So basically, all the rappers that are featured in the cypher, including myself, we are all apart of the same server, from a youtuber called CarKpop.
Be sure to check his channel out here: https://www.youtube.com/@carkpop

Credit: [FREE] "Cypher 3" - CYPHER BEAT| 싸이퍼 | Instrumental Music |  #instrumentals 

https://www.youtube.com/@CustomRecord

Rappers (In order of appearance): 
Adam (Chad Ocean)(https://on.soundcloud.com/QK1k1)
Mr. Monster
DSP (https://on.soundcloud.com/Vvnfk)
JB 
Stay (https://on.soundcloud.com/6CJHT)
Ash
Haley (Haiilz) (https://on.soundcloud.com/so78C) 
Deadboi 
Lucky (Luckydude) 
Grimalkin (https://on.soundcloud.com/WDJPh) 
Pepe (https://on.soundcloud.com/TWxpk)   
(*Technically, Pepe's first appearance was in the first hook, but his actual verse is the second to last verse)
Yannis (Hseyil) (https://on.soundcloud.com/go7FB)

Hook: JB, Pepe, Haley, Deadboi
Adlibs: Yannis, JB, Haley, DSP, Mr. Monster
Compilation: Haley

*Disclaimer: We do not own the rights to any song and music video used in our video, nor do we claim to. All credit goes to the respective creators and performers. :)))))*

CarKpop Cypher (Prod. Customrecord)

Credits
Performed by: Deadboi, Haiilz
Lyrics: Deadboi, Haiilz
Composition: Deadboi


[Chorus]
This is the origin story
To one of the most iconic moments in history

Page turner Each chapter
Gets better
Hot or cold weather
Don't matter

I'm just living my best life
And I'm still going strong don't kill my vibe
Welcome to the origin story
Welcome to the origin story

 
[Deadboi]
Back in the day I lacked whole lot of confidence
Was immensly dense to change I didn't even tryna make friends
The origin of a boy who found his fortune
Fear is a concept that is foreign
Scarcity of popularity, but thats ok, its just for fun,  I don’t need to reign 

Like whats the point, man, goddamnit  Like Sokka, I'm a simple man with simple need
But they still come for me, like mantis and her prey  all day they feed all day they feed 
On my sou-ul I'm coldly numb to pain
Leave me alone so I can do this rap crap again, staying in my lane

Am I number 1? Not at the moment, no But when you see me go to the top, you'll know
Fo sho, bro, This is my show But This ain't no Show me the Money trope
That is joke, by the way (ay) I'm still many nights away, I don't know what to say
But at the end of the day, I'm a shy kid sitting in the back drawing anime

To Answer my question of orgin: Couldn't choose 'tween Suga or Jin
I  got a migraine now you're like TT and you''ve missed your a-m-mo it's in my DNA to be
Forever Young I'm ride or die,  every day every night Latata (Yes I Am)
JK please I don't wanna scream any brags of skill but Imma listen to this 승전가

[Chorus]
This is the origin story
To one of the most iconic moments in history

Page turner Each chapter
Gets better
Hot or cold weather
Don't matter

I'm just living my best life
And I'm still going strong don't kill my vibe
Welcome to the origin story
Welcome to the origin story

[Haiilz]
I'm an original copy. Your mold wouldn’t fit me but have you a very nice day 
Alone I was born on this journey and no one can stop me from doing whatever my way 
빛이 나는 shining. Bat your eyes cause I’m blinding and I’m building 
And you're blocked in I've checked you mate now say it with your chest I don’t play 

Game start. How you feeling? Yesterday’s lover now the villain 
Onto the next stage enter in. It’s my origin 
Wouldn’t you collect some hearts if you were smart, you’d play the role 
You’d play the part. Never ever taught how to hit the mark 

I got the drip, got the juice, the sauce. Im final round boss, hoss 
You need some NOS to even lift off. You made DB laugh till he coughed 
Nothing I can’t do. Head on a swivel. Ascending to yet another level 
First shout it out let them know I’ll never settle for anything lesser than greatness 

 (Hold up) I just noticed I still haven’t told you my origin yet 
It’s a humbling tale I would never forget. I’ve been ravaging, pillaging, breaking no sweat 
Caribbean daughter of Queens and Kings. Merit, a morse code tapped into my genes 
Got everything I need to cause a scene. New vision to take me where I’ve never been

[Chorus]
This is the origin story
To one of the most iconic moments in history

Page turner Each chapter
Gets better
Hot or cold weather
Don't matter

I'm just living my best life
And I'm still going strong don't kill my vibe
Welcome to the origin story
Welcome to the origin story

Origin Story (Feat. Haiilz)

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi
Lyrics: Deadboi
Composition: Deadboi
(Prod. LuvHeddy)

[Hook]
It's 7 in the morning
Haven't slept at all I'm mourning
I have to work today
But theres nothing I can mentally take 

But it's alright... I'll survive
I will be fine... But not gonna lie
I feel like will die tonight after 8
 Cause theres nothing i can mentally take

