I woke up hungover at a songwriting camp with the line, "I'm unworthy of love" taunting my mind like an itch I couldn't reach. Took a shower and wrote the hook, "I don't wanna sabotage myself" and then joined forces with Evan Coffman and Jeff Carl to write the rest of the song in the 4 hours we had left at camp. The result is an intimately honest song about my struggle with the voice in my head telling me I'm unworthy and the depression that comes with that cyclical fight. You're enough. Love yourself. Took me awhile to come around to that. Enjoy "Sabotage"

Sabotage

[Intro]
I tell 'em, I tell 'em, I tell 'em all

[Chorus]
You don't know what's next
You don't know what's next (For me)
You don't know what's next (For you)
You don't know what's next (You don't!)
You don't know what's next (Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah)
You don't know what's next

[Verse 1]
'Cause I got realness on my mind
'Cause really this my time
Won't you, flicky, flicky, flicky, that picky before I'm gone
Oh, was you taken back? (Back, back)
By all the shit that I've been holding back! (Back, back, back)
So won't you flicky that sticky and we can chill relax

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't mind, you can stay the night (I don't mind)
We can waste this time, we can do just that
By the way that sound, you just want some sex
Till you fall right down, bet we fall right down
But no, I don't mind, we can take this back (I don't mind)
Till the weight of stress flying off your back
By the way this sound, you just want some sex
Till you fall right down, bet we fall right down
Because, mm, 'cause…

[Chorus]
You don't know what's next (For me)
You don't know what's next (For you)
You don't know what's next (You don't!)
You don't know what's next

[Verse 2]
You like it when I talk crazy, about you, baby, then call you over
You like it when they be saying, that we should date, knew you'd fall, they all do
Ah, see I'm a lottery ticket, you know
I'll be the winning one, baby, this ain't debatable
They went and told you that one day I'll be a superstar
And now you're already crushing just like the Danimals
Stalking just like a fan, but no, I won't even lie
Because you're running round my mind, the plane is crashing this time
We're falling down, where is the pilot? Said this happened some lines ago
And if you didn't catch it then I'd listen this time, yeah, I'd listen this time
'Cause…

[Chorus]
You don't know what's next (For me)
You don't know what's next (For you)
You don't know what's next (You don't!)
You don't know what's next

[Outro]
I don't mind, you can stay the night
We can waste this time, we can do just that
By the way that sound, you just want some sex
Till you fall right down, bet we fall right down
But no, I don't mind, we can take this back (I don't mind)
Till the weight of stress flying off your back
By the way this sound, you just want some sex
Till you fall right down, bet we fall
Right down, down, down, down
Fall right down, fall right down

TAKEN BACK

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