A THOUSAND YEARS

Racially Motivated

I stare at my Instagram
to see who you would think I am 
and see if you were stalking me
would you maybe like what you see
and if not then I could change
take down all of my old posts
and throw out all my new clothes
and tell you that they’re all old

and it’s just everything
you’ve got me overthinking
who’s that guy on your story
but I shouldn’t be worried
but you don’t even know me
and it still makes me lonely
and yet im still worth nothing

get me off of this
I think i need some confidence
and I know I need all of this
im creating my conflicts
And yet I won’t stop
because im filled with a burden
and my heart won’t stop hurting
cuz I know im damned

I stare at my Instagram
to see who you would think I am 
and see if you were stalking me
would you maybe like what you see
and if not then I could change
take down all of my old posts
and throw out all my new clothes
and tell you that they’re all old

and it’s just everything
you’ve got me overthinking
who’s that guy on your story
but I shouldn’t be worried
but you don’t even know me
and it still makes me lonely
and yet im still worth nothing

instagram stalking myself

What Can I Do

Starlight

Slow Dance by Kelsey Kuan

"sunflowers worship the sun... / only when it arrives do they rise... / that is what the sun does to those flowers / it's what you do to me," (rupi kaur)

wanted to use my electric for once hehe

Sunflower

<Paradise>

따뜻한 색깔은 둘이었나 봐
가까이 널 바라 보면
하나 될 순간엔 소리가 없나 봐
눈을 마주치면 또

비추는 두 맘은 
영원할 수는 없을까
Stay I love you
손 닿으면 나는

그냥 라라라라라라
우린 라라라라 do every night
춤을 출 꺼야 baby 

차갑던 내게 봄 같아
여름 밤 은하수 같아
손 등 위에
말해 줄래요 너는 내게

외로운 가을 밤 lullaby
겨울날 하이얀 눈 같아
모든 게 피어나 이 안에서

you're my paradise
you're my only paradise
you're my paradise
she's my only paradise

행복한 순간은 단 둘이었잖아
가만히 널 바라 보면
혼자 한 생각은 다 의미 없잖아.
입을 맞추고 나면

그냥 라라라라라라
우린 라라라라 do every night
춤을 출 꺼야 baby 

차갑던 내게 봄 같아
여름 밤 은하수 같아
손 등 위에
말해 줄래요 너는 내게

외로운 가을 밤 lullaby
겨울 날 하이얀 눈 같아
모든게 피어나 이 안에서

you're my paradise
you're my only paradise
you're my paradise
she's my only paradise

참았던 말들과
걱정에 널 꽉 안으면
작았던 마음 다 사라질꺼야

you're my paradise
you're my only paradise
you're my paradise
she's my only paradise

What Can I Do

Jacob Ray

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