1am I was on instragram
2am I question if life's a scam
3am I'm listening to music
4am can't sleep anymore, frick
5am I'm staring at the bright moon
6am I'm binge reading webtoons
And now its 7 in the morning 
And now I have to get up... I'm mourning
 
[Pre Hook]
I know I've been playing the devil's game
I yes, know that very its lame

[Hook]
It's 7 in the morning
Haven't slept at all I'm mourning
I have to work today
But theres nothing I can mentally take 

But it's alright... I'll survive
I will be fine... But not gonna lie
I feel like will die tonight after 8
 Cause theres nothing i can mentally take

[Verse 2]
I was craving to get my morning coffee
I would go to my Keurig, but I'm way too lazy
Guess I'll run to Starbucks on my way to work
But I dosed off, ran a red light, and then I crashed my car
 
Well I'm late again yall it is all my fault ye
Should've got sleep, but I was prepping for a rap battle
None of this would've happened 
If I just called sick, and then slept in

[Pre Hook]
I know I've been playing the devil's game
And yes I know that its very lame

Ctrl + Shift + N
When is this gonna end
Occupying my mind with garage, I get it
Then i will instantly regret it regret it 

[Hook]
It's 7 in the morning
Haven't slept at all I'm mourning
I have to work today
But theres nothing I can mentally take 

But it's alright... I'll survive
I will be fine... But not gonna lie
I feel like will die tonight after 8
 Cause theres nothing i can mentally take

7:00 AM

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi
Lyrics: Deadboi
Composition: Deadboi
(Original beat is the same instrumental used in the song "Dirty" by Miryo)
 
[Verse 1]
When you got something to say, you always speaking up.
Well you had your turn, now it is time to listen up.
If you think you're civilized, then you're clearly full of lies
You just a toxic pig. Bout time you open your eyes.
 
I tried to be patient, next thing I know you failed me
I tried to be understanding, but I guess you'll never see
I've never seen an L as common as the drama
That you always tryna start up, you act like this around ur mama?
 
Having you in my life, alone is embarrassing
At first I thought you was funny but now you're just disgusting
Look at all the friends you gained, and all the friends you lost
You act all mighty and then you mess it up at what cost?
 
You pretend like you don't care that everybody blocked you.
So why you fuss about it? I think you care, I think you do.
Your bark is aggressive but your bite is soft like a feather.
Your best move is a dumb gif. You mad? Do Better
 
 
[Hook]
Why do you always act this way
Seems you always have something to say
But you always play the victim
And your words are total fiction
 
Wanna confront me? Do it to my face
But your running out of time, pitiful disgrace
I don't play with nasty jerks like you, kid
You just a toxic pig
 
[Verse 2]
You're tiny and you whiney Ahh I'm shaking in my boots
Yeah waking up everyday just to see you acting damn rude
It's not your fault, that's correct it is mine
For letting you in my life, you seem inclined to whine
 
About why nobody ever wanna take you seriously
Think about it, I think you know the answer to the query
Weary of you to be rude, Siri can you block dude
I'm sorry not sorry, No longer worry about you
 
Erthing you say, it's stupid, irrelevant
There's a bastard in this room, forget about the elephant
Since you'll never take a hint, let me spell it out for you
Go to H-E-double hock, suck your teeny cock, and piss off, you
 
Well I admit I'm just like you, I support the first amendment
But "Freedom of Speech" does not mean "Freedom from the Consequence"
I never said it was easy for me to cut away the final tie
But I'm done with you, this is the end, so goodbye. 
 
[Hook]
Why do you always act this way
Seems you always have something to say
But you always play the victim
And your words are total fiction
 
Wanna confront me? Do it to my face
But your running out of time, pitiful disgrace
I don't play with nasty jerks like you, kid
You just a toxic pig
 
[Verse 3]
What you think you doing here?
Uninvited guest, you best leave here.
Crazy ass repulsive loser 
The door is that way peace out intruder

I mean has no one ever cussed you out be-fore?
Say you want res-pect? but you ain't deserve no more
And for that I spit in your ugly judgemental face and say
"Fxxk off toxic pig, the pig pen is that way!!!" (so get out of my life)

[Hook]
Why do you always act this way
Seems you always have something to say
But you always play the victim
And your words are total fiction
 
Wanna confront me? Do it to my face
But your running out of time, pitiful disgrace
I don't play with nasty jerks like you, kid
You just a toxic pig

Toxic Pig

Performed by: Deadboi
Written by: Deadboi
(Self Prod.)
--------------------------------------------
[Lyrics]
I am on a journey that I do not wanna take
But I've been here before, what a mistake
Guess I've thrown my motivation into the lake
Procrastining then I wonder why I'm behind
Failing my classes as I write this very line
Perhaps I should just sit down and rethink my life

Since highschool I wondered was I fine
Had a routine but it fell out of line
Guess I'll hide away myself tonight

My god I hate my brain my brain
Like what is there to gain to gain? 
Everytime I need some motivation, 
My mind just goes on vacation 
My god Im on decline decline
I think Ive lost my mind my mind
But if you see me on vacation
Well at least I had dedication 

