sebuah sore yg terekam di mahati, minggu 29 maret 2015
sesi latihan pertama dan bincang syahdu saat mempersiapkan pentas musik kita sama-sama hujan pertengahan april kemarin. suara awan kini ada liriknya. kya~ 

cello : jeremia kimosabe 
biola : suta suma pangeksi
piano/pianika : gardika gigih pradipta
gitar 1 : ananda badudu
gitar 2 : febrian mohammad
vokal : rara sekar & febrian m
soundscape : seisi rumah mahati

suara awan 【 sesi ngulik + bincang ena 】 #kitasamasamasukahujan

The Decision

Nothing But Dreams
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

[instrumental]

It is four in the morning
There is nothing that I want
Who knows what I need
What I might have done I can't

I hear the rain outside
It is damp inside my brain
My veins are filled with mud
My mind, not even pain

I think about the past
All the things that did not last
I think about tomorrow
Is there time that I could borrow?

[chorus]
I suck the air in
I keep it inside
My thoughts are best kept hidden
There is much that I must hide

[instrumental]

I think about the future
But I know it has gone by
Ideas come in dreams
But awake, I will not try

All I really want is sleep
I want to lie alone and dream
I build things that I can't keep
All I have are crazy schemes

I don't want to wake again
When awake I am aware
Every ache I feel is doom
But asleep, I do not care

[chorus]
I suck the air in
I keep it inside
My thoughts are best kept hidden
There is much that I must hide

[outro]
[instrumental]

I don't want to wake again
When awake I am aware
Every ache I feel is doom
But asleep, I do not care

[chorus]
I suck the air in
I keep it inside
My thoughts are best kept hidden
There is much that I must hide

[chorus]
I suck the air in
I keep it inside
My thoughts are best kept hidden
There is much that I must hide

[instrumental]







Nothing But Dreams (B)

Lyrics:
You never said goodbye, just faded out Like a song that ends mid-shout
Now every silence feels rehearsed And every find makes it worse
Your shadow's still in my hallway light Shows up sharp when the timing's right
And I've been dancing with the air Pretending I don't know you're still there

Phantoms don't knock, they slip through the cracks
They wear your smile and never look back You're not going, just out of frame
A whisper just in yesterday's name I don't chase ghosts, but you chase me still
In every mirror, every Chill I thought I healed, but here you are

Phantoms don't live far I wash your sins out of the sheets
But the cold still creeps in when I sleep And I swear I saw your coat last week
It's never you, but still I peek Your favorite mug is cracked and dry
But I keep it near, don't ask me why I don't believe in haunted things

Except the echoes your silence brings Phantoms don't knock, they live in the seams
They hide in songs and halfway dreams You're not gone, just out of reach
A ghost with lips I still can't teach I don't chase ghosts, but you chase me still
In every photo, every Chill I tried to run, but not too far

Phantoms know where you are
You're the unfinished page, the quiet on stage The name I still hum when I'm lying awake
I've burned the letters, but you write yourself back

Phantoms don't knock, they live in the cracks Carve their names in every lapse

You're not here, but I can't let go You're the ghost I never chose
I don't chase ghosts, but you chase me still In every silence, every thrill
I swear I'm fine, but here you are Phantoms don't live far

Phantoms

From Atlantic Thrills "III" out June 6th on Almost Ready Records

Atlantic Thrills - "Dirty Love"

Lyrics from "Jane Eyre" by Charlotte Bronte 1847, music by Max 2008

The Orphan (from "Jane Eyre")

Perunggu - Amalan Baik - Perunggu Official.mp3


There’s a picture that I have,
Scuffed and frayed around the edge,
That shows us holding hands,
On the night that we first met.

There’s an image in my mind,
Of the way you smoothed my hair.
I wasn’t looking out for love,
But you know I found it there.

That was the moment.
The moment I knew.
That all of my dreams,
Were about to come true

That was the moment.
I looked deep inside.
And saw that my love,
Could no longer hide

There’s a clock upon the wall,
Its hands stopped at the midnight hour
That’s when we kissed the first time,
And we first felt true love’s power.

There’s a tremble in my hands
What if our paths had never crossed?
I cannot relive that moment,
Without you I would be lost.

That was the moment,
The moment I knew.
That all of my dreams 
Were about to come true

That was the moment
I looked deep inside
And saw that my love
Could no longer hide

That was the moment,
The moment I knew.
That was the moment,
The moment I knew.

That Was The Moment

I write the lyrics; Mr. Alfonso Suno composes the music.  Working with the lovely Ms. Ai Ongaku, they create the arrangements.  Ms. Ongaku and her crowd are responsible for the performances.  My part in creating these tracks is very small. Nonetheless, I am to blame.  Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa.

Nothing But Dreams (B)

I and Ai