i will never let your memory or legacy fade. rest easy and fly high, my friend~ <3

skyhigh

just uploading some stuff that never made it to soundcloud <3

lyrics: i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

you’re so far
i’m stuck in the middle of the hardest part
accepting the distance
mending a broken heart

i trusted a little too much
love lost
but i’m still feeling bitter
so the loves not gone
cause i’m still fucking thinking bout
the shit you on

wonder what you’re doing now
but we don’t talk
i guess i see the reason now cause 
i’m so caught up
fucked up and missing you 

i’m scared
where did the time go 
i swear you were laying 
right there
sleeping beside me
only moments ago

i can’t
leave you a side note
in my story
but you’re not there
i need to find a way
to let you go

i can’t
even cry 
i feel so broken now
but i swear
i would’ve died for you
just hope you know that 

i care
even when i know
that you don’t no more
but
i’m scared
tryna survive
out here all on my own

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i'm scared

I wrote this song during the hardest year of my life. It took me years to finish it, i'm glad i can share it now. I hope y'all feel it. <3

Thru the Phone

shehatesjacob (@shehatesjacob_)