They say wisdom comes with age but I digress 
It is something I still can not digest
But Im here so I guess Ill do my best
Ive been applying, but Im just not their type
No one wants a straight kid who just draws and writes
I'm doing better but I'm very far from fine

Now in college, still feeling dumb 
So stupid that I'm feeling numb
But Ill try to work on myself at once

My god I hate my brain my brain
Like what is there to gain to gain? 
Everytime I need some motivation, 
My mind just goes on vacation 
My god Im on decline decline
I think Ive lost my mind my mind
But if you see me on vacation
Well at least I had dedication

Decline (Hate My Brain)

Credits:
Written by: Deadboi, IdontgiveanUGH 
Performed by: Deadboi, IdontgiveanUGH 
(Prod. Deadboi)
----------------------------------------
Lyrics:
[Hook]
Like a ghost we gon' scare
the shit out of you, yeah
But I'm sometimes not myself like Norman Bates (Norman Bates)
Use the pen in my head
Like the raiser of hell
Feeling like no competition in our lane (Yeah yeah)
Like a ghost (Like a ghost)
Like a ghost (Like a ghost)
Only time you'll ever see us when we rap (When we rap)
And that's a fact (That's a fact)
That's a fact (That's a fact)
Only time we miss the bars is when we're jailed 

[Deadboi]
Like a ghost, I’m so cold, from my exterior to my heart
Haunt this house like we in Luigi’s Mansion, Your name is on the wall, written in blood from the glass shards
I'm competing in a competition, but I don't like competition 
Bold assumption to say that I'm listening 
No its just their presence, I'm addressing, 
Stop talking in delusion with your nonsensical bullshit 
No I can not even tell , what the hell am I doing with life? Oh my god, am I well? 
But that is not me, that's the demons talking from the prison cell 
Saved by the bells of hell, I finally left my shell 
Je ne parle pas français, but that's ok 
난 상관 없어 I rap English all day
Call me a villain, I got the tongue of a serpent 
Slytherin myself to the snitch that is golden, 
It appears you ran out of luck points, now it’s time to change your name to UN-Lucky, dude.
Dude, unperfect. living or dead, I’m about come in come in, hit you with this goddamn fat truth
Water, earth, fire, air, Imma blood bender, flow bender, like Ammon, where’s your element?
You’ll go down like Bloody Mary on the cross, you’re beauty will never scare me, you’re hella bent
'Cause we are winning the battles and flippin the table, like rebels rebelling, we breaking the rules,
Nuh uh, we never lose, 2 kool 4 us to be skooled by these fools, this is no game of Kahoot, bruh
I don’t give an ugh who I’m going against, nobody cares
Take it away, all of the gain. Feeling the pain, going insane right here
Your time it is up, you in the company of Vecna, tatted on our motherfucking wrist, we the number 1, ah

[Hook]

[IdontgiveanUGH]
Erste Runde bestanden, wie ein Einsen-Schreiber
Sollt' mir selber Blumen kaufen, so wie Miley Cyrus
Bin auf der and'ren Gartenseite und zerstör dich durch die Hecke (hacke) wie ein Cybervirus
Bin wie stilles Wasser, wenn es fließt, ich hab nen leisen Einfluss
Es gibt keinerlei Grund meine Meinung nicht zu akzeptieren
Hätte ich drei Wünsche frei, dann wär ich fly wie Aladdin
Und würde ich früher wissen, wer ich morgen werd', 
Würd' ich nichts verändern, auch wenn ich mich oft beschwer'
Ja, mein Kopf ist schwer voller Sorgen welche mich verfolgen, wie Promi Fans
Deswegen schreibe ich Songs mit Schmerz
Verkörper den Zorn im Herz
In meiner Bubble wie'n Comic-Text
Yeah, mich stoppt nichts mehr
There's a person admiring the time I spend writing these texts about choirs in my head
He's a real man
So I'm calling out my fake friends
I got only one in my group like hydrogen
And when I'm spitting it ignites in flames
The (w)rap I'm gifting is just like a spell
Been so dead, boi, feeling sick and tired of hate
In my head, boi, lives a spinning microwave
Feeling like I been a wicked geist
Laughed at living like a loner
But I'll always see the light
I will be there and I'll scare you for a decent time
Funny how I'm sitting in the corner
But I'm still winning the price

[Hook]

Ghost (feat. IdontgiveanUGH)

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi, HanaKo, Ro1
Lyrics: Deadboi, HanaKo, Ro1
(Self Prod.)
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Lyrics:
[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Deadboi]
I may seem OK but mentally I'm nay
I would smile but I'm tired today
I would hide but it would boil anyways
I'd address all my demons but I'm way too pained
Hate it when I lose myself, 
wish that I could be myself
Well, maybe just maybe that is an overstatement
Or Maybe I should my address the letters of my demons 
Taste the rainbow of disparity
The narrative has no clarity
I will just sell my soul to charity
So someone can use it with purity
The serenity is different my identity indifferent
Should I spill pitys out? I feel hesitant
Incompentence will be my inheritance
I tried to warn you in my defense
Hence the lack of tears I cry
Hence the time I said "I wanna die"
K M S are my 3 favorite letters
They told that everything would get better
But I never seen the edge, never walked the ledge
Cause deletion of my self would be so selfish 
to those who say it's all in my head
I'll stay another day, eventho life is complicated

