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not depression

Don’t Cry, No Worries

Comet 4 v1

lyrics:

I forgot the way about 10 miles ago
Ive heard to use the stars to help and walk me home
But Its hard to see anything aside from the moon
She said Its never been the same since the town lost u
The storm hit hard way harder than most
U shouldve been inside when it got that close
I pass thru the rubble heaps and I call to a ghost
Fear can get the best of us but pride will take a soul
I fly thru the sky for 10 seconds at most
And I thought to use the gust to try and drop me home
And I tried to use the wind but found the telephone posts
I felt The clips pops thru me out the back of my throat

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

The clouds look fake again
But what’s wrong with u
Its still poison that drips down
That’s what they’re telling you
So what ur telling me
Is that its you vs everyone else
I think u think too much
I know I do it too
And it forced my to change shells
And I wish we didn’t have these fucking arguments
But we dont talk to anyone else
She said I know
What u dont
She said I could tell u
But u should know its brutal
Well fuck it then I dont need anymore trouble than I got
A quarter way is a long way when ur looking back at the drop
There’s nothing better than a friday except a Friday u forgot
Even when its just my place I feel a strong urge to get crossed
The night had always looked beautiful but this time its just so strong
Even after the worst of it im still happier than I thought

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

the stars came crashing down
as i wait for you in this dirt road town and i
cannot make this up if i wanted to
i’m just lashing out at life
i can’t let go
it’s a lil bit harder now
you taste like him
i’m a lil on fire now

light speed into the fray ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

She tryna throw a party and get drunk and get high
The traffic start to look beautiful when ur crosseyed
This sure beats the cubicle she stuck in 9-5
She told me prep the funeral cause tonight she tryna die
So I match that
She 25 and tryna ask me for my snapchat
That’s a foul that’s a sign that’s a red flag
I cant understand the words so I mute them inside my head
 She said when ur this fucked the gutter is like a warm bed
But I already know
And if go insane while im far away
Will u pray for me so I can numb the pain
Im sick of all the substance taking control of me
I feel invisible in here im liability

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

I do not wanna party
I did not wanna scare u
But I could see my heart beat
And I could count the arteries that pump along my body
Im crazy like its a hobby
Im thankful that u love me
Because ion got too much guard me
If we hide from the storm we’ll be just fine
I lost plenty in this flood but its alright
I keep waking up in fear of what I cant fight
But I guess Ill have to face some time later on
We all talk a lot for never trying hard
The lucky limbs of safety aren’t a battle scar on you
But still I stomach orders when she tells me what to do
Even on the best days u look so blue

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

damage (scottysplash x alexbrazy x bapsxx)

lyrics:


Cause after everything thing I been thru I cannot connect
And I hold it deep in my chest right here I need something stronger so I cannot drink beer
My family told me I am not dear to them but its alright
Ill just bring the pain inside the studio all night
Im so high my tongue is missing when my jaws tight
I look out my bedroom windows and I see blue lights
They stick some voices in my head its like its head lice
Kush blunt put some ease in my back bone
Whenever im blowing trees it make my mind calm
I do not even care if they not feeling me I swear
Cause where I grew up I was used to no love

Im too trusting if u tell me that u coming imma wait for ya.   
Promise when im Mia ill try to stay safe for ya
And why they gave the same tainted broke brain to ya
Girl remember when u struggle I have faith in ya

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

But I push on and I do it well
I had to do this shit I swear its in my cells
When Im on please do not ask me for no help
I remember when u tried to give me hell
Cause I remember everything I ever felt
I remember all my bruises and all my welts
So I celebrate for how I never knelt
Despite the pain inside my life I gotta win with this shit
Put my life on top the line because I live for this shit
U break down
And I walked out
Get the fuck out
It came from ur mouth

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

minnesota (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

Before these French 75’s
I was i was doing fine
With liquor red eyes
I wish I had stayed inside tonight
She like u dont know how to party
How u done when the night just started
Rose for the broken hearted
One shot and the shits restarted
This night is the start of an era
Rolling up aloe vera
Low eyes under white mascara
Baby I can read ur mind
Smoke blow thru my drive
Kush clouds realign my spine
I think I secure my shine
I will see it thru this time

