tripping on blud

cover photo by lauren (@1polaurbear on instagram)

lyrics:

there was never such thing as you and I 
one look into the mirror made me realize
that i couldnt keep hiding behind my lies
i turned into the person that i most despise
dont remember who i was before 
look into the mirror thats not me no more
they say karma is a bitch tell her to settle the score with me cuz i dont think i care anymore

2x

I've been feeling lost in my own hometown
the way they talked then aint the same right now
they didnt like me then now they're all so proud
fuck that i dont think that i should stick around 

there was never such thing as you and I 
one look into the mirror made me realize
that i couldnt keep hiding behind my lies
i turned into the person that i most despise
dont remember who i was before 
look into the mirror thats not me no more
they say karma is a bitch tell her to settle the score with me cuz i dont think i care anymore

2x

mirror (prod. lee)

sorry for the wait 

Lyrics:

Don’t make it complicated
Gotta go do my thing no matter if you hate it but it’s not up for debate now fuck a conversation 
I don’t care. It’s not my fault that you have grown complacent 

but Lately I been wishing it was over
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied
Yeah I been wishing it was over 
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied yeah I been wishing it was 

Shut up, don’t tell me to hold on 
We’ve been stuck here for too long 
How can I tell her to move on?
Bitch get out my crib put your clothes on 
I cannot trust anybody or love anybody like fuck everybody 
I don’t want to talk to that bitch bout her hobbies 
You say that love me but what it’s about me 
I don’t wanna talk it out
You never wanna tell me what the fuck is wrong
You never wanna tell me what’s going on
So I don’t give a fuck about your missing calls 
I don’t even think that we could get along
I don’t like your friends tell em “fuck them all”
Yeah, one last ride and I’m getting off 

cuz Lately I been wishing it was over
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied
Yeah I been wishing it was over 
Losing my patience can’t keep my composure  
I gotta get this weight off of my shoulders 
Said it will be alright that’s what I told her but I lied yeah I been wishing it was

complicated

complicated (prod. joshwa)

lyrics:

You’d think I’d be better by now but I breakdown knowing that you’re never around
My hands still shake when I’m going about my day
Don’t think that I’ll ever calm down but
2x

that’s okay

I changed my mind, I don’t need you
You piss me off when I see you
So here’s a little letter dear you
I hope you like being left in the rearview
I’m not better just know that I tried
and if you hate me just know that it’s fine
Cuz I hate me too there’s no need to lie
I couldn’t keep you around I had to leave you behind
So goodbye and farewell
I think I’ll see you again
somewhere down there in hell
I hope you pray for me now
I hope you pray for my health
I know you hate me but I hope you’re wishing me well
I hate you now but I loved you
You say that it’s not true
I put no one above you
Where no one could touch you
It’s true that I loved you
But now it’s just fuck you
I might go and find somebody else just know that it’s not you

You’d think I’d be better by now but I breakdown knowing that you’re never around
My hands still shake when I’m going about my day
Don’t think that I’ll ever calm down but
2x

That’s okay :)

dear you (prod. yelvy)

produced by nvr,frvr.
mixed by @naomisgrave & @jades714

Lyrics:

I've been stressed out for a minute, I need a breather now.
On the floor fucking bleeding out, wait.
like fuck that I'm leaving now
Stack my money to the ceiling now
My momma told me I should go get it
Unless I got a lil broke fetish
Don't care, I don't know better
Got bloodstains on my new sweater

Yeah, I don't care what they want from me
Got me a laptop not a damn degree
It don't mean a fucking damn to me
I get it if you're not a fan of me
I might fucking sell my soul away
for like 10 bands and a place
Tell em im sorry, had to make em wait
I had to a take a mf break
Running on like no damn rest
Give me a second to catch my breath
and I fuck up when I try my best
Put a hole straight through my chest
Say what they want
Let them stare when I walk
Let them listen when I talk
Have em wishing I would fall

I've been stressed out for a minute, I need a breather now.
On the floor fucking bleeding out, wait.
like fuck that I'm leaving now
Stack my money to the ceiling now
My momma told me I should go get it
Unless I got a lil broke fetish
Don't care, I don't know better
Got bloodstains on my new sweater

broke fetish

lyrics:

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

and it feels like nobody loves you and everybody hates you
Is everyone around you tryna change you?
Got no one but yourself, who’s gonna save you?
The person in the mirror really ain’t you
I don’t wanna stay here I don’t wanna go there
It feels like I belong nowhere
You can pretend but I know you don’t care
I tried to play by your rules but it’s not fair
I don’t need you I don’t need them
I just booked a flight I’ll be gone by the weekend
I been tryna get my head straight I’m trippin for no reason
Don’t know what to do I think I’ve fallen off the deep end
Yeah they don’t even care that I’m upset
I’m pissed off, barely getting started I ain’t done yet
I haven’t gone to sleep, I watched the sunrise and sunset
I think I’ll go to sleep soon cuz bitch