[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Ro1]
Feeling kinda down
boutta drown in my feels
Looking like a child
In the wild on a field 
I'm a knight on a battlefield 
With no shield. I can't yield 
any answers. lots of questions 
Any connection? I can't build
I see a sea of emotions 
or a freezing cold ocean.
A turbulent motion
causing constant commotion
Look inside, and you'll see
that I'm completely broken
Locked up mind in a jungle wild 
Not much is spoken
Way back, back to the whack 
time when I got attacked
by a pack of wolves. 
Life stabbed me in the back.
Locked up very tight 
(in shackles of fright)
Dark and scary night 
(when you think it's so bright)
Don't know what to pick, 
meditation or medication?
Rehabilitation needs 
a lot of self dedication 
Lot' of expectations 
like I need to lift a nation
for a patient, that's a hefty task
Lie to fill my empty mask

[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Ro1]
Livin' a lie like sheep in a line
Woken, but I am broken
Will I be fine or step on a mine?
My mind's wide open
Willing to wonder what way I would find
What kind of wicked thing, I walk into while
I'm tryna survive staying alive. 
Doing my best to just open my eyes

[Deadboi]
"Vanity is vanity" Ecclesiates 1:2
But maybe if we dig deeper, you can find meaning too
Men die, women die every single day
Why do we hurt the very people who are fighting everyday?
I know where you stand silent in trees
Let us admit were hopeless on our knees
People who are narcissists will never understand 
Instead with their insecurities they'll paint over our canvas

Empty Mask (feat. HanaKo, R01)

Performed by: Deadboi
Written by: Deadboi
(Self Prod.)
---------------------------------------------
Once I was 17, going on to 18
I wanted to song write, as of lately
I didn’t know where to start Not confident  in my art
I knew that road would be hard
I couldn't mix couldn't do shhhhhhh
But there was something deep down that would would always tell me
I should never give up, that would never work well
‘Cause even tho I'm Deadboi, it will never die in me
It's ok I'm not okay with this empty feeling
They say "go to therapy", but the DAW's my place of healing
It like I'm the quiet kid who's only real friend is music
And if I ditched that friend, then I would lose it
Later I had turned 19 and I came out with Character Arch
I knew I wanted to improve, so I took my skills to heart
Followed by that was a Sensory Overload of improvement
Finally Let the Beat Drop, but that was no perfection blueprint
I know I won 4th,  but I knew that was not the end
So I'll keep on going fourth, even if I can't speak French
Or Korean, Persian, Greek, German, even English
Even before being verbal, art was always my first language
Still feel like 888, and I'm Living in the Moment
I'm fine, doing great, still Thrift Rapping on a budget
And above that! I love it! This newcomer is on his way
And to those Toxic Pigs in my life, I got something to say:
This is my  Origin Story and you already know it is  here to stay

I wanna travel the world, and see
The reflection of myself, of myself
Dream to be the better version of me
Still I wanna put my trophies on my shelf
This my origin story

Fiercely independent, yet I pray to be depended on
One day I'll be the rising star, so I'll keep on keeping on
Sow the passion I'm reaping on. Imagine wanting to give it up
I am still young, but tomorrow’s never promised, that is why Imma live it up
I remember the golden era, we covering K-pop songs
Baby I'll pray, Lord everyday, help me be stronger
Than I was once before
Dear younger self, remember what you did this for
Shout out LuckyCa7, Lucky, Hseyil, Grim,  Stay, Hana, Cirrus, Sura 
JB, DSP, Hali, Matt, Pepega, Mr. Monster, Ugh,  
And also Paddy, Noopy, and Pixel. They’re all the reason I keep going as well
Stayed up till 7 in the morning, so that I can always excel 
 Tho I soon turn 21,  I’ll celebrate without alcohol  
 I got too many projects   but I still wanna project em all 
But the the clock keeps going by fast and I’m running out of time
Procrastinating once again, but even still we reaching new heights

I wanna travel the world, and see
The reflection of myself, of myself
Dream to be the better version of me
Still I wanna put my trophies on my shelf
This my origin story

Welcome to my origin story
Ain't nothing getting in my way gonna make my own history
I don’t want 2 weeks, Because I need a damn millenium
Think my lyrics too preachy? Or you just disagree with’em?
Suffer,  you better do better, if wanna come at me with your bull
Feeling like a wicked geist, in a fight, surrounded by these trolls
But I don’t care, I’m the Winning team, I already made it this far
And I’m living my best life, haters, can’t kill my vibe, I’m a survivor

This is my origin story
To one of the most iconic moments in history
Page turner, Each chapter gets better
Hot or cold weather, don’t matter

