This is terrible . You need to quit. now.

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

@ogpichu

i got covid.

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

nd i tried 2 put it all together
i tried to run, but it feels like we're jus fking tethered
tethered by our emotions, for worse or better
but now when u speak all i feel is bitterness...

(because thats the way...)
nd i dont understand the things u do
(its meant to be #us)
when im feeling down i think of u
its crazy how i still dont have a clue
cuz this is not wht i wanna do...
yea its over and over
im sick of listening 2 u...
im stuck in october
im looking for some closure
abt u...

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

here, tomorrow (pichu)

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

prod @012207, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

your my darling now
you were my darling then
look to my face like i found when
they tried to erase us
but never again
if we are apart
we’ll find eachother again

one wing 
but maybe we can make it fly
one breathe 
but maybe were meant to die
darling 
like what if we could make a life
i cant exist like this

your cuts 
bleed blue
hope i bleed the same too
want your touch
i miss you
my darling
i love you

i blush
our lips touch
spent so much time inside a box
our first touch
i finally broke you from the locks
a first love
your always living in my thoughts
fate love
i wanna fresh start

darling (x2)

your my darling now
you were my darling then
look to my face like i found when
they tried to erase us
but never again
if we are apart
we’ll find eachother again

two as one
we’ll be together now and always
together now and always
two as one
we fly together
until death do us part
two as one 
a beautiful thing
a beautiful thing that we are

001 (yandere)

produced and mixed by me
mastered by AViT @avit69

Lyrics:

You have all I need
Yet I'd rather you save it for someone else (Don't blame me)
Because you know how it goes when you're with someone else and
You wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
No friends to tell yet they wouldn't even know anyways
I still wake up in a pile of my blood
I still punch myself till I cannot feel (It's way too fake here)
I wanna go where nobody would ever stay near
Cause I'm dangerous (I'm dangеrous)

Nothing to cover your shoulders (Pleasе save me)
And liquid moving down our spine (I can't take it here)
Love the way you show it and the things I've heard but none of them came from mine (It's too cold here)

Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left and
I'll let that someone live my life instead
Hope she doesn't care about finding me dead

Fuck being nice to myself I hate him more than anything and
I really hate looking like you do, I don't think I ever wanna see your bones move
I don't think I'd call me back
I wish I went through with all of those plans
There's just something bout having the chance that feels a lot better than this and that

The vines start to look my way and
They're sharper than they'll say
Still wouldn't tell me why the flowers turn away from us (I'm so ugly)
And I just wanted to run, found out all the fields were covered in blood

It's too late, promises were made
(Mind on all the things you meant
And not a single heartbeat to beat what's left
I'll let that someone live my life instead)

Just don't get close to the night I left

Cropped Spine

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

Cropped Spine

𝖏𝖆𝖈𝖞 𝖓𝖞𝖙𝖊

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