original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

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vocals by javan
production by gc
mixing and mastering by javan

apologies

w/ https://soundcloud.com/starfall prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves & https://soundcloud.com/buginfestedfloorboards
You hurt everytime you love
And I break every sense of trust
I wish I could love you
But i'm making it hard too
Same place that and we're at
Is how we started I hate that
You can't handle the truth
It's so easy being over you

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Tell me if it's really you
i wanna show you all the things we'll do 
Maybe i'll tell you some exciting news
I think i'm startna really like u too 
I think you're great
Always late
Don't care what the world could say about you 
Hate all the way 
When somebody can't relate around you
Hey, may i say, that i really like being around you 
Changing your mind and shit
I'd rather have you lie than this 
Maybe it's time to quit 
But you are all i'm thinking about

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Everytime You Love w/ Starfall (Joshwa, Soju & Rosesleeves)

prod by k4njibeats

*on all plats*

@1toge

it seems like you made up your mind
im getting closer to the edge i dont feel right
but when im with you im alive
cant explain how i feel , cant explain how i feel 
i dont get the appeal, and i dont know if its real

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
woah oh i need to know, i cant just let go
tell is it real, are you fucking real?

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough

@riensu

all i can do is try
over and over again
can't get u off my mind
can't get u off my mind
i just wanna be the one for u

cus baby i can hold u down
don't need to be alone
you'll never hear the tone
cause i'm picking up the phone
for you
i would do anything
for you
i would do everything

just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
just tell me

spotify

am i enough w/ riensu

prod. me

@012207
looking for some shade on a summer day
I've been thinking about the way that you gravitate towards me
I guess we'll always be something that never was
you're free to disagree, there's nothing to discuss

cuz' I've got nothing left to say to you
so tell me what am I meant to do
it's not my fault that can't be true
I'd do anything to get away from you

I need some shade to get away
you always look so sad and disarrayed :(
but I can't go back to you again
leave you in the past, this is the end

@riensu
You say it's all my fault
But I don't care at all
I'll try to catch you if you fall for me again
I've been tryna stall
I'll be there when you call
Cause I don't wanna lose it all again

You left my heart in two
I'll pick back up all the pieces
But you won't say a reason why
You're gone and you're leavin
I'm off in the deep end
I'm barely breathin
Cause I'm trying to find

Again w/ riensu

sorry for stealin your flow @maxrrss lmaoo

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6ErozTFv9D5GrGf69DHr?si=a54a377b8b114b76

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Lyrics:
Talk about us
Wanted to go
Here you are standing in front
Even tho you're really far
Go and run to me
Have some fun for me
You're going I know it and now it's too hard
Yeah it's showing the motions so now you're too far
Yeah you're walking and talking it's killing my heart
But it's all in my head and it's right from the start

It's all in your mind
And I needed your time
Why won't you ever find
All the feelings inside
Cuz you know I'd do it again
I don't wanna talk baby
Everything I do just by your side
All the things I've done lately
Wouldn't ever wanna make you cry
Oh oohhhhhh fell out of line
I don't wanna waste all ur time

Talk about us
Wanted to go
Here you are standing in front
Even tho you're really far
Go and run to me
Have some fun for me
You're going I know it and now it's too hard
Yeah it's showing the motions so now you're too far
Yeah you're walking and talking it's killing my heart
But it's all in my head and it's right from the start (start)

It's all in your mind
And I needed your time
Why won't you ever find
All the feelings inside
Cuz you know I'd do it again
I don't wanna talk baby
Everything I do just by your side
All the things I've done lately
Wouldn't ever wanna make you cry
Oh oohhhhhh fell out of line
I don't wanna waste all ur time
(ohhhhh waste all ur time)

Waste All Ur Time

Waste All Ur TIme

Waste All Ur Time (prod. ok mallii)

me and my dynamic duo partner @lovekeanu

if you want to make beats like me buy my drumkit!

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sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PY22BTTb6Vk

me:
Wake up
I can’t wake up
I just wanna be alone and sit at home

Say sum?
I won’t say none
You don’t really like me so I guess we’re done

I can’t find a reason to go along with you
Yeah I think we’re done with…

Me just being nauseous 
Cuz you’re way too toxic
I don’t really think you  know what I’ve been through

Don’t say “you’re my boyfriend”
Say “I hate you” instead
I don’t really want to be
Around you

@lovekeanu:

keanu.

So why you at my doorstep?
Why can’t you just accept?
That I don’t want to be with you

I’m sick of all the nonsense 
Baby won’t you focus?
Why can’t I get it through to you?
Yeah, oh

When it rains it pours
(Go try your luck somewhere else)
Baby I don’t know 
Baby just fly, fly away

the sample!

boyfriend +keanu.

there for you

vocals by me
prod. reijiro3k, mis4ortune

(chorus)
shoulda known when to die, yeah
had to make mistakes, shoulda known when to cry yeah
talk it when i had to get it
shoulda known when to fly, yeah (x2)

(verse 1)
first take, take it slow
im on my break, play it low
moon shines on the high end
the sun rises when its breaking

voices in my head
i cant handle it
cant wrap my head around it
twist my feelings so i cant feel again

(bridge)
feel again, i really miss when we kissed on the first thing
in the morning
wake up beside you
take the kids to school right beside you

(chorus)
shoulda known when to die, yeah
had to make mistakes, shoulda known when to cry yeah
talk it when i had to get it
shoulda known when to fly, yeah (x2)

(verse 2)
swear again and again
acting like a kid when it rains
wasted, im wasted
chase red when i see it

phone up, phone up
calling just to help us, im ambitious
see you on the other hand
wish life was the best end

shouldve known (reijiro3k + mis4ortune)

context:
my friend is returning back to china because her visa is running out and she is graduating soon. she's one of my best friends and it sucks because i will probably never see her again. we've been through quite a bit and this song is a goodbye song for her. 

sped up by 8.17%, i met her on 8/17

lyrics

girl i remember your face
in nutrition class
you were nervous as hell
i was taken aback
what to say?
girl i didn't know how
i could make you not doubt
that i'd be around
yeah i tried
took you out for a meal
now you pay for me what a steal
all i want is to show you that you're loved

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl just take care of yourself and your mental health

girl i couldn't see your face
when you cried on the phone
for/four hours you know
yeah you said you're alone
yeah i liked
that you trusted in me
told me everything
and i listened and thought for weeks
for weeks i wept and worried
for weeks

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl every night i prayed that you'd be fine 

girl i hope i see your face
when you've settled down
got that family that you've been talking about
and maybe you haven't figured wit out but
you're on the way there 
just don't forget us
don't forget when we met at first
from your laughter at hangouts to when you were at your worst

so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for

[so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for]