Opening song for Carkpop final of the 4th season battle
https://youtu.be/J8Nvz11lKOw

With @PaddyBlank and @Noopy-P , ft. Lucky

Original song : Untouchable from Itzy https://youtu.be/5e3rKInegeU?si=D3laoPcU8bUYfV9T 
Violin : 캣올린CatOlin https://youtu.be/WAe_Bhiz1tI?si=ww0mcetbqX4BrbDR



[LYRICS]

Hey hey,
Let's hijack this wonderful opening track

How are we gonna do that ? 

Hana... 
Noopy!
Paddy!
Team HNP on the beat!
Is this the cypher ? I LOVE THE CYPHER! *rapping it*
No Noopy, we can't do THE cypher
We can't do ? But I was ready !
You can make a collab...
OH YES LET'S DO THIS ! Noopy Stop, i'm on CAmera it's MY turn !


They think we would sink, but we're cooking crazy things
No blood, sweat & tears ? No this iiiis just ink-creasing our rhyme instinct
(Extinct the fire)
We’re burning that stage with our ink labor

Not in the battle but not slowed down at all
Not allowed on the stage, nor alone on the team
We'll face obstacles because we're atypical (anti) typicalls 
The creative cells that will make fairytales
(You) thought we can't do anything 
Comeback in coming in the battlefield
Comeback coming ! We're the outsider's team !
Comeback coming ! We're the outsider's team !


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber .
Not a Grim reaper but a song killer 
I collect these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for Noopy. To be at her peak
With her skill to cover rap, I will be unstoppable


Unstoppable

Yo, it's about to get ooooon right now, you don't even know

Unstoppable, yeah unstoppable
Until I drop not gonna stop cuz it's my principle
Now let me tell you ever since I gave this whole
Writing raps thing a go
My creative juices have been overflowing
Been spewing new ideas by the minute
Can't believe it never tried this thing before
Now I can't stop it, can only generate more

TWO decades behind me now
Learned to make it through this crazy world somehow
I vow to bounce back every time I hit a stack of bricks
It's the biggest obstacles you oughtn't quit at
Admitting time is fleeting is WHAT stings the most THE
Ghosts of me past, present and yet to come humming one song
"Nothing lasts, follow the beat of your own drum"
A toast to which we can all sing along


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber .
Not a Lucky rapper, but a rap scholar 
I study these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for Paddy. To teach me quintuplets 
With his language skills, I will be unstoppable


Hein... vous rappez pas en francais? 
Auf keinen Fall 
J'pensais que vous êtiez des rappeurs français？ 
関係ないよ, ボケ
We’re unstoppable


Optimal untoppable
No obstacle stopping me impossible
씨앗 하나만 심으면 
new 비가 오고 花꽃 野 피우리라 

자기 완성으로 새로운
*시작곡 창조하고 싶은 대로 해 
누구 날 만질 수 있지?
내 신 명작으로 熱心になるよう
Passion - unstoppable preschen wir darüber weg


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber
For pictures Say "eee" [Hseyil], smile, I'm a star
I collect these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for a newcomer, to win the gold medal
With all these new skills, I'll be…


Unstoppable Yeah unstoppable
Oh sorry it was untouchable / We'll be, we'll be unstoppable
You know we will steal this gold medal
Hijack the final 'cause we're the real winners
Lucky Yannis Grim, aren't the BEST rappers
Please vote 1, 2 (or) 3 for Hana, Noopy, Paddy
We're... UNSTOPPABLE 

*unstoppableyeahunstoppable* 
*doaquintupletdoaquintuplet* 

Unstopppable
'Cuz
CARKEYS NEVER BACK DOWN
(I)'m (N)ot sorry 'bout my (F)rickin' (P)ower
You know I'll devour
Agressive, I don't ever wanna be but lessons
Gotta get good so I make itty bitty witty bugs on my face
Put you in your place, you're not winning this race
Case closed, hold out for a hero to give you his grace

HanaKo X Noopy X Paddy - Unstoppable

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Self. Prod)

I walk alone in this desert
To realize, how much life hurts
I want to show my true face,
But it is such a disgrace
I tell them what they see 
Is the real version of me
Cause they’ll hate me when they see my true colors

