which versions of the truth?

yt upload - https://youtu.be/vCqq8FEmVkA
inst / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18A2k4OEmkeAK5J2QU3C7aOs-1Wp6iHWT?usp=share_link
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6b8ALp03TOSTwOGIem4Oy8?si=V1TaRufmRg6_pASSXjA3Yg
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/future-chancer
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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is there a correlation ‘tween seeing and believing?
or an allegiance behind the scenes we’re seeing? 
it’s just a cycle in my head
i can’t escape? i’ll end up dead
is there some compensation for everything i’m feeling?
or is there a method to prevent what i'm being?
am i too ill to dream of that?
is there a future i can have?

which versions of the truth are truly false?
can you answer the questions singing in the walls?
let's create a wake in the sinusoidal scene
displaced in a world that's nothing like my dreams
nothing but a deluded girl
stuck in her fictional world
there's no escape, only an ending
claiming that she loves her own hell
just take another L
on a deal you cannot sell

although i'm useless useless useless
i want one excuse to de-stress
wanna be useful just for something
don't tell me that this was all for nothing
is there beauty beauty beauty
in my naive little plans?
to catch the world inside my hands
i’ll re-enact the dreams i had to end

don’t you see? both of us could end up free
it’s a morbid game of chance, guide our exchange into a trance
keep on dancing till the end, around our futures and our plans
as the world degrades behind the scenes
let’s kill off our own consciousness and sing

which versions of the truth?
which versions of the truth?

while i know i can’t escape the fate that’s been created
ain’t it stupid not to try?
and for my whole life i’ve spent chasing
i’ll look “me” in the eyes and deny
“your life goal’s overrated, i’d prefer a change of pace
you have no room to complain, now
they can’t hear you up in space”

keep trying to run dear - i’m sure one day you’ll see it
keep fighting yourself and one day you can be free
the day when it snaps and the future’s again different
promise me you’ll keep on alive, if

nobody says what they mean
no, nobody means what they say
those promises made me feel safe
but they never intended to stay
every day let’s look back at ourselves
and wonder where we went wrong
every day let’s regret what we’ve done
then try to keep moving along

although i'm useless useless useless
i want one excuse to de-stress
wanna be useful just for something
don't tell me that this was all for nothing
if there's beauty beauty beauty
in my naive little plans
i need to reassess the means
behind the scenes of topics i obsess

is it too late to dream of a future?
lost in void, but escape's almost near
my fragile worldview is my own abuser
the loneliest soul in the world's full of fear
just- just like that, just like that
i made another scene
just- just like that, just like that
i wanna be obscene
selfish, my dreams tear the world at the seams
oh honestly now, don't you see…?

although i’m useless, is there a future i can have?

although i'm useless useless useless
i want one excuse to de-stress
wanna be useful just for something
don't tell me that this was all for nothing
if it matters matters matters
what i wanted in the end
i’ll catch the world inside my hands
and re-enact the dreams that never bend

don’t you see? both of us could end up free
it’s a morbid game of chance, but even it can falter stance
keep on dancing till the end
around our hardships, holding hands
as the world degrades behind the scenes
i’ll relish any peace of mind and sing

which versions of the truth?

FUTURE CHANCER! - friendxp feat. weina

Romeo and Cinderella (CaseOh UTAU cover)

Original/SVP: Jamie Paige  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqK-jh4TDXo

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: UNI SV, UNI Vocaloid
Software: SynthesizerV Studio 2, VOCALOID4
UNI Vocaloid Render: utatanep1ko

【UNI】Machine Love【SynthV Cover】

it's me

original, svp: flavor foley
tuning, mix, illst, adlib: me

【Otomachi Una】Static【Cover】

cover: https://youtu.be/qd8YCyt72bQ?si=aOXw5Vh9YJpN8wiD

birdbrain || hatsune miku || cover by sirvillager

EDIT EDIT: HERE'S THE YT UPLOAD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2G1E0krjYc&feature=youtu.be

I'm supposed to be working on art for a serious cover.