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
 cause out in those woods I was terrified
But some how I will make it home alive tonight
And some how she’ll be warm inside this winter white town
And ill be tucked away up on this satellite

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

And I made a promise for me to uphold
But late night in this bed without you tends to get cold
And I know think about the the way it torched
But I promise there was nothing in there for u anymore
I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
These Tattoos cover up all of my insecurities
 Im left without my faith when she cant tell me what to believe
But I will find a way like I always do
And Despite my brain my life moves on without word from you

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

ink (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV4L
prod. celty

lyrics
put me in a trance
i walk like a zombie to match
clothes fuckin drapin off tear off the patch
skin is collapsin
its nothin special and im nothin ever 
i keep me invisible, actually
(x2)

cloudy day
woe is me
rain falls
water sprays

cant see 
cant stay
cant play games no

oh man
oh damn
cant believe my eyes

i see nothin else except all ur lies

u know im goin beast
i just keep fuckin up fuckin up these
thats the 100th time its all me 
but u dont get no apology

this the plan, now we runnin me
double down if im bettin me
i got mills on my pedigree

breakin the cycle
i dont do typos
i run in circles where u try to find urs

1995trance (prod. celty)

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

loser + liar x popularreject (everestdidthis)

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Can't stop failing
So fucked, waiting
For my dreams to come true
For the noose to cut loose
Can't I think

I can make it?
Exposed, im naked
You all know about me,
But I dont know about you
I guess thats my fate.

I'm emjaay, im 22
I've been living my life with you
You know more secrets than I do
Cause I've been writing for you.

Whats my sound now? Grown
Slowly getting outta lows
Knockin four crows 
Off the shoulders, left a note
It aint wrong
Falling up, never listen, never not told
I come off cold, I come off low
And its all in my head
But I still struggle to get out of bed
Find peace in silence, I'd rather be dead
Please piece it together, inside my head

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

cannot sleep, im staying up [prod. HXRXKILLER]

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Lightye4r Intro V1 (jabarionthebeat X Dannnygotthejuice)

lyrics:

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east coast
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

baby im at the airport
this ur last chance and i hope u know
this shit cannot change course
if u needa tell me something lemme know
broke huh
i remember way back i was broke huh
look at me and my givenchy toes
baby i got the bill just grab ur coat
and we out of here
she just tryna stunt cause all her friends her
so thats why u picked this location
and here i thought they was just another patron no
spend an hour gettin ready while im right outside waitin
and this is what i get for being patient
time goes fast when we link alone
the more i think the more i think you took it wrong
i know i been repeating what im tryna say
so hopefully ull listen more than yesterday
vroom late at night i floor it in my lotus make it zoom
and this blueberry put me on the moon
this some potency she high off of the fumes
quarter pound sack im the highest in the room
go hard and dont stop
she say keep on going till u hit that spot
whats that on ur nose cause its white like chalk
baby im concerned for u i think u need to stop

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

i dont got no hoes in my phone
when i met you i left all that shit alone
girl i promise u that we'll be okay
tell me whatchu need and imma getchu whatchu say
and when we all alone imma give u what u crave
i know i been busy but ill find the time of day
i know its a struggle but for u ill find a way
if i told u that i love u then that shit will never change
and i mean it
cold nights it just doesnt feel right
and baby i could swear that we was so tight
just to learn that it was all lies
and u aint mean it
rewind i just wish that i could freeze time
tell me what happened u was so kind
now u givin me frost bite
dont think it aint true
no one really know u like the way u know i do
first name basis with the whole entire crew
tell me what the status ill stay up and wait for u
i could tell thru her tone she dont really want me to
girl its gettin old and im sick of playing these games
she tell me im the shit but then she treat me like a lame
i shoulda known the vibes the second u said u shouldnt came
so watchu gotta say

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

no harm no foul (jabarionthebeat x red x cyclope)

lyrics:

