Lyrics:

(I know because you thought that you were okay letting her go but now that she's really gone, it hurts.)

Put my body in decline
recently the curtains close but don't cover up the light
and I guess that's why
I've been cleaning up the words I spilled tonight

Almost broken, feeling stagnant
seldom useful, always honest
well I guess that's why we clicked so well back then

So why don't you Punch my face / break my jaw
maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut
You were all I had back then
So if you're struggling to make a fist
your blood runs cold when you start to remember
all the things that I could never give to you
I could never give to you

My voice was not the only thing I lost this year
I'm losing my grip on what I used to hold closer than anything
Do you remember how we were?
How we used to be?
and how long did it take to forget me?

(So why don't you)
Punch my face / break my jaw
maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut
You were all I had back then
So if you're struggling to make a fist
your blood runs cold when you start to remember
all the things that I could never give to you
I could never give to you
(I could never give to you)

We played on train tracks
so now I'm scared of headlights
On my drives back
passing cars are all too bright
Would you even recognise me
if you passed me on the road
I thought we were getting distant
but we were just getting old

Warm Hands, Cold Heart

Song commissioned by Ellie Velasquez.
 
I don’t wanna speak out of turn
But I’ve been sitting, stifling all my words
I think you finally crossed the line
You fucked with the wrong person this time

You act like you’re nice, when you’re not
The best thing about you is your voice is kinda hot
But even then it doesn’t cover the fact
that everything about you makes me wanna yack 

And I hope this song finds you well
But from the bottom of my heart, I hope you burn in hell 
I hope that whatever you do
You know you made me realise I’m 100x better than you 

You just grind Dodo to pay your debts 
(err, one bullet pizza combo please!)
Driving to the vault to pick up your paycheck 
You get pissed when you wait in line
I can’t believe for a second that I wanted to call you mine

You drive a car that you can’t afford
(it's only 8k a week for the rest of my life)
The voice I once found hot now makes me pretty bored
I should probably seek some help (Ursula Leichenberg hello?)
For all the times you lead me on and just made me feel unwell but

I hope you made the train in okay
But with every atom in my body
I hope you have a shitty day
I guess I should thank you for the fun
But I’m realising now, there was literally none

I’m finally out on the other side
(You're just one big old waste of time)
Feeling the sun on my face, with no mask to hide behind
(it's 2022, who wears a cat mask?!)
I might go to Deans World just for fun, 
I’m better on my own now, thank fuck you weren’t the one

Thank F*ck You Weren’t The One

Artwork by: Shastadon
Song for Shirley Lemons x Steven Hayes wedding reception.

When Shirley Lemons first saw Steven Hayes
she thought
I could love this man for the rest of my days
When Steven saw Shirley he thought
Man my luck must be up
She's beautiful, funny, wholesome and oh shit
I think I might be in love

Lets drive to Chiliad and sit on the hood of my car
Even Zancudo is beautiful when I've got you in my arms

When you said forever
after I asked you to stay
You have never looked so beautiful
as you do on our wedding day
I dont know what I would do
If I had never have met you
That's the end of the tunnel we see
just hold your breath and beep beep with me

I wanna be LemonHayes
for the rest of my days
Life' s a journey and all I can see
Is you by my side, beep beeping with me 

Beep beep with me
beep beep with me
That's the end of the tunnel we see
Just hold your breath and beep beep with me

LemonHayes

One bomb found in a meeting
Not sure how it got there
Only takes one cop to defuse it 
something here seems unfair

The Lost are just getting angry
is a gang not much of a threat?
they think maybe the state should go sovereign
and the message they write be in red

One republic for the people of Sandy
gather everyone around for resource
Members friends and the old ladies
peace is all they were asking for

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town

Holdens voice echoes through the city
brainwashing anyone he could get
the volunteers are farming potatoes
in exchange for food and drink while theyre there

Suddenly the PD comes looking
but get stopped by a lock on the gate
flyovers get shot down by PRSSM
a truce is already too late

Senator and a president talking
'take the shot' is his command
the bullet missed and Rudi goes running
this whole thing is getting out of hand

