2018 Recordings

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BeQuietDrive1 (deftones cover)

Terrible Lie
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why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
(Hey god) I think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
(Hey god) can this world really be as sad as it seems?
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to someone on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't
there's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in a world you must despise
(Hey god) I believed the promises, your promises and lies
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie 
Terrible lie
You made me throw it all away, my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
How many you betray you've taken everything (terrible lie)
My head is filled with disease, my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
I'm on my hands and knees, I want so much to believe

Terrible Lie

2023. 50th anniversary of hip hop. My wife has always had to be sen dog, even though she is nothing like sen, because i need to be b real, homicidal, bratty, and mocking of death.

apologize about the N words, respecting the original song, no offense meant to anyone. We grew up w this.
J and M

HandOnThePump (Cypress Hill cover)

I re-arranged Phil's vocal melody from minor to arabic scales to make the track more haunting and minimal and different sounding, in addition to new drums bass synth piano parts. Its a song of my youth.

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment, for all my life, oh lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord
Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies
And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord, oh lord
Well I remember, I remember don't worry
How could I ever forget
It's the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep this silence up
No you don't fool me
The hurt doesn't show, but the pain still grows
It's no stranger to you and me
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord, oh lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord, oh lord

In the Air Tonight (Phil Collins  re-arrangement)

Rockwell and MJ did it sexy, but my wife and I did it 2023 sexy

Somebody's Watching Me (Feat MK)

Chokehold

Evil Knievel

ClearlyCrossed

Compulsive/Addictive Organization

I do sadness, and don't charge for it.  40 something long time NYC musician, too busy with work to deal with other musicians, solely in it for the vulnerable core.  Come along for the ride, you're invited. If you're inspired or enjoy, write me at  jsmkpaperless@gmail.com. I can think of no better compliment than to hear you were moved. js

Terrible Lie

TheGoodDoctorJ