Origin Story pt. 2

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi, luckyca7
Written By: Deadboi, luckyca7
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Lyrics:

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

[luckyca7]
밤엔 뒤를 돌아보곤 해
아직 우린 안전하지 않네
낮엔 너를 바라보곤 해
뒤에 오는 감정을 잊은 채
전부 지워야 해
하루가 어땠든 그건 나빴어야만 해
웃으면서 받아주곤 했지만
Never trust him, 멀어져야 해
우리들의 마음, 너와 나의 반
기억이 안 난다면 그대로 떠나
사람을 믿다가도 상처가 남아
사랑을 잊다가도 기억에 남아
Leave me alone, 그 꿈 속에서 또
그 안에 갇힌 매일매일도
날 꺼내줘, 다만 아프지 않도록
아무 상처 없이 잊을 수 있도록

Maybe what I need is to forgive
So that I can peacefully live
Now I see the pink sky, from the distant fires
In the end, everything soon will transpire

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

[Deadboi]
They say "grass is always greener on the other side"
I've thought that to be true, but the green envy still arives
I crave to prove myself to others,
Which is why I wish to push myself farther
(Yeah) Tears in the rain, feelings down the drain
Thought I'd get over you but my heart's is in pain.
Thinking bout the memories that both of us made
But everything we fought for it's now all in vain
Bottles of champagne, so I can drink the pain away
Clubbing with the boys 9-5, every Friday
Just a normal good day feels like a holiday
Even if I am wasted, I'll still feel the pain anyway
With age comes decay with pain comes the gain
As the wind blows north, with it comes my worth
Calm after the storm, climate's coming back to normal
It's been way too long, and I can't do this no more

Maybe what I need is to forgive
So that I can peacefully live
Now I see the pink sky, from the distant fires
In the end, everything soon will transpire

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

Pink Sky (feat. luckyca7)

Written by: Deadboi
Performed by: Deadboi
(prod. AnabolicBeatz)
https://youtu.be/DAu68YGuZ-0?si=b3S7JHEDMbhOagHC
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[Mr. Breakknee]
Why you so judgmental? Complain that you hate it while you put your soul on rental
To the devil, you think that you a rebel, 
But you got a shit respect level.
Some people who comment about me
 are all talk and no walk with a mouth full of chalk
As they Debate with me just to hate,
Like an Alpha male mate, who fell for the bait
But I’m not a beta like Andrew Tate, no, I don’t even claim these bigot men
Or women, humans in general are just domesticated demons
Take it slow, all my fiends are heathens, ruining my life for many reasons 
Pass the mic while your short life in hype ends, Gotta stop gloating over irrelevance

[Woof Pepper]
The usage of the F word doesn't mean I'm tryna be tough as phoque
I didn’t even say the word, I said the French word for “seal.” 
This was made from love that you clearly didn’t feel
If you don’t understand the pain, then I bid you good luck
(Fuck that), that seal is about to set sail on the sea
(Love that), that storm holds me back, but you see
I got 99 problems, and the current isn’t one
Doesn’t make me any better acting like a victim just for fun

[Bobafoxx]
I do not even understand what is the problem with these stupid ass people, the Sheeple who blindly just follow other people to prove that they are individual needles
In a haystack; everybody under the sun we all crave to be unique. How would it feel if the whole world was made like a goddamn eunuch?
They’ll silence the real people on the internet while they let those bitches talk petty shit
They pray not to be held at gunpoint, and snapped apart by the joints
Like a Barbie doll, 
Ain’t no Ken gonna save you from the waterfall to your downfall, of this dark abysmal blissfully taking my stance with a fist full 
[Deadboi]
Cults are forming, mouths are foaming bad ideas like diarrhea.
The devil said to me I need to pick sides, but I'll pass, I'm not your noble Berean
Hush puppy, you are such a kind man! Do you wanna cookie for the bare minimum?
But I am not your possession, not your obsession here is a lesson: Stop your Testing!
The birds they circle above our head, each one with a death threat
But they can not even take me down, because I'm already dead
To the macabre of this damn world, can't change me if I'm already one
Of those bad ones, you judging me? Fuck AI "Art" this should be fun
Keep my pretty name out your mouth don't wear it out or else I will shout
I don't wanna hear about your politics, I don't give a shit about it, get out
My pen shat on your GPT, while the human race has all gone south
Get the fuck out my life, if the stats and the clout are all that you can bitch about

Shawty better run faster than your friends, cause the bear’s gonna catch you and make your reign end
Some call it grizzly, I call it karma
They get pissy while I sip my Starbucks
huff huff huff Watch them try hard
Always tryna pull the same card
They don’t even care to learn their basics
All they wanna do is earn their paychecks
Trolls gonna troll with their BS Our generation needs Jesus
Crying I’m dying, How hilarious, while egos get shattered to pieces
I repeat: Shattered to pieces. Hopefully I’m not raining your parade
But unfortunately you stepped out of line, and now you gotta feel the motherfucking shade

Multi-Persona Freestyle (prod. AnabolicBeatz)

Performed by: Deadboi
Written by: Deadboi
(prod. Bad Sheeran)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lq1vpWEir4g
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Why do I feel so confused? I was in a good mood.
Now I wanna off myself tied up with a noose
You don’t wanna be near me, I’m telling you because I care.
I’m a walking red flag, that would make you rip out all your hair  
I’m tryna give you a chance, please just go away
I don’t want you to also go through my fucking pain
I know you hate it, but I am just tryna keep you sane
I’m a demonic ouija board, not an innocent game.