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town

The lost calls in reinforcements
Vagos, Ballas and Sinister souls
Street Team, BSK HOA and Mayhem
even Hydra Gang got involved

Monday midday the battle begins
PRSSM gives it all that they can
The senate and the PD retreating
seeing their own judges fighting the man

Dawn gets a cop on their own
executes her before she could speak
some people were locked up for treason
a dozen footsoldiers and one EMT

Finally there's a cease fire called upon
isnt all this bloodshed enough?
Enemy of the state and a peoples republic
someone had to call the PD's bluff

And it's all going down
in a tiny little desert town
This is how it went down
In a tiny little desert town

The Lost War Story

In Here for a Long Time
Collab 3, lyrics written by Peren, vocals by Doe and Peren.

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Lyrics:

Burning rubber cutting under the overpass
We’re on the grind again
three uniforms breathing down our necks
they're looking for an easy win
I've been scrubbing at my hands
Trying to get the blood off my skin
five rounds fired, two of ours down
This should have been an easy break in

Was it worth it? is it worth it?
shots fired, lost a tire, losing engine
have to keep moving;
tank is dropping fuel and we're losing ground
who will end it, who will stop it
smell of thermite in the air, 
we were so sure that we had an easy in, easy out
there will be no getting out of this 


We’ll be in here a real long time
Orbiting what must be done
I could let you know how this’ll go
The scene at the end of all time

I hate to say goodbye
You wouldn’t recognize the you that must be you
But then again, maybe I 
don't know myself anymore


it's a stunning realization of where we were
open wounds in heart and mind
no method to know how to be sure
our lives, our fears, what we find
is this how we wash away 
our own sin?

is it worth it, is it worth it?
I am following every step,
they are watching my every move
only one chance
how do we get it right, how do we get it right
there could be an easy in, an easy out
there will be no getting out of this

In Here A Real Long Time - Peren x Doe

Lyrics:

Would you believe me if I said
I've been lying to you since we first met?
I wish I had the guts to tell you sooner
but my stomach hasn't settled yet.

Can the fluid in my lungs
quench the thirst for respiration? 
'cuz I just want to give you my last breath
Will the apologies you made
ease you through the gates of heaven?
That's the only thing more permanent than death

I tried to be a man of faith
now I'm starting to rethink my younger ways
"Carve your story out in stained glass
make sure you follow the right path" X2
I never thought of it like that

(Does it get easier?
No.)

How could you be so selfish
to leave me so young?
In a room full of grimace
you were the first smile I found
Things were better with you around
Your face is a ghost, your name is a relic
your laugh is a waveform I wish I'd written down
You were the silver lining to every cloud

Younger Ways

A little boom-bap for the number one pizzeria in Los Santos. 

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Slice At Maldini's

LYRICS
Where's the fucking rain?

It's been 3 hours of sitting on my ass in the mud
but not a single drop of rain, i'm not asking for a flood
Just a bit of precipitation, and you'll see my elation
im sick of my crops dying, can you see my frustration
If I could get some rain, maybe I won't go insane

'cus water is all i need for me and my crops
I'm not asking for much, just a couple hundred drops
'Cus i love farming and I don't wanna stop

This is my rain song
I'm just begging to be rained on
'cus my garlic's going off, I'm about to throw a strop
this is the worst drought i've ever seen yet, I just wanna get wet
I just wanna get wet

It's been 7 days, still not a single drop of rain
There ain't no clouds in Los Santos, just one fogging up my brain
I've gone through too many watering cans, ah you've got to be kidding man!
just an itty bitty dripping on the city, i'm sick of this t-shirt tan
Just a little bit of rain, would really make my fucking day

Water is all i need for me and my crops
I'm not asking for much, just a couple hundred drops
'Cus i love farming and I dont wanna stop
and when the rain comes

This is my rain song
Im just begging to be rained on
My garlic's going off, I'm about to throw a strop
this is the worst drought i've ever seen yet, i just wanna get wet