Under my coat of sheep wool
Lies a viscous, scary wolf
Who's ran away from his pack
Cause the others won't understand
I don't want my peers to hate me
But I still wanna love me 
And I can't hide from myself forever

I wanna shatter the mirror
Cause I'm sick of the man
Whom I see right here
I feel 
Like I don't belong
But I'll pretend that there's nothing wrong
I guess that I am my own liar

For my friends, I gotta stay strong
Even though I know that I'm not
Should I beg my pardon
Or would I be a burden?
I just want to return here
But I live in constant fear
That they'll never love me for who I really am

I wanna shatter the mirror
Cause I'm sick of the man
Whom I see right here
I feel 
Like I don't belong
But I'll pretend that there's nothing wrong
I guess that I am my own liar

My Own Liar

Another cypher I had the honor of making with friends from Discord. Shout-out to CarKpop for hosting this amazing server. I recommend to check out his channel here: YouTube.com/@carkpop

Shout-out to the rappers who participated and wrote their own lyrics 

LuckyCa7 (Check out LuckyCa7 on https://soundcloud.com/luckyca7)

DSP (Check out DSP on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/D6kA4)

Dead8oi (Check out Dead8oi on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/DjPxo)

Hseyil (Check out Hseyil on https://soundcloud.com/yannis-piette-hseyil)

HanaKo shout-out for making the art cover(Check out HanaKo on https://soundcloud.com/lyhanjihwa)

IdontgiveanUGH

Grimalkin (Check out Grimalkin on #SoundCloud
on.soundcloud.com/Fphna)

Journey Cypher (prod. Grimalkin)

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Prod. Hanto)
-------------------------------------------------
Lyrics: 
Hidden in the distant valleys, Far from the dirty SF allies
There is a rose garden with a striking aura of color
Nothing in the world could make it look duller 
Well except when roses in the garden have their last days on tally
But what they don't understand is that the garden is living
They don't see all the trauma it has been through
But we tend to overlook at what we can't see so
We just go on with our lives as if nothing is happening
See that is the problem, but the roses gotta keep growing
Can't look back at the polution of ableism going
Everytime they excuse their bad desicions with disabillity
They don't see the fires they are setting in the vicinity
You don't know what I've been through so shut the fuck up
Respectfully, you're a dumbass who don't know what's up
There was a reason why I repeated the first grade
Because when they said "Special Ed", they meant "He's a useless kid"

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

It shatters me thinking of all the children suffering
Through the same shit as I did, my brain is still buffering
All things of beauty, have their share of ugliness
But not all ugly things has any beauty in its place
Well todays the day I'm gonna go my own way
Gotta pick up the pace, with a smile on my face
though life is riddle where people belittle 
We live in a universe, where we're all little
Too many thorns of self-doubt 
bound me to this same rose garden
But someone's gotta put the all the arsons out, 
even if I have to bargain
Anyone can cosplay autism, but not everyone is autistic
Stop faking it for views, and admit you are just a dick
Who capitalizes off glamourizing disabilities
Get a fucking diagnosis, before you claim that liability
You should talk to a doctor, not some cringe tik-toker
My disorder's not a trend, you just a weird mo'fucker
Do the research, but don't claim it till you got a valid source
Till then, you’re another full of shit creature

But I'm not here to start a fight
Cause I'm already fighting demons in my mind
(Life is a bitch, but I’ll always be two steps ahead
Even in this hell, you can find something that isn’t dead)

These thoughts sit with me all night
And that's what sets this garden ablaze
(Whatever they decide to say, I am no longer phased
Cause I am numb to the pain)

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Guess my heart's finally hardened
From the
Times they taught me I'm a burden
Every cutting word that's been said
Every time it gets in my head
It's another massacre in the rose garden

Uh yeah, 
Bitch I'm only getting started
Nuh Uh, 
I know damn well I'm no burden
They can say what they want to say
They better take these words from me
I'm the evil spirit who guards this rose garden

A Massacre in the Rose Garden (Prod. Hanto)

CarKpop Rap Battle - Season 3 Round 3

many Dreamcatcher references

Lyrics:

[Paddy]
This whole fucking grand finals feels like my own birthday party that 
I've not been invited to 'cause I'm stupid gifted but I'm not present. 
So unpleasant, I'm fluorescent. They say I should amend. I must dissent: not on this end. 
You'll see I will transcend rhythmic time bend - all the time spend - set my own trend.

