Name: if it all goes wrong [moucha] by JoshlGuess Archive in songs i made during hard times
Duration: 3 min 18 s
Description: "if it all goes wrong" is a song released by joshiguess exclusively to the archive. this was not a song he wanted to release officially as all it was was a rant about life in the state he was in at the time. this song is very teen suiciide inspired with the distortion and style.

songs i made during hard times

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

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vacation (jxsie beats)

"if it all goes wrong" is a song released by joshiguess exclusively to the archive. this was not a song he wanted to release officially as all it was was a rant about life in the state he was in at the time. this song is very teen suiciide inspired with the distortion and style.

if it all goes wrong [moucha]

https://soundcloud.com/lovedi3d
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

spotify

eyes w/ lovedi3d (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/whosvacant
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

Got my heart tied
You don't understand but I
Leave my life right now
Lets forget all about the past

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Cause it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

You used me for what you needed
And I denied the way I was treated
Our toxic love
I felt defeated
So who i am to judge
I tried my best for us
Same shit different day was this even love
You took so long
then you messed it all up
Something so good gone in a whisper from ya
Things were normal then you was just gone
You used my energy for something so wrong
So wrong, so wrong

You only love me for the pleasure
I can't have that around me
Because it's sickening me
You only want me in the late nights
Can't tell if you're lying
Can you be honest with me

late nights w/ vacant (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Lyrics: 

I feel lost in war
I've lost my friends to this
I want them back
I wish we could go back

Seen too many places
It's been too much you should know
We're fighting for nothing at all
I'm left you to die

Stop all this fighting
I wish I could control it
The war is continuing
theirs no possible ending
I'm seeing bodies decay
Stuck in this field
Where bodies lay 
My friends right here
They died in front of my arms
And I'm screaming out for help
I wish I could help

If you could understand how I feel
They cried in front of my arms
They told me to live
But I couldn't just let it go

You died in my arms
I'm sorry for leaving

Put it all away just to stay with you
Fighting every night just to keep you safe
I don't understand anything that you say
I don't give a fuck about no one but you

war (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

being sincere w/ reapers shadow (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/stezzyxl
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

you're my saviour, like a remedy
But I lost myself, need clarity
We were once so close, now were enemies
From love, to the point you wanna kill me so
I fill myself with guilt
That I crushed everything that I built
And it leaves me drained, to the point I'm ill
Where I lay in bed, wonder if I'm real and

Now I'm scared to sleep
Because if I do you'll be in my dreams
And I cant bare myself and see
Myself, knowing that I'm incomplete

I feel myself with guilt
She tells me everything I don't know if she's real
The lies you say I hate
They get me every time
And here I was I just thought we had something
And now you're going back and forth about this feeling
Thanks for nothing

You're far away

scars w/ stezzyxl (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics: 

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

I get too attached way to fast
Just leave it up to me to cure your heart

Baby look at my face 
I’m not okay 
Take the liquor down straight 
I’m mia 
There’s nothing i’d say 
That’d make you stay 
Baby i hate 
The way you take 

You don’t even feel 
A little bit sad 
Is something i did 
A weight on your back 
You don’t even feel 
A little bit bad 
After leaving me 
Alone again like that 

Dumb 
Was making a fool me fun 
I’ll give what I have till it’s done 
I’ll tell you this once 
Love you won 

The longer I feel blue 
I feel myself with you 
I feel completed 
I feel my body bleeding

No longer i feel blue
I feel myself with you
I feel completed
I wanna hold you tight
And keep her to myself
No longer i'm alive
Looking at my phone
Stare into my eyes
It's hard to fucking trust anyone
I feel the ocean breeze hit my face
No one will replace you at all

you and i w/ skele (nevrfall)

Killpariah - our story  [ promise ]

casual w/ whatafuckingbitch (prod alx tenoji)