Why am I like this? 
Why am I fucked up?
Why do I exist? Just shut up
I’m way beyond repair
You’re mistaken if you care
Why is life unfair? I hate it.
Never meant to be the problem, 
Yet that’s always what I am  
(If God really loved people, then why did he create me?)
If I burned in hell tomorrow
That would call for celebration
Not the person you should follow..
I’m broken

Didn't ask for me to exist
I'm that type who makes you exit
From the room, as you should
Cause I'm swinging through 20 moods
The world is against me.
Why the hell am I angsty?
Sometimes I like to watch shit burn
Aka this ugly shit world.
Hella unstable, yes I'm a psycho.
Life is a fable, and I'm a typo.
Being a sinner is all I know.
I'm the type to play you like Pai sho.
Fuck this shit, I must admit,
Sometimes my thoughts are concerning.
Get rid of me before I start turning
Away from you, cause I'm a sad shit.

Why am I like this? 
Why am I fucked up?
Why do I exist? Just shut up
I’m way beyond repair
You’re mistaken if you care
Why is life unfair? I hate it.
Never meant to be the problem, 
Yet that’s always what I am  
(If God really loved people, then why did he create me?)
If I burned in hell tomorrow
That would call for celebration
Not the person you should follow..
I’m broken

I hate the person in the mirror
So what are you guys here for? 
I know this negativity is all in my head
So why do I think I’m better off dead
If I die today, nothing would be better
But maybe I should write my God a letter…

Why am I like this? 
Why am I fucked up?
Why do I exist? Just shut up
I’m way beyond repair
You’re mistaken if you care
Why is life unfair? I hate it.
Never meant to be the problem, 
Yet that’s always what I am  
(If God really loved people, then why did he create me?)
If I burned in hell tomorrow
That would call for celebration
Not the person you should follow..
I’m broken

Why Am I

Credits:
Written by: Deadboi
Performed by: Deadboi
(Prod. Pendo46)
*Image is AI generated*
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[Lyrics]
The thoughts inside our heads, they be eating us alive
Thinking about what was dead, but only one of us survived
One found better friends, the other lacked common sense
That's why she's in a ditch, crying alone like a bitch
Everything seems normal but I swear to God it's not
All of my thoughts are stuck in an infinite paradox 
You better choose wisely how you play your card
Cause the knife you put in my back, is going back through your heart
They'll never know unless they walk in my shoes
They'll never understand exactly what I’ve been through
There are too many misconceptions In a world filled with deceptions
Propagating my mind with these trivial convictions
Some people need to shut up, they don’t know what they are talking about
They're too blind to see the issues and too deaf to hear us out
All they taste is innocent blood, all they feel is conscience thinning out
Let’s hope that they can still smell, when the devil comes around
Coping mechanism, seems you think this shit is normal
Like when it's called out, were the ones you call immoral
It’s the same damn thing every single time, when you look around would you wanna lie?
You got a big mouth, for an crazy bitch, the hell you get to cry?
Sometimes things don't go our way, 
But we still need to navigate through the foggy roads of pain
The angel has gone rogue, and the devil has you caged
Go ahead and talk your shit, it'll come back at your face


I don't associate with no stranger
It's danger
You pretend to be an angel
But you aura is the devil
You're a wolf in sheep's clothing,
Existence so insulting
I don't give a shit, you can keep up your sulking

You  another Judas
Just another Judas (x3)

I don't give a shit, just hope you don't end yourself like him


I think It's really fucked up how you gaslight yourself into delusion
Lying through your crooked, yellow teeth, causing this confusion
Ruining a man's reputation, just because he won't accept your love
Then you hold a grudge
It do not matter the length, karma will always make a comeback
When you least expect it, you realize there are no tag backs
But I know you're mentally ill. It is really not your fault
But you need to step back and look at your inner self 
Dear my friend, You were once a beautiful soul
But the spirit of Jezebel has made your heart so cold
So full of yourself you won't take accountability
Your stupidity is a disease, and your face is a fatality
I don't even know who you are anymore
Feelings are too ambivalent, I'm lying on the floor
Drunken by these flashbacks, Hungover by memories
Of watching you harm yourself, The scar on your arm, I can clearly see
I'll never forget that brutal panic attack
But I'm over you and your manipulative act
Don't even try to make it up, I'm never going back
You've only got yourself to blame, you put this on your back
The past is in the past at last, funny how time flies by so fast
Doing better with my life, from you I am unattatched, 
I don't hate you, but it seems that you hate yourself
Out of love, I think that you should finally fucking get help

