ALWAYS B MY BB  [PROD. SHOBEATS]

ive been doing better than my enemies have ever done (prod. Remghost)

ive kissed too many dead bodies

Shit on my mind, i don’t wanna talk about it
So i guess I’m gon bury it again
I ain’t gon lie, thought i could handle it
But this shit getting scary again
I ain’t acting very fairly to them
They ain’t doing it for me so i moved on
If we fighting than I’m parrying them
If we fighting then I’m leaving a bruise on
Him, I’m gonna sin 
Whatever it takes till i get a win
Thought about this shit when i was in the pen
Doing evil, and I’ll do it again!
Hah, you a lil funny boy
Fuck a label you ran out of money boy
Talking on me, then he know I’m coming for em
I don’t even make sure that my gun is drawn
Tatoos cover my fuckin arms
My mama always thinking that something’s wrong
Keep on pushing me and I’m gonna drop the bomb
Better watch who you been talking on
Ok LESHGO
I love my brothers, put that on my soul
I don’t think the feeling is mutual
I love pain
I been crying by myself in the rain
They say I’m crazy but i say I’m plain
Guess we got different words for insane
I’m gonna turn that lil boy to a stain
All of these thoughts, they been hurting my brain
Girl i told myself i could handle it
But it’s making me go so deranged
No i don’t really have no play for this
But it works at the end of the day
I said I’m gon put that lil boy away
I said I’m gon shoot him right in the face
I can say that shit, i done beat my case
All of those songs that you make a disgrace
That boy is a waste
Wait, holdon
You think I’m angry? Well this just a taste
I’m in a new wave
I’ll keep you Safe
And if i don’t you put me in my place
I remember kissing Terrio’s face in a coffin
Think about it every day
The trauma in me
Mama don’t worry bout me
I’m just tryna find my way
Imma keep crying if that is ok
And if it’s not I’m gon keep running way
Ain’t it funny how I’m living in California
But I’m hating all these sunny days
I’m spreading my wings
I’m gonna fly away but i know it’s harder than I think
I been swapping the backwood for the drank
I been spitting in the booth till i stink
I been growing faster than i can blink
Hopefully I’m growing my bank
Hah! Bad thoughts, even with eyes closed
I know they follow me, wherever I go
Im getting older, wondering where time goes
I’m fucked up, but i say that I’m fine tho
I say that I’m fine
And i know that I’ve been too fucked up
So i can’t make you mine
And i know that all these thoughts inside me
Are normal,  I’m fine 
And i know that all these people gone
Regret it in due time
And i know all these things i say are wrong
But i make it right 
And i know there ain’t no point in trying harder
Life’s a lie
And i know that these songs are gon mean more after i die
And i know that she don’t love me
Less she looked at me and cried
And i looked at myself in the mirror
I’m wasting my time

cold kisses

Real Housewives 4 (prod. shyburial)

Im Stressed And My Brain Is Broken

you made my heart stop (irby)

lyrics:

intro:

you remind me of my home
i wish that youd want me
wish that you want me
wish that you want me

verse 1:
every day I had you
I aint wanna wake up, it felt like I was living in a dream
girl you know you hurt me 
i go through it all again to see you one more time whenever I sleep
the problem is youre problematic
 but ill put all these problems on my back
if you gone spend some more time with me
and I know its hard
but there is gonna be a day you regret the way you tore me apart