[mix by @joshiguess x @elena-paisley]
ill be doing this til my last breathe,
doesn't matter if i make the bread,
im just taking the things from my head,
i swear joking was all that you said,
i swear you were all joking bout death,
but now that one's dead ya talk less,
i swear yall put on the stress,
i just hoping that they stayin blessed, 

i was hoping to come in and check,
checking if u were alright,
left me on seen didn't text,
time passes by and i cry,
why would it ever happen,
i pray to god that it wasn't true,
i swear to god if i wasn't attracted,
i wouldn't be feeling so blue,
wondering what i should do,
am i the one that's the target,
i can't be actin all flawless,
cuz you know that there's many you have,
i swear you ain't going out sad,
you need to get over this,
i swear this life is feeling unlucky,
need a four leaf clover bitch,
this life is about success,
it's not about being the richest,
i swear i want the hugs and the kisses,
quarantine making me miss it,
like the suicide death of effect,
that it's taken on this toll of world,
when you seem to have lost a best friend,
no one can replace that girl,
i hope that she's good in another world,
hoping she's not in the underworld,
it's something i couldn't control,
it's a pleasure of guilt that i hold,
and that maybe i shouldn't have told,
i swear life has been getting more cold,
only warmth is from your computer,
why you feel like you're such a loser, yea

i swear that i cant do this anymore

Stop Joking Bout Death (MaxoKoolin, Wendelstyzer, Topo)

You may think that I hate you, but that just isn't it,
it's rightful that you blamed me i committed a sin,
and im asking for forgiveness, but i never could win,
i swear i didn't want us all living all in pretend,
but lets face it, you know i couldn't make it, every time
i'm uncomfortable with basics, and i knew i couldn't handle
 datin,  i never wanted to but with you feel i made it,

and i didn't wanna ruin reputations, i swear sometimes i hope this life is 
simulation cuz i don't want it to be true, when you livin with this on you, what you got? you got friends
who weren't really there that constantly remind you and you're staying from your distance and realizing
you're a fool, frickin loser in the pull, ain't doing things in school, for the past few years every time 
you've fallen off, and you've stayed inside your room because you fear of the outside, cuz the public probably hates
you now, im blessed with quarantine cause i do not need to be seen, cuz i swear i make it miserable for any other being
and there's people that will love you but how long will that last, want another future but im stuck inside my past
gotta fix myself up
 right now
(right now)

I swear there's a lot I could change from,
I can focus on myself now that it's done,
But when I feel like nothing what is there to take on,
I swear I always try to make my life more fun,
With you I felt complete I couldn't lose you, 
But it's rightful that you decided to lose me,
I swear if everyone be trying to expose me,
And I can't help but face the facts, but can't control me

(control me, wish you could be here and hold me, i know thats not a possibility anymore)

All My Fault

All My Fault (Capsctrl + Eddie B)

https://songwhip.com/joshiguess/shouldve-known-better
this was a one take, straight from the heart..
i should've treated you better, now it's just rainy weather, can't maintain self control, my heart's been getting cold, you really understood me, why
cant i understand you, i tried my best to handle, put myself in your sandals, here i go light the candle, i swear you were correct, can't get it out
my head, that you tried protecting, you saved me from ending, all that i could have been, wstill wish i was ur friend, i didn't need more or less,

i should've just known better, this is a homage letter, thought we would be together, longer than i'd remember, now we're both in our leisure, but my minds
like propellors, its going round in circles, trying to pass the hurdles, of those that criticize me, they want to hypnotize me, into thinking difference,
wish she was here to save me, at least i have her mittens, she was the perfect lady, i didn't treat her fairly, i really should have did, cuz lately i really 
miss, not just a simple kiss, just need to receive more comfort, didn't wanna make her heart hurt, i didn't respect her space, but to come back too late,
she'll never want me back, enemies love that im sad, they try to make fun of me, say im not improving, do they remember me, swear they obsess with me,
since they still message me, they keep on gossiping, keep my name out your mouth, you only give more clout to, a person that always doubts who, he could really
be, needs someone there for him, i can't say that i am nothing, cuz i know that i mean something, but im missing a part of me, the loving type energy, the norms
of a human being

Should've Known Better

set myself up for failure (rx808)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

if it all goes wrong [moucha]

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