Round 1 - rapped in 6 different languages and I thought it was fantastic.
Spinnin' while skimmin' the existential within it. Even my execution was classic.
Round 2 I was feeling down and started writing about self love 'cause no matter how fucking shit you think you are you need to give yourself love.

Like I said I can't sleep and Insomnia's the REASON
but this InSomnia is a powerhouse. You're going Ollounder when I'm reLEEZin'.
So don't think I'm easy to come by. Yes it's right my rhythm was Odd Eye admit.
Matter of fact if I Fly High, Over The Sky could destroy your whole discography in a BLINK of an eye.

[Siyeon]
Yes, baby, yes!

[Paddy]
Wanna put it to the test? 
As I go from septuplets onto quintuplets back to septuplets all easily back and forth (back in 4) 
What? I hear you ask For more. But if you want
More & More you need to ask Twice 'cause I bring the quality pure!

Save DB when I'm spitting
Save Hana when I drop complex rhythm
Save Pixel when I'm rhymin'
Please someone vote for me

Save DB when I'm spazzin'
Save Hana I'm a lyrical assassin
Save Pixel when I'm flowin'
Please someone vote for me 
With this alliterated allegory story I will crush and crumble foes,
humble hip hop hoes on their tiny tippy toes like a dangerous dopamine high I drastically overdose (over those).
Even if the sea level R.o.S.E BLUE ocean's everywhere you'd Scream Mayday and go down quick.
Why? Cause you're just subletting these beats - me right here - I got ownership (own a ship)

If you still think you can beat me Wake up from this Daydream. You are already in my Trap.
They asked who is rhythmically as advanced as me, turned around And there was no one left.
In 7elflove I dropped some jazz bars, I mean I wrote over jazz bars.
I'm the king of all trades I'm the Jesper, should probably perform at a Jazz Bar

Deja Vu Emotion - all the suffering seems in vain.
You can see my Scar it says "I'm now holding this pain" so I can
Find My Way, see New days, YOU AND I, Lullaby
Breaking Out, Endless Night Give Me VISION, Insight (inside)

It's a little bit dark but Trust Me, 괜찮아, I'm fine.
See, this is a song 4 Memory. Season 4 everyone will remember me.
Μα δεν μπορείς να νικήσεις την αρχαία σοφία της πρώτης ώρας.
(Oras,) Si no tienen nada notable que decir por favor que se cierren la BOCA. Vamos!

Save DB when I'm spitting
Save Hana when I drop complex rhythm
Save Pixel when I'm rhymin'
Please someone vote for me

Save DB when I'm spazzin'
Save Hana I'm a lyrical assassin
Save Pixel when I'm flowin'
DU DU DU DU DU DU

[Paddy & JiU & Siyeon)
지나쳐 버린 순간 다 사라지는

[Paddy]
4th Place Song, my, my, 4th Place Song

[Paddy & Siyeon)
모른 척하는 너도 다 사라지는 

[Paddy]
4th Place Song, my, my, 4th Place Song

Save DB when I'm spitting
Save Hana when I'm rhyming
4th Place Song, my, my, 4th Place Song

Save Pixel when I'm flowing ah, Suga finish them

[Suga]
Click-clack to the bang, bang

[Paddy]
4th Place Song
Please someone vote for me

4th Place Song (feat. JiU, Siyeon & Suga)

CarKpop Rap Battle - Season 5 Finals

Lyrics:

I learned a bunch of languages but I'm rarely speaking
locked myself inside a room to write about freedom
that I'm scarcely seeking, claim I care to free think on the contrary 
I'm scared to see things outside of my cubicle squarely being

That's just me in a nutshell snuck in ducked and stuck in
'side my house called ψυχή that was constructed
reluctant outside everything's going to hell
knowing so well though I'm totally nuts I don't have no shell

I hide behind quintuplets and punchlines 
wanting to be the light that shines for others
so no one sees the demons haunting inside my mind to smother me
I used to be aspiring now I am only Aspirin
I lost my G and this might cost me the

ability to win the battle but if you're only in for medals
sad thing, maybe you should meddle in the essence
lately my pen has been the vessel
it ain't hard to see this is something that has always been a part of me

First you plant a seed, water it with your sweat and pain -
the air that an artist breathes - and you may grow an artistry (artist tree)
but art is free, gotta give it some space to fly 
and when you do you realize - art is try

So if you're an artist, try, allow yourself to fail sometimes 
state of mind – frail, yet it's stated like: 
art has always been inside of the heart
and that's why art that's from the artist's heart hits the hardest
turn the darkest heartache into stardust

So rap like your life depends on it
so I can see your life deep penned on it
...

