled 
I'm moldable and malleable  
And that's what makes me valuable 
I give the people what they want  

Chorus:
So find me in your local toy store  
Promise you'll get what you pay for 
‘Cause I'm not really worth that much at all 
I'm just a rag doll 
I'm just a rag doll 
I'm just a rag doll  

Verse 2: 
I'll make you want me, make you happy if you need me to 
Whatever it takes to be loved 
And if it comes down to it hell I’ll even bleed for you
'Til i run right out of blood 
I'm the perfect toy to play with  
‘Cause i just wanna be your favorite 
So you know that I’ll give you whatever you want   

Chorus:
So find me in your local toy store  
Promise you'll get what you pay for 
‘Cause I'm not really worth that much at all 
I'm just a rag doll 
I'm just a rag doll 
Oh, I'm just a rag doll
Oh, I'm a rag doll    
I'm a rag doll    
I'm just a rag doll

rag doll

from: a lover or a friend

Chorus:
I can't seem to scare you away
I can't seem to scare you away

Verse:
I can't seem to scare you away
It’s almost as if you wanna stay
For all the wrong reasons
For all the wrong reasons
Got too many enemies
Addicted to anything 
I’m a hundred degrees and 
The number’s increasing 

Pre-Chorus:
When people come and go they all start to blend a bit 
But you showed up and that was the end of it
When people come and go they all start to blend a bit 
But you showed up and that was the end of it

Chorus:
I can't seem to scare you away
I can't seem to scare you away

Post-Chorus:
Oh, it’s too soon to say 
So I’ll keep you in my brain 
But I can’t even complain 
‘Cause I like you here
Yeah,  it’s too soon to say 
So I’ll keep you in my brain 
But I can’t even complain 
‘Cause I like you here

Bridge:
What do you love, what fucked you up, who are you now? 
Save me the sentences that you won’t say out loud
I would give anything just to figure you out
Figure you out
What do you hide, what makes you cry, what makes you mad? 
I'll keep the secrets that you wish you didn't have 
Hope it’s not bullshit when you look at me like that 
At me like that

Chorus:
‘Cause I can't seem to scare you away
No, I can't seem to scare you away

scare U away

Verse 1:
I wanna solve you like a puzzle but I'm scared to put the pieces into place
I shouldn't treat you like a game
but I know you do me the same
I wanna crawl through every tunnel, every part of you that you don't wanna claim
Yeah all the shit you'd like to change
Want you to feel me in your veins

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

Verse 2:
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
Like it is, I wanna rush into it
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
like it is, I'm no saint
I wanna feel you in my veins
I know it sounds insane

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

u might want me 2

Refrain 1:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
Can’t remember the last time that I had any fucking fun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
One gentle reminder of you and I become undone

Verse 1:
Your water flowed into my fire 
Honestly I hoped that I would drown
I turned the tides and you got tired
All I ever did was burn you out

Bridge:
Oh, now it’s dead
It’s sad that it had to end so poorly 
Remember when you said 
That you would cross the ocean for me 

Refrain 2:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I sleep under the moonlight alone while you chase after the sun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I’m sorry that I fucked it up, it turns out that I do that a ton 

Verse 2:
Your water flowed into my fire
Honestly I hoped you’d put me out
But I made the climate hot and drier
I soaked you up and washed you down

Outro:
And wrote our names together in bathroom stalls 
And found your face in crowded haunted halls 
But the weather got bad, yeah the weather got scary
When people ask if we talk, just barely
Now I sit here and I talk to the walls 

Chorus 3:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one

we were losers in high school

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