i keep going back to this album, im not mad about it, this album is beautiful ngl

here for the third time, it feels like tradition to go back here

even more hyperpop

this one goes out to all the dads out there

lyrics:
hit him from the back
now he hershey
fuck a chain
want a diamond stutted furby
paint on my nails
and there's bleach in my hair
down on my knees
like im saying a prayer

i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked, sucked, dicked, hit,
tore that shit
like a christmas gift
from my wishlist
you don't have to witness
cause he so aDICKted
ahah get it

(that was a dick joke)

austtYYYYYYYN this is literally the most
ridiculous thing anyone has ever sent me
and i just want you to know youre a legend
and i cant believe this is a real song you made
ok lets hit it

oh oh oh said you want me
on the bottom
play count's down
so you got what you wanted

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

oh oh oh said you want me on the bottom
crop top off, and im feeling like i wanna
(FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK)

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

oh oh oh said you only use protection
limiter on so that doesnt get distorted

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked, sucked, dicked, hit,
tore that shit
like a christmas gift
from my wishlist
you don't have to witness
cause he so aDICKted

(((song i made 3 years ago when i was finally able to accept myself)))

dilf (ft. button maker)

original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

SPOTIFY PRE-SAVE
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lilkuudere/i-dont-wanna-grow-up-anymore-2

@lilkuudere

lyrics

i don't know which way to go now
what's the point when nobody cares about me?
i hate walking down this street
i keep staring at my feet
cause i'm scared that they'll look at me
and they'll see my face
i can't explain why i'm feeling this way
but i know i'm hurting
i dont know what im learning
what the fuck am i learning?

CAUSE I FUCKED UP
I FUCKED IT
RATHER RUN AWAY THAN COMFRONT IT
ALL THE PAST TIMES I SAID THAT I LOVED IT
NOW I'VE GROWN UP I'TS DISGUSTING (x2)

its fucking disgusting

it's just me, myself and i
tryna figure out my life
i don't care about the others
why tf should i reply?
i'm so sick of this shit
sometimes i wish i could die
i'm so scared of growing up
and dealing with a normal life

i don't know what to do
when there's nothing in my view
i don't have a planned career
i don't even have a clue
just my blood, sweat and tears
i've been searching hard for years
i'm so scared of waking up and finding tht my time is near

WHY IS EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE SO HARD?
I CAN'T EVEN SEE THE STARS IN THE DARK
I CAN ONLY SEE THE SCARS IN MY HEART
MY HEART (x2)

SPOTIFY

i don't wanna grow up anymore (xmichaelwarren)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

lil bit of much needed therapy

i can't stand myself anymore
i'd end it all if i could
but that's too selfish, of course
so i
cut you off, hurt your feelings and force
you out my life, close the door
crush every hope i could hold onto
sharp knife
remove and cut ties
chamber round
one shot, a deadeye

clawin out the brush in my brain
driftwood in my veins
weeds in my lungs
dandelion in my stomach
feelin clean for today
lotta work little pay 
daisies pushin through my teeth
dead leaves under feet
i'm a waster 
i feel like i'm always
dyin by nature
it's a problem i can't fix
that i enable
no you cannot help
you not my savior
that's off the table
i hate reflections
i just wanna disappear
you hate these sentences
how you think that i feel

deadeye (p. michael harrison + ayoley beats)

ft / prod: josua natanael @josuanatanaell
shoutout josua shoutout miharu shoutout u for listening
acapella 4 remixes: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1a9h4AaCSEE4aYx5byJWdwG4K7g09f7k2?usp=sharing

lyrics:
(me)
we got so much time so much time
plz try not 2 waste it
online all the time cause we dont wanna face it
stars like ur eyes n ive been gazing
yea ive been so down can u bring me back up
dont wanna slow down
i wish you'd pull me back up
out this ghost town 
find a place know we could find one
i dont know how
and thats my problem with love
wish you'd wait 4 me, always look at me from above

(josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(j-j-jacy)
i always think abt u when im at my lowest
try not to think abt me much before i blow it
time never thinks abt us it just keeps going
and i never said it out loud i wish i was broken
IF U CALL 4 ME ill be there
I DONT THINK i wanna be here
TAKE UR TIME n i wont be here
promise u wont miss me
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take ur time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes...

