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Written by Alex Carroll (Sentric Music) & Alex O'Shaughnessy (Copyright Control). Produced by Alex O'Shaughnessy & Luz. Mixed by Daniel Moyler. Mastered by Robin Schmidt.


Another year, another photo
We’re all here but we look older
Dad still wears the same old jumper
that he bought ten years ago
Another year goes in the folder

When nothing feels the same 
The snow all turns to rain
Small talk with your sister
oh I’ve missed her and it’s strange
But nothing’s ever changed 
Here on christmas day 

Mum still saves the wrapping paper 
She’ll talk about when we were young
she’ll make you sift through all of the old albums
whilst sipping cups of tea
But god I’d never want to change her

When nothing feels the same 
The snow all turns to rain
We’ll make plans to catch up soon 
And they’ll fall through it’s strange
But nothing’s ever changed 
Here on christmas day 
Here on christmas day

When nothing feels the same 
The snow all turns to rain
We’ll say goodbye again with all the 
moments that we’ve saved
But nothing’s ever changed 
Here on christmas day

christmas day

Cross the Sea

Miracles

worm food

Vanilla Tobacco

jessie

~

Crawling through the seams
Seeming to come undone
Feeling warm despite dreams
Falling far from being won

Crying out
Falling crown
Lost without
Slowing down

Where does it lead
Where do you go
When you succeed
But fail to grow

Believe the words heard
Carelessly absorb
Leaving undisturbed
Spouts beliefs unformed

Feel the breeze
Let go of fear
If you were to die
Would you want to hear
Screaming seize
Or a wish to sigh

It really doesn't matter,
the money, jobs, or friends
Because it's within your heart
That your chance for peace ends

Where does it lead
Where do you go
When you succeed
But fail to grow

The screaming seize of sorrow
Does not have to be where it ends
Loving now and tomorrow
Is how we treasure time with friends

Crawling through the seams
Seeming to come undone
Feeling worn despite dreams
Fleeting, far from being won

Crying out
Falling crown
Lost without
Slowing down

Where does it lead
Where do you go
When you succeed
But fail to grow

Where does it lead
Where do you go
When you succeed
But fail to grow

Where does it lead
Where do you go
When you succeed
But fail to grow

~

0042 Crawling Through The Seams

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
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i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

Natural

Forever

I’m a little scared
When I’ve had a few
That you’d see right through me 
Clear as the ocean’s blue 
I’m a little bit in love with you 
I wait for my heart
 to break in two 
But before I do 
Tell me if you already knew
I’m a little bit in love with you 

I’m a little bit spaced out 
Trying not to pull the sun down
That’s a little too much self doubt
Would you take me for a fool 

Atmosphere on fire
And we’re breaking through 
While I’m praying to God 
You were laughing with your crew
I’m a little bit in love with you
I wait for my heart
 to break in two 
But before I do 
Tell me if you already knew
I’m a little bit in love with you 

I’m a little bit in love with you 
I’m a little bit in love 

LIL BIT

Izzy Rabbit