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

they try to be me its clear in my sight i think i gotta cancel my cards
i think my blunt full of sars my spit is blacker than tar
if she got a cute face i know imma go home with it
no cap no toupee she know im way too cold with it
touch me im freezing my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just like u
now im thinking back its hittin me hard
call me when u home she like what for
uh im tryna change girl could u let me
it aint the same cause she dont accept me
i put my faith in i put the work in
still what im getting out
im taking damage i think im breaking baby just help me out
you just like me if u really try think about it
ya imma love addict im still learning how to live without it
t'd up im so t'd up
he sent threats so i d'd up
big boy he so beefed up
one word get his teeth fucked
i just wanna get along
but he came close so he got done up
the situation full of cons
there was no way we could just make up
hot pull up and fuck up an opp boy yuh
my shift gon fuck up the clock boy yuh
rocked i did him dirty ya i did him chop suey
roll up im smoking on bok choy
im not a hero ya im not a hero ya i am the bad guy
i go de niro ya girl dont be scared in the end we gon all die
touch me im freezing
my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

snow tires (kassgocrazy x mochila)

lyrics:

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
lifes too hard baby lifes not fair
i would never give up on you
i am too comfortable
i just wanted to comfort u
is that understandable
who get along like we do
rest these bitches all evil
u been part of my people
i do not ever want no sequel
baby girl im so evil
baby girl im too evil ya
corpse blood in the steeple ya
baby girl im a heathen ya
oh i gotta go when can i see u let me know
oh look my heart ya
she finna melt the snow
she gimme textbook head
she went to harvard ya uh
i am so paralyzed
i said i love you a thousand times
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
i break down but the cause not important
i just wish i could make u feel wanted
i know its dark on this path but we got this
listen to my words when ur close to a forfeit please

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

this is a lullaby(jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl x kimpe)

Lyrics:
you could, drop dead, thats what, she said
im out, my head, only, feel dread
get out, my bed, stay out, instead
break up, you fled, ive seen, ahead

know we're done, but i really hope you do well
you're the one, so i cast another love spell
no more sun, feel like prison in my own hell
had to run, went away i never could tell

she said that im a drop dead romantic
i know that life is way too scary hold my hand if you panic
i know that you been feelin too manic
i got the sedative we miss the party now its too tragic

she said that im a drop dead romantic
i got a potion for the heartache and she say she like magic
im missing something i never had it
i feel the void inside my heart dont even know how i manage

you could drop dead
you could drop dead, she said, she said, she said

Drop Dead Romantic

dropdeadromantic

lyrics:

You Talking to a window
Yea im Talking to a brick wall
Oh its like strep throat
I might as well not speak at all
I cannot see thru the flesh now
I cannot understand her at all
This is not stress its evil
I see Blue winged beast thru the thick fog
But ion pay it no mind
No ion pay it no mind
Blast thru the stop signs
No face nurse in the headlights
I pick the skin from this hole in my face
I took it all off
Look at this pitiful mess u have made
Cause u wouldn’t fuck off

Im shaken up bitch im cold
There’s room on the raft but I jump from the boat
Coughing up blades in my throat
They glow when I push thru his chest
To the core of his soul we all die in the end
I don’t have time to be more than just friends
She said Make it make sense
Im like does it make rent
If it doesnt I wont hesitate to cut it from my life like no discussion
s’why I always get paid in the end
I take the back streets home
Spines froze when they peak out the window
Oh this room full of people ion even know
I guess imma just drink some and then go
But I can’t feel my hands no more
Feel the burn of face on the floor
Oh the pressure made my head hurt more
But I bounce back quick like

You Talking to a window
Yea im Talking to a brick wall
Oh its like strep throat
I might as well not speak at all
I cannot see thru the flesh now
I cannot understand her at all
This is not stress its evil
I see Blue winged beast thru the thick fog
But ion pay it no mind
No ion pay it no mind
Blast thru the stop signs
No face nurse in the headlights
I pick the skin from this hole in my face
I took it all off
Look at this pitiful mess u have made
Cause u wouldn’t fuck off

a brick wall (kassgocrazy x wockboy)

the hero // TEAM6

*all songs reposted are produced by me*

Lightye4r Intro V1 (jabarionthebeat X Dannnygotthejuice)

JabariOnTheBeat