EDIT: y'all need jesus. here's the dl link http://www.mediafire.com/file/yldxcslnz7e4pp2/Fukase+-+It%27s+Mine.mp3

Fukase: "It's Mine" from LazyTown

Cross-posting from Youtube!!

Check out the PV and get the MP3/AIFF here: https://youtu.be/_TPUsuJfxJs

【WIL】Full Course For Candy Addicts : キャンディアディクトフルコォス【VOCALOIDカバー】

a cover i did for sleepykinq! original song here: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm35928733
sleepykinq's MV here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJevBQqLeHQ

しう - VY2 [カバー]

The Chattering Of Teeth And Lack Of Common Sanity [Revisere]

Hime!! hime!!! hime!!!!!!!!

pv: https://youtu.be/HaxzymHIl3I

lyrics:
Everyday is all the same, all it ever does is cause you pain yet you
insist to subsist, to resist my help, I'd like to see you handle this now
here, here look what's happened now
there's a hole in your heart from all the times you've drowned it out
hey, hey, hey don't make a sound
after all life is much better without

Close your eyes and shut your mouth
numb your fingers, block the sound
isn't it just way too loud?
you need  tune your senses out (x2)

Ah isn't it nice? you've been cured of your disease
you're senseless, defenceless, helpless, relentless
Ah isn't it nice? you've done exactly what you need
you're senseless, senseless, senseless, senseless
Oh you're making it too easy
won't you stay quiet for me
Ah isn't it nice? oh, ah, isn't it nice? 


Don't worry bout what I've caused, I did it for the better, for you.
Don't look at me like i'm at fault, the only one to take the blame is you
here, here, what's the matter now?
Aren't you happier now that there's nothing to worry about?
hey, hey, hey, just calm it down
after all things are much better without doubt

Close your eyes and shut your mouth
numb your fingers, block the sound
isn't it just way too loud?
you need tune your senses out (x2)

Ah isn't it nice? you've been cured of your disease
you're senseless, defenceless, helpless, relentless
Ah isn't it nice? you've done exactly what you need
you're senseless, senseless, senseless, senseless
Oh you're making it too easy
won't you stay quiet for me
Ah isn't it nice? oh, ah, isn't it nice?

Don't think about it, don't think at all
just sit there and watch your people fall
resistance is futile for you ignorant fools
your simple mind is what your destined for

Close your eyes and shut your mouth
numb your fingers, block the sound
isn't it just way too loud?
you need tune your senses out (x2)

Ah isn't it nice? you've been cured of your disease
you're senseless, defensless, exactly how intended
Ah isn't it nice? you've done exactly what I need
you're senseless, senseless, senseless, senseless
Oh you're making it too easy
won't you stay quiet for me
Ah it's so nice! oh, ah, it's so nice!

Senseless ft. Meika Hime | Vocaloid Original

my first song in Japanese lmaoooo

yt: https://youtu.be/eGq06gQmCs8

Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/13vQlxmlEImv3ex1CmKZzepFVhB_MT_LVQ5ne93r6mUU/edit?usp=sharing
English: https://docs.google.com/document/d/139SiHJ11ew5BsioYUrmbZFN9irkFiEKN4DmEc_bSKHc/edit
Romaji: https://docs.google.com/document/d/19-NRU2gB0Pxb3Ftmk8kjV1ljgFoF6-Lt-AFw2OEqYaE/edit?usp=sharing
MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gB6hy1iY9ygZd0QjeJFXV3PbP9VHc3ZC?usp=sharing
VSQx (READ THE READ ME.txt!!!!!!): https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1YNKOe8CcHCFzqha_86ORAK4qXlzUmfbd?usp=sharing

【初音ミク Hatsune Miku】エモーションを捨てる / I'll Throw My Emotions Away【VOCALOID Original Song】

Hi! I'm outta upload time on this account though, so be sure to follow me on my new one,  https://soundcloud.com/fukasinnerv2! I'll be reposting all the tracks that are worth your time onto this account though so mmnmnno pressur e

Fukase: "It's Mine" from LazyTown

Jade S.