I don't associate with no stranger
It's danger
You pretend to be an angel
But you aura is the devil
You're a wolf in sheep's clothing,
Existence so insulting
I don't give a shit, you can keep up your sulking

You  another Judas 
Just another Judas (x3)

I don't give a shit, just hope you don't end yourself just like him

Judas (prod. Pendo46)

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Self. Prod)
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[Lyrics]
We all wish that life could be
Just a one way road where we could see
We all just want to escape
From the demon we call pain
But that pain is immortal
For years it has hurt us all 
So we run from the truth
And we're too scared to loose

And oh we're filled to the brim with hate
And all we want to do is escape
Yet we pray that we could all get together
Even though we lost our minds since forever

We wear our masks all the time
Cause our problem's not their problem, and we don't want to whine
But guys like us understand
That they'll never hear us out, cause we too are also outcasts

Everyone just wants to be known
As the one who changed the world
But instead we're hurting everyone
As a cry for help, we're too hurt
And that is why we say love sucks
Cause deep down, were dead and numb
We all lie just to survive
We're all just born to die

We're all born evil (born evil)
We're all born evil (born evil)

Comparison is the thief of joy
And that is why everyone is so mad
They say that humanity only destroy
What was once good, and now its seen as bad
Common sense has lost it's commonality
Ever since we lost the concept of "personality"
So they put us into boxes that we don't fully fit it
The narcissists always talk, yet they never listen
What is wrong with the world? I just wanna set it on fire
It's what the demons are used to right? I swear we all are liars
Everyone's evil we only care what we gain, 
Cause we stay in sunshine, but leave at the drop of rain 
See I know I know I know that your hearts same as mine
So I don't I don't I don't wanna hear your freaking cries
Because deep down we know that we will never see utopia
So we'll do whatever for a drop of that euphoria

We wear our masks all the time
Cause our problem's not their problem, and we don't want to whine
But guys like us understand
That they'll never hear us out, cause we too are also outcasts

Everyone just wants to be known
As the one who changed the world
But instead we're hurting everyone
As a cry for help, we're too hurt
And that is why we say love sucks
Cause deep down, were dead and numb
We all lie just to survive
We're all just born to die

We're all born evil
Guess I need to realize I should go my own way
We're all born evil
And I'm just another dude they won't need anyway

Everyone just wants to be known 
As the one who changed the world
But instead we're hurting everyone
As a cry for help, we're too hurt

And that is why we say love sucks
Cause deep down, were dead and numb
We all lie just to survive
We're all just born to die

We're all born evil (born evil)
We're all born evil (born evil)

And that is why we say love sucks
Cause deep down, were dead and numb
We all lie just to survive
We're all just born to die

We're all born evil

Born Evil

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Self. Prod)

I walk alone in this desert
To realize, how much life hurts
I want to show my true face,
But it is such a disgrace
I tell them what they see 
Is the real version of me
Cause they’ll hate me when they see my true colors

Under my coat of sheep wool
Lies a viscous, scary wolf
Who's ran away from his pack
Cause the others won't understand
I don't want my peers to hate me
But I still wanna love me 
And I can't hide from myself forever

I wanna shatter the mirror
Cause I'm sick of the man
Whom I see right here
I feel 
Like I don't belong
But I'll pretend that there's nothing wrong
I guess that I am my own liar

For my friends, I gotta stay strong
Even though I know that I'm not
Should I beg my pardon
Or would I be a burden?
I just want to return here
But I live in constant fear
That they'll never love me for who I really am

I wanna shatter the mirror
Cause I'm sick of the man
Whom I see right here
I feel 
Like I don't belong
But I'll pretend that there's nothing wrong
I guess that I am my own liar

My Own Liar

Original Instrumental: EcoYard - "YUNG" (Feat. Jvcki Wai)
Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
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All of them birds pulling up in my kingdom
But you know I couldn't care less about them
All my opps calling up on my phone, 
But I'll still never answer them with their snarky tone
Tho I'll raise a toast at my own funeral
Knowing I'mma make it up in vast celestial
Up in sky, sound's waving in the clouds
Like a thunderstorm circling all around 

viviendo al mucho, 
pero no 
tengo drogas en mi bolsa
Hold up 
I'm about to pull up
Once again in my rip jeans, so what

I been serving it up for all 4 seasons, 
So you can truly say I'm a seasoned yapper
With the rapper status, but I was just teasin
Now you bout to see the full feature film from the master.
To my gang gang Im doing ok
To my haters, I'm thriving and yall are freaking ugly
And I stand on business like I stand on the podium
Cause you already know this ain't my first rodeo
When I pull up in the building, everybody in shambles
Life is a gamble, when I ramble on the sample
Room's already getting groovy, you better be aware
That no matter where you go, I'm everywhere 