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

crashed (prod. joshwa)

more music otw

lyrics:

oh girl i wish that you knew
that its just always been you
you had me so damn confused
i didnt know what to do
i should be honest with you
knew i was falling for you
spend all my hours with you
you had me calling for you
x2

you had me calling for you
and i just tried to play it cool
but i just look like a fool
and you just came out the blue
just tell me what you want
and ill tell you what i need
you're everything i wanted
its obvious to me
yeah i was stuck in denial
and didnt talk for awhile
can admit to it now
but it was weighing me down
now i cant focus on nothing but you
and i dont care about no one if they aint you
now i cant think straight
you're always in my headspace
im thinkin bout you all day
i hope you're doing okay

you (prod. joshwa)

lyrics:

I don't give a fuck bout nun
I'm gone in like 3 2 1
To the next place
To the next thing
I don't give a fuck bout them
x2

Yeah, I think you should care less
These people not worth your time or your last breath
Yeah, it don't even make sense
Cuz you care about them but they care bout your damn bread
Toxic, bitch I'm counting money till my hands break
Yeah, I don't give a fuck about a handshake
I know you don't give a fuck about me, that's a fake face
You don't got to say another word, keep the damn change
Yeah, I let the phone ring
Like 3-4 times till I feel like fucking moving
Like who you fooling
You can try to play it cool but I know you're fuming
Yeah, I don't wanna waste my time on something that don't mean nun to me
Yeah, I don't wanna waste my high on someone who's gon take my time and leave
I got to shut off the phone
I got people calling that I don't even know
Now you're talking too much, better lower your tone
Bitch I'm good by myself keep it under control

I don't give a fuck bout nun
I'm gone in like 3 2 1
To the next place
To the next thing
I don't give a fuck bout them
x2

apathetic (prod. okayjml)

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

Diving into the world of R&B, Yakob Dye released his first single Difference, a song that sums up the Texas native’s genuine songwriting. Producing and mixing everything himself, Yakob has gained a significant amount of traction while showing his versatility with his indie band Sunrise Academy. Currently, Yakob is working on his debut EP which will release this summer.

Difference

Sometimes

What’s Left to Say

lazy song


I don’t wanna talk no more. I’m out the door
All these conversations got me fucking bored 
I can never feel thing I’ve lost my soul
I cannot stay no more I’m out this hoe
2x

Knowing that I try best and doesn’t show 
Nothing about this is motivational
I was going up but felt like I just froze 
But I keep it going cuz I can’t let it go

I don’t get it 
Always showing me so much affection
I don’t understand why give me so much attention 
Checking up on me why you always so damn attentive 
Why you do it when you don’t have incentive 

I don’t wanna talk no more
Not picking up the calls no more 
No idea why I do this for
I just do it cuz I’m fucking bored 
2x

I don’t wanna talk no more. I’m out the door
All these conversations got me fucking bored 
I can never feel thing I’ve lost my soul
I cannot stay no more I’m out this hoe

2x

talknomore (prod. eric godlow)

lyrics:

*moaning intro*

if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year


Wish that I could give you the world, I hate this
Gotta get outta here, I can’t take this
Waiting for my time to come, I’ve been patient
I’ll keep it moving til I end up on your playlist


if you keep asking, I’ll keep saying I’m okay 
I have no reason to be doing what you say bruh
do what I want and I’ll just worry bout you later 
Focused on myself and now she’s thinking that I hate her
Just give me time and I will get us outta here
I need your help cuz in my head there’s only doubt I hear
I keep it pushing it don’t matter how bad I feel
Cuz I don’t think I could take this for another year

meantime (prod. lil biscuit & dxnny fxntom)

brought to you by some cool cats and the vanishing act

Lyrics:

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

I’m so confused so confused
They Say I’ll be star somewhere by the moon 
Saying that I’ll make it, it’s too fucking soon
Just know I’m so afraid to fucking lose

Fucked up worried bout the little things
But I’m too smooth like I’m 7 with the strings
And you Hate my music but I’ll sure make you sing
Ima Rockstar with a hand full of rings on me

I don’t get I don’t get it I don’t get it all
They keep sayin I’ll go up but I feel like I’ll fall
Every time they say my name it’s some cool shit
I can’t help it thinkin it’s just some bullshit

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

wasting time (prod. cmb)

lyrics:

I don’t know what to do when my heads in a mess
I might write a lil song when I’m deep in distress
I might go through my phone and look at our  texts
I might just stare at my ceiling and not get outta bed 
2x

I don’t hit up my friends cuz I don’t wanna be rude
They got their own shit that their going through
so I’ll just play some music and buss a lil move 
It’s 4 am I’ll just dance in my room

[skit by jades]

Idk what to do anymore 
Might as well be dead on the floor
But I’ll settle the score
I’m not letting you win that’s for sure 

[skit by jades]

I don’t know what to do when my heads in a mess
I might write a lil song when I’m deep in distress
I might go through my phone and look at our  texts
I might just stare at my ceiling and not get outta bed

broke fetish

jades

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