When I look at my life I feel like I wasted my time, 
still no sane space of mind, still the same place where all my
childhood nightmares and trauma linger, 
didn't make it far, same room I'm in now

I still see the little boy scared to leave the house
they said they'd hurt him and his mom 
but what can a little boy do about that?
You might understand, it’s quite easy to go on a big stage to play
When nowhere else feels safe to stay.

So he practiced, shaped the art, craft, and perfected,
played his heart out until there had been no heart left in 
him -  is this destiny testin' me? As now I show to be
a cold soul struggling to keep dear ones close to me

And when I'm facing my death,
the one thing that I'll regret
will be the happiness and joy I never had,
'cause I was sad for reasons I did long forget.
I showed you the art trapped in my heart 
and now it's time to go back to the start

비관과 낙관 끝 같은 건. 뭐 어차피
인간도 관으로 끝나고. 영원까지
지나가 버렸던 순시간 어떤 관심
있냐 꼭 맘으로 금하고. 변명 하긴

세계가 거꾸로 힘들고. 엉켜: 사실
거칠다 뒤집혀도 다칠 거. 거절, 상실
세상이 서글픈 이유는 여러 가지
때마침 완화 할 수 있길 걱정하지 마

art_is_try

You can find the other team here: https://soundcloud.com/roudi-blal/journey-prod-grimalkin
Alternatively here is a playlist that will have all CarKpop Cyphers: https://soundcloud.com/paddyblank/sets/carkpop-cyphers
Shout-out to CarKpop for hosting this amazing server. I recommend to check out his channel here: YouTube.com/@carkpop


Shout-out to the rappers who participated and wrote their own lyrics

Haiilz (https://soundcloud.com/purphail) verse starts 1:24
Noopy (https://soundcloud.com/noopy-p) verse starts 2:27
Pepe (https://soundcloud.com/user-290527141) verse starts 0:43
Lucky (Luckydude) verse starts 4:11

Nostalgia Cypher (prod. Paddy)

Paddy X Noopy - Wild Flower (RM & Youjeen Cover)

Monster -DSP
prod./written/sung by DSP

LYRICS:
I am a monster
I drag off my feet I slag on a speech
I am a monster
Ain’t tall as I lean, Habits ain’t that clean
I am the master
Of my craft, Of my dream, Of my wings and I speed
Like a coaster
This movie ain’t got no co-star..
Heads up as I let the show start…

Live for a dream
Let it just speak up join its scream
Truth is unseen
Lies need no proof Truth need a plea
A LI_E with a Fraudul is the LIFE
It’s a modulus, set the style
Wanna breakthrough
We all trying to do
But end up as fools

I am a monster
I drag off my feet I slag on a speech
I am a monster
Ain’t tall as I lean, Habits ain’t that clean
I am the master
Of my craft, Of my dream, Of my wings and I speed
Like a coaster
This movie ain’t got no co-star..
Heads up as I let the show start…

I am feeling like an orge I’m ripping off my shoulder for low cause…. 
Am I out of focus… Yeah

Diabolic vision fill my 
dreams and I’m walk into
Deep inside viscous stream of
Dated Faded obliterated
Fate
Its there and it awaits for me 
to be the next blasphemy
So it could play off with me
This game 
Of a control with a lame
NPC on road with the same
Line like it’s a troll
Repeating I am bored 
And now he goes.
 
