This is a voice memo from my phone of a really personal song for me. I didn't think I would ever put this song anywhere or make it public. But I thought about how maybe someone could relate to it in some way, shape or form. It's very roughly recorded as I've only sung this song all the way through this one time after I finished writing it. Songwriting allows me to process the emotions & thoughts, so please be gentle with me and with this song. Thank you for taking the time to listen. xx

Remember? (voice memo)

Paper or Plastic (Demo Recording)

Something Real (Demo) — Paige, Gabe Company

The Game (Demo) — Angelica, Paige & The Rugrats

In the new musical, "Paper or Plastic", Paige has just been told Xander that she might never be able to leave her home in Oklahoma to become a "real" fashion designer in Los Angeles — a thought also hammered into her soul by her conservative mother. 

Thus, Paige recluses into her thoughts in angst to sing this "I Want" anthem of independence, pride, and optimism.

Paper or Plastic: A New Musical (Development Cast Recording)

My Design (Acoustic Vocal Demo) — Paige

I sat down at the piano, pressed record on the voice-notes on my phone, and this flowed out of me. The lyrics are below;

Why do I feel, like I'm locked in this house of my emotions?
of my emotions
what's even real? 
How do I change the colors of my dreams? 
Is it like painting the seams?
And I know that you're watching me from across the hall trying to figure out what I'm thinking, 
but you'll never know what I'm thinking. 
And I know you're watching me, and your'e trying to figure out what I'm thinking...
But you'll never know me 
I'll put up a wall, you'll try to get it to fall 
But you'll knock right into the bricks that are comforting me. 
you'll try to open my heart 
and I will make you start questioning how to breathe. 
cause you'll say you love me,
and I might say it back,
I'm a mirror of your deepest fantasies
a way to give you a quick quick heart attack.
I hope you find someone as beautiful as you think I am 
but you don't know who I am
and I don't even know me.
I don't know who I am, who I want to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, i don't know 
I-I-I-I-I oooohh
I don't know when I, see you looking at me across the room  
You look at your phone give me a clue.
Tell me how to feel, tell me how to feel 
about these butterflies.
You're starting in my chest they're fluttering around,
I don't know what to make them do to calm down.
but I don't, I don't want them there. 
Completely unaware, of everything happening 
and it seems like I don't know how to run run
fast enough away from it all,
away from the fall. 
I heard you whisper to me while I was sleeping. 
You said, I'm falling, I'm falling for you
You thought I was sleeping, but I woke for a second
and I heard you whisper in my ear 
baby I'm falling, falling, I'm falling
I heard say it loud and clear, oh my dear, 
you're falling for the wrong somebody.

Thoughts (Freestyle)

Love this song. Gonna look at recording it properly. Sang this for Caitlin Jenner!

If There's A God Mix (demo version)

Back at the store the next day, Paige walks in on Charity opening mail she, decidedly, had sent to Singleton’s because she didn’t want her mother finding out that she still applied to FIDM. But before she can fuss, they are interrupted by Xander and Gabe who have made up rather quickly and are now seemingly friends. Xander uses the excuse of helping Charity with a "dying ghost" in the back as a way to leave Paige and Gabe an opportunity to talk. Before getting into anything heavy, Gabe pleads for Paige to open her mail — to which they hope it will be an acceptance letter into FIDM, New York. She opens it — and it’s not the answer they were hoping for. Gabe reveals a second letter for Paige that he retrieved from the mailman in passing; when she opens it, the two discover that she has, indeed, been accepted into FIDM, Los Angeles. However, this immediately forces them to talk about their future together.

Paper or Plastic (Vocal Demo Recording)

We'll Wait And See (Vocal Demo) — Gabe & Paige

"Little Pieces"
Performed by Kristin Chenoweth
Music and Lyrics by Andrew Lippa
Recording Engineer: Michael Croiter
Tenor Sax: Tom Regouski

"Little Pieces" - Performed by Kristin Chenoweth / Written by Andrew Lippa

A song I'm putting together in dedication to Sean Simoneaux, Joshua Tucker(J-Tuck), and Jackson Jones. And to anyone who has lost close friends or family. R.I.P.

Rest in Peace

REIGN (Composers' Demos)

01. Opening (Demo) — Company

The Jade/Anthony Company (JAC) is a theatrical producing firm that develops new musicals.

01. Opening (Demo) — Company

The Jade/Anthony Company

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