its you, you killing me
i cannot breath baby but I am used to it
its you, a curse to me
I cant breath baby but I am used to it
you left me broken and I cant pick up all the god damn pieces
Well I, been burning up the polaroids you left all in my house I need you deleted
lately girl ive been close to the edge
and if you push me off then I am dead
you gone say you miss me, yea
stop with all your letters and dont call my phone
i know youd rather leave me off alone
but still gonna miss me, yea
im sitting in my room, im crying
my eyes could fill a swimming pool
but I swear I aint gonna drown in it
i aint gonna drown in it
I would rather die here than know that,
that you dont want me...
go go, leshgo
who the fuck gone talk on me, especially when id rather be alone
you dont want me
no one gonna spark on me baby
i aint come without my chrome
no no you you dont dont hold me
girl, tell me what the cause is
what makes you so heartless
makes you feel like you dont wanna talk to me 
well I, been burning up the polaroids you left all in my house 
i need you deleted
feel the rush through the room
feel the rush till its gone
but I cant turn my back on you today
feel the rush through the room 
feel the rush till its gone
turn your back on me but Im used to it
girl how dare you, walk around like everything is fine but im dead
no! I aint gonna tell u that anything I did was wrong....
u left me broken and I cant pick up all these god damn pieces

polaroids

lyrics:
any weather
you broke me down all together
Im trying to feel good and get better
but I cant move on any measure
Impress her
Ive been struggling
I look to the bottle, its bubbling
I fill up my lungs with the substance
girl you know, thats when I lost it
late nights in boston
trying to feel better but doing the worst
wont you just try to put me first

Im tired of running
and Girl I know your words mean nothing
and I cant keep lying bout something
oh Im struggling
and I cant feel done in
she dont know me, youre heartless
hold on, my love is so gone
I dont want talk to, talk to no one
Free my body baby
this shit is so wrong 
you dont want me baby 
look where I come from 
Thats when I lost it
late nights in boston
trying to feel better but doing the worst
to tell the truth i dont wanna talk about it anymore
baby it hurts

cool guitar

girl dont you call me
cuz I know deep down you dont really want me
so why you been ruining my company
and I know that you dont accept me yea
promise me youll forget about me yea
is it worth it?
I spent all this time trying to be perfect
and I know youre not who deserved it 
deserved it

fuck you

Rock + Hard Place (jock Version)

this song is out now on Spotify 💕🦇🏴‍☠️🔪
https://open.spotify.com/track/6Z9tBnKDRTMAuFbPn6w1Bw?si=Pbm64GJgRDuGSrJbGETY2w

go!
held ur hair back
and u were throwin up
and u still manage to make me think I'm
bad for what, bad bad for what
bad for what, bad bad for what
I don't wana hurt myself again like that

art by @_elysiqn_

bad for what (prod. xmichaelwarren)

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

lost without u girl its such a shame
i dont know if theres any other way
i take a couple shots right to the face
i gotta find my way its not a game
oh no

features so rare the price is soaring
mix the (n)ine , waxed denim, and a shearling
welcome to the jungle and its pouring
even when im down i can say that im not boring

never gonna get u off my mind
silver necklaces without the line
the tattoo on ur arm embracing mine
replaying in my head like its a vine

i cant see straight without u
i pry thru but i wont let u
dont move on i need to feel u
needing me, needing me

lost without u girl its such a shame
i dont know if theres any other way
i take a couple shots right to the face
i gotta find my way its not a game
oh no

features so rare the price is soaring
mix the (n)ine , waxed denim, and a shearling
welcome to the jungle and its pouring
even when im down i can say that im not boring

i wonder if it's worth it
i can't be the better person
sticky pack in kapital purses
i'm getting blessings with my curses
i'm learning lessons while i'm surfing
trichomes on my wrist
liquify my drip
trickle down my chin, sacred water take a sip
cycles always spin, it's bike day,
take a trip
i do what i wanna
i smell like dolce gabanna
my amulets make me stronger
talisman sing like madonna
they were hating on me, i feel like they won't be any longer
i'm at the treetops, all i need is leaves like a koala

lost without u girl its such a shame
i dont know if theres any other way
i take a couple shots right to the face
i gotta find my way its not a game
oh no

features so rare the price is soaring
mix the (n)ine , waxed denim, and a shearling
welcome to the jungle and its pouring
even when im down i can say that im not boring

welcome to the jungle ft. wstdyth (brody + shinju)

i speak through music, just listen 2 the words,, itll all make sense ,, #realdealcrazy

Rock + Hard Place (jock Version)

Jackie Platinum