I am a monster
I drag off my feet I slag on a speech
I am a monster
Ain’t tall as I lean, Habits ain’t that clean
I am the master
Of my craft, Of my dream, Of my wings and I speed
Like a coaster
This movie ain’t got no co-star..
Heads up as I let the show start…

Monster

[hook]
진짜 못해 너네 위에 난 비웃지 Ha Ha
내가 가짜라는 놈들 여기서 다 나가
위에 우리 말고 래퍼라는 놈들 가짜
이게 나야 bow wow
우리 스타일 skrr skrr

[verse-luckyca7]
lucky on the track
Traumacore different vibe check
지금 내 인생 ㅈ됐지
난 웃으며 신마저 내려다보는 광대
거짓말에 제일 서툴러서
일으킨 사고가 대체 몇 개
한 백 개 쯤 먹고 나니까
배부른지 아닌지 알겠네
그냥 안 할래, 넌 래퍼이기 전에
음악인이라고 불러주면 안 돼
남의 한계를 재단하고선
너는 뭐 한 게 하나 있긴 해?
그런 놈들이랑은 확실히 달라
I call them 허수 물론 이과는 아냐
안전주의자의 보법은 다르지만
모순이지 난 존재 자체가 말야

[hook]
진짜 못해 너네 위에 난 비웃지 Ha Ha
내가 가짜라는 놈들 여기서 다 나가
위에 우리 말고 래퍼라는 놈들 가짜
이게 나야 bow wow
우리 스타일 skrr skrr

[verse-김준호]
나는 뛰어넘어야 돼 전체를 
열심히 해보자고 둘째치고 멋은
아직 견제할 대상이 없지 
왜냐면 웬만한 래퍼들보다 내가 hustle
내가 안될 거란 너는 뭔데 
내가 나가서 하면 되잖아 증명을
내가 하는 말들은 다 no cap 
어른들이 하는 말은 안 듣겠어 더는
왜 내게 뭐라 해 그럴수록 
나는 점점 더 불안해
근데 속을 까고 보니 
그저 그건 저주였네
그저 내 갈 길을 ay
딱히 받은 건 없었지 혜택 
tag 떼 매일 내게 들어오는 새삥 
랩해 오늘도 난 여전히 game set
해버리고 기다리지 내일을
다음 타자한테 맡기고 난 이만 떠나지

[verse-안백호]
남한테 관심 많은 정신병자들 여긴 넘 많아
그런 새끼들 귀에 대고 난 존나 웃어
저런 것도 랩이라고 칭해주니 여기 대부분은
다 쓰레기들로 가득 찼어
자라다가 너무 커져버린 머리
내 벌이 여기에 내 모든 것을 all in
내 정 신머린 언제나 칠전팔기
난 내 자신을 믿어 마치 굳건한 내 다리
Yeah trappin and 트래핑 난 될 거야 볼러
새끼들 하는 꼬라지봐 졸려
넌 멀어져 네 꿈 이것 좀 봐 하는 게 없군
난 매일 new style로 기사가 떴어 봐 내 타임라인
만들어 너넨 절대 못 볼 위 구름 
나 비구름 와도 끄떡없어 전부 다 덤벼
일단 챙겨 친구

[hook]
진짜 못해 너네 위에 난 비웃지 Ha Ha
내가 가짜라는 놈들 여기서 다 나가
위에 우리 말고 래퍼라는 놈들 가짜
이게 나야 bow wow
우리 스타일 skrr skrr

[verse-강지호]
힙합에 관심없는 또라이가 
여기 올라오니 다들 할 말이 많은가 봐
누구한텐 좋다가도 박자 한번 삐끗하다
그대로 떨어진다 나락 나랑 가자
술을 원샷 안주 공짜 이건 소망이고
내가 아직 자신이 없을 때 고
떠는 건지 틀린 건지 기회 잡고 랩하다가
다시 한번 웃고 시작해 난 하하
술 취하면 대가리에 원킬 원샷
다시 시작해 나 랩은 술보다 자신이 없네
실속 없는 코스프레여도
딱 너처럼 비위가 상해 이젠 못해 
좀 더러워진 청바지랑 신발은 괜찮긴 해
너도 웃는 게 좀 봐줄만해 다행이야
주정뱅이도 아닌데 하하
대리나 불러요 알바

[verse-Cold Case]
내 눈 보고 똑바로 서 한 대만 더 맞자 너 
신념에 잡아먹혀버린 새끼 너 그래 너
자기 배만 채우던 결과가 어때 보여
건배사 하나 더 할 기운이라도 남아있어?
혐오의 시대, 요식업을 빛내,
거기에 내걸었던 당신의 인생,
자신을 돌아봐, 수많은 feedback 속엔
아직도 섞여있어 도야지 쉰내
가성비는 개뿔 니가 벌려놨던 사업
그건 하루 벌어 하루 사는 사람들의 파업이고
"자영업자 소생"은 무슨
농가 살리기 좆까 FUCK!
니가 하냐 Competition
"음, 탈락, 안성재가 눌러"
'백'수저 '백'종원 탈락의 고배 꿀꺽
돈에 돈에 눈이 먼 넌 결국 전활 걸어
연돈의 돈의 보조로서 튀김가루 묻혀