(jacy + josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too 
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(me)
ur so pretty
all the time its what im missing
just tell me ur alright
before i can feel fine
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take u r time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes <3

wishes

wishes ft josua natanael

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

song frm last yr @kimzhel

[✮_✮⋰\]
pissd off,, i cnt say tht i want tht 
i can nvr go back cz im runn out of time
cz i dnt wna fl like that ✮⋰✮⋰
by tha grassfields lukn@tha lake thas my lyf

i dnt wna do tht all againxx
flowers in ur hed we turn a mess
whn i reach out u didn tk my handd
green lipstick onmy chest 💋 x

by tha lightpole try2breathe
everythn jus gts2me
tend my wounds i cnt tk heed
let it go need2b free | | | |

brkn glass whts mor2ask
cn u pls gt ovr tht ?
c on ur face right thru ur mask
movn way2way2fast

more or less,, i dnt wnt u2b mad@me
bt its nt my fault u cnt c it 
b it,, treat it,, like its sum u dnt wna c end
anothr ##seedling onmy hed
whts nxt ? in tha grass i lay2restt

i nd2go far awy,, might jus find me by a lake
do it4my only sake,, its not2late liku claim
u bring the worst out of me,, n u make it so hard2breathe
u push me awy,, wnt trust me,, evn tho no1helpd u like me,x,x

green lipstick ✮⋰ ##2022 [kimzhel]

prod me
w/ @scrufff go follow!!

lyrics:
(nico)
i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

dont know why i get nervous
you know that im not perfect
but honestly im not that different
i dont think im the person that deserves this

could've i just been another guy?
or am i believing my own fckin lies?
i can never tell myself to realize
that im not the one that has to decide

i don't wanna take things way too fast
dont wanna make you uncomfortable
i dont know if it'll even last
just hold my hand

so i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

(scruff)
i know i went the wrong way for a minute there
I see your face and you see my stare
I wouldn't wanna touch that
whatchu want with my bag
wish you would've said sum
you dont even like that
you dont even like that
I wouldn't fight back
whatchu feel beside that
when we hop out hop out
hop out wit a 4-5 
ion see your face only your eyes

butterflies w/ scruff

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

@avit69
@kyur0
@prodsoma
@zekzo099

lyrics:
i know its harder to see ignore the pain
i fall in place
i cant erase whats new
new to me
my hearts redeemed
i dont rlly think that i loved her
dont need one or another
too many lies to uncover
i dont need others
im losing color
i waited dawn just to fall to push u farther

just break me down
im out of reach too hard to save me now
i cross my heart i keep it safe and sound
i tried
im taking my time
i dont need a sign

dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another

another [avit + kyuro + soma + zekzo]

ambivalent

produced by me 

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:
if kissing him goodbye
was ur way to play it safe
then leaving u by five
shouldn’t make u misbehave
he needed u inside
but u didn’t wanna stay
a needle in my eye
will be the reason that

i won’t b the first one
stepping out of here
out of fear
watched them say ur name
it changed the atmosphere
blood was smeared

first five weeks
you’re held wit love
next five years
you’ll hold a grudge

Newport between ur lips
i’ll light it for u
before u ash it out
il take it from u

stream :)

leaving you by five

Can I Stay? prod. Sotto

//produced by me (@scrufff), soju (@sojurembrandt), bigmandem (@bigd-mandem), gltch (@user-804977807), and maxmadethebeat (@maxmadethebeat)

//cover by me and @ogpichu

//VERSES (IN ORDER)
1. @scrufff (chorus)
2. @yungkeeta
3. @wehateclip
4. @caprilol
5. @stacked-peso
6. @scrufff (chorus)
7. @sceauu
8. @ripxet
9. @1endie
10. @heysavvy
11. @1slit
12. @scrufff (chorus)
13. @1mosh
14. @23ze
15. @babysantanaa
16. @kkyprxo
17. @aramii
18. @user-351493649
19. @ilyflxwed
20. @not1icy
21. @fumky13
22. @ovrwrld
23. @terastic
24. @okseph
25. @scrufff x @wehateclip (chorus)
26. jack harlow (yes i know hes hard)
27. @szama
28. @1schwefel
29. @ilymotive
30. @donteverforget
31. @konketsuuu
32. @darkestnet
33. @scrufff (chorus)
34. @y0r0
35. @ilyw3s
36. @lil-centerfold
37. @1kairi
38. @mosahlol
39. @kxly
40. @peitzuh, 57. @itzaidyn, ?. @kawaiirxge

scruf cypher 2

scru cypher 2  w/ 50 people (+ 5 prods)

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discord: Pine#9340

wishes ft josua natanael

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