Academic slump, 
So I'm hella bound
On the battle ground
That is what is up up
This underdog is making his way all the of way climbing to the top, dawg becoming the top dog
All that Power resides in me, but rap's a part-time job
But when I get Fana-tic on the mic, you already know that Fana-conda energy finna Stay on lock
Ha ha ha I'm laughing in the face of adversary, Oh shit
(L)ike I (M) (F)ighting (A)ngry (O)blivious clowns, Let me tell you, this ain't IT
I keep on a grinding, while the demons be lying, and the haters be crying, But I'm still never dying
I don't always win, but that is alright, I put up a fight, that is why everyone's silent

I know I'm the worst on myself critically
Why's the second worst people with no liability
That is a pity when you think about it
Legit they be on that whack bullshit 
Funny how they "Bee" up in my bees-wax
Pollenate somewhere else, and piss off, goddamn
And take a shower while you at it, bro
Cause you full of filth, and I'm a germophobe

GO! GO! GO! Get the hell out of my town
All my haters finna crash out when this kuya come around
We gon party all night, but we ain't inviting Diddy
As I finally reach the top, you best know I'm hella ready

go! go! go! - (original: 'YUNG' by EcoYard x Jvcki Wai)

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Prod. Hanto)
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Lyrics: 
Hidden in the distant valleys, Far from the dirty SF allies
There is a rose garden with a striking aura of color
Nothing in the world could make it look duller 
Well except when roses in the garden have their last days on tally
But what they don't understand is that the garden is living
They don't see all the trauma it has been through
But we tend to overlook at what we can't see so
We just go on with our lives as if nothing is happening
See that is the problem, but the roses gotta keep growing
Can't look back at the polution of ableism going
Everytime they excuse their bad desicions with disabillity
They don't see the fires they are setting in the vicinity
You don't know what I've been through so shut the fuck up
Respectfully, you're a dumbass who don't know what's up
There was a reason why I repeated the first grade
Because when they said "Special Ed", they meant "He's a useless kid"

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

It shatters me thinking of all the children suffering
Through the same shit as I did, my brain is still buffering
All things of beauty, have their share of ugliness
But not all ugly things has any beauty in its place
Well todays the day I'm gonna go my own way
Gotta pick up the pace, with a smile on my face
though life is riddle where people belittle 
We live in a universe, where we're all little
Too many thorns of self-doubt 
bound me to this same rose garden
But someone's gotta put the all the arsons out, 
even if I have to bargain
Anyone can cosplay autism, but not everyone is autistic
Stop faking it for views, and admit you are just a dick
Who capitalizes off glamourizing disabilities
Get a fucking diagnosis, before you claim that liability
You should talk to a doctor, not some cringe tik-toker
My disorder's not a trend, you just a weird mo'fucker
Do the research, but don't claim it till you got a valid source
Till then, you’re another full of shit creature

But I'm not here to start a fight
Cause I'm already fighting demons in my mind
(Life is a bitch, but I’ll always be two steps ahead
Even in this hell, you can find something that isn’t dead)

These thoughts sit with me all night
And that's what sets this garden ablaze
(Whatever they decide to say, I am no longer phased
Cause I am numb to the pain)

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

A Massacre in the Rose Garden (Prod. Hanto)

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Prod. Woof Pepper)

Lyrics
All that remains 
Are broken bridges
Wish I could sustain
But you're so unhinged


What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

I learned the hard way 
Adult friendships are difficult to maintain
But I gotta be honest, I been lying to myself
Should've seen all the red flags, Why the hell,

Was I so blind? 
Guess I'm just way too damn nice
Because I let you vent, and gave you my advice
Never judged you, never even questioned you why

But that was not enough, 
You threw away our trust
Choose one of our boys over your friends, 
Then try to turn him against us

Because let's face it, you were always insecure
Bringing people down you were never any better
Than the ones who supposedly did us wrong
We got pissed off at them when, it was you all along

I want the world to turn against you but I still want you to repent
Tried so hard to keep the gang together, just for the void to deepen
I was decieved (I was decieved). Should've known better what you put us through
But hindsight is 20/20, I can clearly see the hypocrisy flowing out of you

What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

I hate to be stuck in the middle
Of this never-ending ripple 
effect, I wanna disinfect
From the rejects who try to project

all of their flaws onto all of us
No I'm not a perfect person, but here is the crux
Of the matter: You're the water to our rust
The rust to our metal, and your own oppressor, because of your lust

For attention. 
All I be feeling is this high tension
Fires may be out, but it takes years to refine
What was once paradise, is now a soulless land mine

In an empty wasteland
Mentally encased and
Questioning my worth
On this corrupt earth

Sometimes I pretend that I have it together
But realistically I was never really any better

There is an eerie unspoken pressure, 
being the person who gets along with everyone
Where you mediate the hate, keep the homies secure
Keep a positive mind, and try to work out everybody's problems

Cause I can't bear to see my friends
sabotage their life away until the very end
I was once like that, don't fall into my trap
Cause the hate you put out can not be taken back

What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

Broken Bridges

I'm an independent song writer and artist from California. I predominately rap, but I sing too. Most of the lyrics I write are based on true stories that happen through out my life, or my internal conflicts. I only do this as a hobby, so I don't really promote as much as I should. Listen at your own discretion 

Dead8oi

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