[verse-HyeoNu]
내 스타일 잊었지 너넨
죽었다 깨어나도 나는 저열해
또 그놈의 거리
지겹지도 않냐 다 구라를 하니
사실을 말하는 놈한테 다구리를 까지
다 웃기지 이 씬은 코미디
코미디언을 까고 까이는 블랙 코미디
리스너들 환장해 래퍼들은 박장
박자도 못 맞추니 쟤넨 전부 가짜
웃기는 건 내가 너넬 아무리 까봤자
너넨 열에 아홉 갖다 놔도 맛이 없다
나를 알게 된다 해도 너넨 나를 못까
반의반이라도 따라와봐 혹시 몰라?
여기서부터 내가 이미 유리한 판이지
들어오고 싶음 들어와서 한 판
싸우자고 피스 끼고 무대 위로 와봐
피스 올리고서 나는 오는 너넬 맞아

[hook]
진짜 못해 너네 위에 난 비웃지 Ha Ha
내가 가짜라는 놈들 여기서 다 나가
위에 우리 말고 래퍼라는 놈들 가짜
이게 나야 bow wow
우리 스타일 skrr skrr

진짜 못해 너네 위에 난 비웃지 Ha Ha
내가 가짜라는 놈들 여기서 다 나가
위에 우리 말고 래퍼라는 놈들 가짜
이게 나야 bow wow
우리 스타일 skrr skrr

HAHA remix

Written by: Dead8oi
Performed by: Dead8oi
(Prod. Woof Pepper)

Lyrics
All that remains 
Are broken bridges
Wish I could sustain
But you're so unhinged


What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

I learned the hard way 
Adult friendships are difficult to maintain
But I gotta be honest, I been lying to myself
Should've seen all the red flags, Why the hell,

Was I so blind? 
Guess I'm just way too damn nice
Because I let you vent, and gave you my advice
Never judged you, never even questioned you why

But that was not enough, 
You threw away our trust
Choose one of our boys over your friends, 
Then try to turn him against us

Because let's face it, you were always insecure
Bringing people down you were never any better
Than the ones who supposedly did us wrong
We got pissed off at them when, it was you all along

I want the world to turn against you but I still want you to repent
Tried so hard to keep the gang together, just for the void to deepen
I was decieved (I was decieved). Should've known better what you put us through
But hindsight is 20/20, I can clearly see the hypocrisy flowing out of you

What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

I hate to be stuck in the middle
Of this never-ending ripple 
effect, I wanna disinfect
From the rejects who try to project

all of their flaws onto all of us
No I'm not a perfect person, but here is the crux
Of the matter: You're the water to our rust
The rust to our metal, and your own oppressor, because of your lust

For attention. 
All I be feeling is this high tension
Fires may be out, but it takes years to refine
What was once paradise, is now a soulless land mine

In an empty wasteland
Mentally encased and
Questioning my worth
On this corrupt earth

Sometimes I pretend that I have it together
But realistically I was never really any better

There is an eerie unspoken pressure, 
being the person who gets along with everyone
Where you mediate the hate, keep the homies secure
Keep a positive mind, and try to work out everybody's problems

Cause I can't bear to see my friends
sabotage their life away until the very end
I was once like that, don't fall into my trap
Cause the hate you put out can not be taken back

What is wrong with me? I don't even know
Didn't want us to fall, but now I've lost hope
I kept quiet to keep the peace
And to calm your anxieties
Now I hate what we've become

I can't fathom all these lies that made me feel numb
I see the threads unravel, now that you're far gone
Wish I could save them all
But even heroes fall
And all that remains are just broken bridges

Broken Bridges

I'm an independent song writer and artist from California. I predominately rap, but I sing too. Most of the lyrics I write are based on true stories that happen through out my life, or my internal conflicts. I only do this as a hobby, so I don't really promote as much as I should. Listen at your own discretion 

My Own Liar

Dead8oi

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