I just wanna get wet x3

I just want it tae fuckin' rain

The Rain Song (feat. Maggie Gunn)

Lyrics:
Black hair black lipstick she cut through Me like a knife
Why do these girls always seem to ruin my life
Tattoos and chokers, with an attitude to match
Feel like my heart is made of glass

How do I
Talk to her without fumbling all my words
My chest starts to hurt
What should I say first 
Something like “hey we should hang out”
Or that’s what I want to say but what falls out of my mouth is something like 

Step on me, step on me

Step on me step on me
Goth mommy
The second you walked in was like a slap across the face 
I just want a hot goth girlfriend to put me in my place
In my place

Oh my god, there she is, here she comes, I should talk to her

(Q):
It’s like 99 per cent of people are falling in love With me, 
stop calling me Mommy (it’s weird)
I see you looking at me from way across the room
You seem pretty cute, I think I wanna talk to you 
And then you say:

(Giles):
Step on me step on me
Goth mommy
It would make my day, if you picked me up by the waist
I just want a hot goth girlfriend to put me in my place
In my place

(Q) and Giles:
Is it a step too far? If I told you it was you I wanted to break my heart
You gotta change your tone, you can’t call people Mommy; you’ll just end up alone
Like I’ve even got a chance with you, I’m sorry for being so rude
Don’t be so in your head, that type of shit ain’t gonna get you in someone’s bed

I’m just trying to be stood on, respectfully 
I’m sorry, Goth Mommy

Goth Girls Are Ruining My Life (ft. Q)

The first of two versions of Open your Heart, this one featuring Giles Dickenbottom.
Vocals: Giles Dickenbottom, aka twitch.tv/jackariah
Lyrics, instrumentation, composition, additional vocals: Peren Meliamne, aka twitch.tv/tylerjames2344

i'm not too proud to say the blame is mine
i didn't think it through, I didn't see the line
it's not easy to see the hurt, when the hurt has made me blind
you opened your heart
you opened your heart

i'm not to cold to feel these sticks and stones
what used to go unsaid, now it feels unknown
love hurts til it breaks, and then it /makes itself at /home
it opened our hearts
it opened our hearts

to tell you i'm hurt too is the easy thing to claim
it doesn't do enough to dwell in yesterdays shame
a heart broken by love is the hardest one to tame
i'll open my heart
i'll open my heart


and i'm seeing now how I caused the 
weight to hit your shoulders
crashing into what I chose not to see
i'm feeling now the way that I have
shut myself off from all of the
people who could have been enough for me



i'm not too lost to say that losings fine
burdened down by memory, burdened down in time
i used to feel my best with you now I barely feel alive

Open Your Heart - Peren x Giles

There’s something about the way you look at my mouth
It’s like your waiting for words to come out
Your pupils flick between my teeth, my eyes and then you grin at me
Cheek to cheek, while we’re hand in hand
There’s so many things I’d say if my brain could comprehend

When it’s you and me 
There’s a stunning silence, the violence is hiding away
When it’s you and me
All I wanna say is-

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Why do I have this feeling like the Butterflies right in my chest
When I see your smile my whole world turn upside down
It nothing’s like comparing to you
Hand in hand, flying away into the unknown
You’re my awkward potato, my moon and my sunhine
And I can’t believe

When it’s you and me
There’s something about you I just can’t describe 
when you with me
My fears all disappear and all I can say is

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Taking a walk at night, I take your hand, hold it tight
spin you around And watch you bathe in the moonlight
You’re radiant, and im silver 2
We’re not valorant ranks Im just comparing me to you
You’re the shawshank redemption, or interstellar
Im Sharknado or maybe twilight new moon

But anyway
I know if I need anything you’re just a call away
I hope today
When you hear this song, you don’t cringe at the things I say 

But anyway, you’re lovely
Im just saying you’re amazing, you light up my days and you
Love me, so I can do anything 
Not to be narcissistic, but thanks for putting up with me

Lovely (ft. Lulu)

Originals, song commissions and jingles.
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The Rain Song (feat. Maggie Gunn)

Jackariah x

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