IM GOING TO FUCKING HANG MYSELF IN MY CLOSET NEXT TUESDAY AND NONE OF MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKF CUFK

finally back after 3 yrs god i missed this

i dont lie, i exaggerate (joshwa)

lyrics:

You’d think I’d be better by now but I breakdown knowing that you’re never around
My hands still shake when I’m going about my day
Don’t think that I’ll ever calm down but
2x

that’s okay

I changed my mind, I don’t need you
You piss me off when I see you
So here’s a little letter dear you
I hope you like being left in the rearview
I’m not better just know that I tried
and if you hate me just know that it’s fine
Cuz I hate me too there’s no need to lie
I couldn’t keep you around I had to leave you behind
So goodbye and farewell
I think I’ll see you again
somewhere down there in hell
I hope you pray for me now
I hope you pray for my health
I know you hate me but I hope you’re wishing me well
I hate you now but I loved you
You say that it’s not true
I put no one above you
Where no one could touch you
It’s true that I loved you
But now it’s just fuck you
I might go and find somebody else just know that it’s not you

You’d think I’d be better by now but I breakdown knowing that you’re never around
My hands still shake when I’m going about my day
Don’t think that I’ll ever calm down but
2x

That’s okay :)

dear you (prod. yelvy)

changing places, with different faces

you think you're better off alone?
lets see u make it.

stand there, losing breath
I know that I'm a mess

I'm surprised you'd even check.
last time you left me for dead.

bet you feel better now, that its over
cut me right off, there's no need for closure
no need to worry, I'll keep composure
I know you're watching over.

*jades spotlight*

love how you stop and stare
when there's nobody there

how can you just be so honest
you could of had what you wanted

but you don't even care
its all in what you wear

hope we make it way past august
cant take one more broken promise.

over (feat. jades) (michaelwarren)

more music otw

lyrics:

oh girl i wish that you knew
that its just always been you
you had me so damn confused
i didnt know what to do
i should be honest with you
knew i was falling for you
spend all my hours with you
you had me calling for you
x2

you had me calling for you
and i just tried to play it cool
but i just look like a fool
and you just came out the blue
just tell me what you want
and ill tell you what i need
you're everything i wanted
its obvious to me
yeah i was stuck in denial
and didnt talk for awhile
can admit to it now
but it was weighing me down
now i cant focus on nothing but you
and i dont care about no one if they aint you
now i cant think straight
you're always in my headspace
im thinkin bout you all day
i hope you're doing okay

you (prod. joshwa)

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

bones. w/ jelex (f. jades)

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

whats wrong

brought to you by some cool cats and the vanishing act

Lyrics:

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

I’m so confused so confused
They Say I’ll be star somewhere by the moon 
Saying that I’ll make it, it’s too fucking soon
Just know I’m so afraid to fucking lose

Fucked up worried bout the little things
But I’m too smooth like I’m 7 with the strings
And you Hate my music but I’ll sure make you sing
Ima Rockstar with a hand full of rings on me

I don’t get I don’t get it I don’t get it all
They keep sayin I’ll go up but I feel like I’ll fall
Every time they say my name it’s some cool shit
I can’t help it thinkin it’s just some bullshit

In my bed I’m wasting time and shit (oh my)
At my desk, I’m fucking tired as shit
And I’m so confused I want this shit to click
And I’m under pressure I can’t fold for shit

And I’m been running running running circles all through my head
Overthinking always gets me upset
Hypercritical it’s tough to accept
Pour my heart out onto lyrics cuz it’s all I have left

wasting time (prod. cmb)

sorry not sorry. exiting 2020 entering 2021

thanks for a great year!


Q and Ponch on the intro.
kenna (@kenaede_) and jades on the outro


lyrics:

*a conversation about nuts needing strangulation and snapple*

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

I fucking hate this place 
Get me out get me out I have no reason to stay
I have some old friends who gon say that I changed 
But they waited til now to even mention my name at all
So fuck them And I don’t care what they think
It’s a shame. it’s their loss that they ain’t like me until now
But it doesn’t matter I don’t think I need them around anymore

I’m so sorry but you’re not what I need
I need some self love to get me on my feet
I don’t care how you feel about me so
Shut up, you meant nothing to me from the start 
x2

This is my perfect victory, that’s right I win

sns (prod. idly blare)

@jades714 @ssnoah

noah's verse was supposed to be longer but he decided to moan for a good 4 bars

lyrics:

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

I see your texts and a few missed calls
It makes me want to put my fucking head through the wall
I shut my phone and ignore them all
I’m in my room losing my head in the dark

[noah.wav]

baby i don’t care at all like why you hit me up
i don’t wanna talk it out lately i’ve been feeling stuck
don’t wanna do this anymore
i don’t know what you want from me
cause girl i gave you all of me

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

wasting time (prod. cmb)

jades

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