my comfort songs

november yuh

All music

songs that feel like hugs

mind telephone ⫸

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You're Too Young

YT link [+mp3 DL]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOV2c0TiPpI

+ mix: crashtest @redshiftvocaloid
+ art: leela (http://calabresebun.tumblr.com)

In honour of National Suicide Prevention Week I covered My R, a song that deals heavily with suicide to hopefully raise awareness for it.

I also started a campaign on the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention to help raise funds for this!! Donate if you can and know that the funds go to a great cause! —> http://afsp.donordrive.com/campaign/wnrachie



＊Lyrics＊ (feel free to use!!)
Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see
A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
To be honest, I was somewhat pissed
This was an opportunity missed

The girl with braided hair told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“I really thought that he might be the one
But then he told me he was done”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Are you upset cause you can’t have what you wanted?

You’re lucky that you’ve never gotten robbed of anything!
“I’m feeling better thank you for listening”
The girl with braided hair then disappeared

“Alright, today’s the day!” or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was but a girl short as can be
Despite myself, I go and scream

The petite girl told me her woes
You’ve probably heard it all before
“Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don’t fit in with anyone here”

For god’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe 
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Cause even so, you’re still loved everyone at home
There’s always dinner waiting on the table, you know!

“I’m hungry” said the girl as she shed a tear
The girl short as can be then disappeared

And like that, there was someone everyday
I listened to their tale
I made them turn away

And yet there was no one who 
would do this for me, no way I could 
let out all this pain

For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan


“I just wanna stop the scars that grow
“Ev-e-ry-time that I go home
“That’s why I came up here instead”
That’s what the girl in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn’t care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I could not believe
“Hey, don’t do it please!”

Aa what to do?
I can’t stop this girl, oh this is new
For once I think I’ve bitten off more than I can chew

But even so please just go away so I can’t see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!
“I guess today is just not my day” she looked away from me and then she disappeared

There’s no one here today, I guess it’s time
It’s just me myself and I
There’s no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here

Taking off my yellow cardigan
Watching my braids all come undone
This petite girl, short as can be
Is gonna jump now and be free

Utattemita

My R (English Cover)

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

thank you to everyone for all the support, really

prod. @yungameba
mixed by @tevinwmusic

if somehow scientists proclaim they see the apocalypse approaching 
I would buy a box of tissues, Oculus and lots of lotion 
and just lock myself indoors, I’d build a bunker out of blankets,
a fallout shelter out of sofa cushions, cook a bunch of pancakes, 
while I thunk about my grandkids, I’d prolly have to forage lunch,
or have a bran of storage porridge and a can of orange chunks,
until I reached a shortage, then if I hungered for a banquet

I’d make cocktails, mostly molotov
and waltz on over to a wal-mart with my martyr-like martini bombs and wall it off
so I could have the whole place to myself,

 I’d stop and start to crop apart the shopping carts 
and fashion pitchforks from the bars until I felt a sense of self-defense, 
I’d meld a fence around the produce sector and I wouldn’t have to spend a cent, 
I’d set up tents in electronics and wouldn’t have to send the rent, 
Instead of panicking, I’d marshal mannequins, pretend they’re friends
and host a massive slumber party in the “home and bedding” end

cause all I need to be content, is room and board and solid food
if I end up the last on Earth, then I’d adore the solitude
and I don’t mean to sound too rude, I just don’t really find it strange
that I don’t care the way we go, whether it’s war or climate change
atomic bombs or comet craters, hordes of zombie space invaders,
angels singing psalms while Satan’s satyrs crack through the equator
either way we’re gone, and I don’t feel the need to lift the rug,
if I can spend my final moments happy, I don’t give a fuck

I’d do my best to reconstruct tho, if let’s say the apocalypse 
caused major drops in populace and hit New York’s metropolis, 
I’d obligate myself to help me congregate the boroughs, 
add some zeroes to the census bureau’s copy room materials,
I’d even copulate with girls to help repopulate the world
cause that would be my duty;

 maybe I’d do what Jehovah would
and go for broke and build an ark of fifty cubits gopherwood
but leave the termites out cause surely that would not go over good

If I knew the world was ending
I’d start texting all my exes
and fuck ourselves to death until Jesus resurrects us
and the trumpets say 
it’s judgement day…

cataclysm

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75g1G4O5fco

This Is Home - Cavetown

wake up, it's time for bool

@nosentences

got my eyes on the computer screen, tryna work my digits in
fidget with the lettering but never with the sentences
pause check the clock, and it appears it's six a.m. again
another night wasted or another day finished
and my mind is steady running in place
i don't wanna fall asleep, 'cause i've got so much to say
but i don't wanna stay awake and keep exhaustion at bay
because i presently am dead inside the bed where i lay
i might as well work now, maybe it could suffice
as more a method of confusion than a dip into life
it's like my body parts are planning out an intricate heist
but my mind is logged in on a different device
and my session expired, i'm exceptionally tired
every step is like fire straight from my head to my toes
see, i'm an excellent liar when i've slept the required
8 or 7 hours prior, but at present i'ma go the fuck to sleep and--

*bwoooooooooomp*

okay rise and shine, hello to the ladybugs
insert several other stupid phrases about waking up
rub the sleep out of my eyes and view the clock that hangs above
and hit the snooze a couple times to keep my hours 8 or plus
check my phone once, twice, three times, four
just so i can see the second i'm messaged by mon amour
for a date or a small excursion straight to a donut store
where i'm holding an open door to convey that i'm spoken for
and it's great, it's a total score, it's a wonderful set of things
that exist in my present bubble of love where the petals sing
as they're blooming on every flower, moving to better springs
engulfed in a heavy shower of rain that the weather brings
and... even though my days might be presented slow
they pass before my eyes at higher rates than even jets can go
and the cycle will repeat itself like history and reddit posts
so what's the point in fighting it? i'm staying up and letting go

alarm (prod. no sentences)

download <3

The Very Best Of

I Walk The Line

Joe Hawley             (Helping isnt hard)

Rotary Park (feat. Zubin Sedghi) - Joe Hawley

Fear Is The Mind Killer (prod. the virus and antidote)

Africa

produced by @mt_fujitive
cover photo shot by @chriswrightotj

i have a cold

lyrics:
i'm getting sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

i've even practiced sacrficing bad news to aphrodite statues
antagonized by past dues, i'm camera shy and fat too
diet plan is snack food, banana pies and cashews
the person that i dream to be, i pantomime with tattoos
but even still, i sense the glimmer of my confidence
hiding under ink i got to mimic my accomplishments
they're few and far between, sort of timid in their promises
drowning subtle whispers with the engine of a rocketship

i can't linger any longer in the past
i'm not the person that i was back then
romanticizing everything, the flowers in the grass
were a stepping stone for expressing my love back then
but now i'm jaded as i cautiously detach
from all the people that i loved back then
drowning every issue via vodka from a flask
to think, the only thing i wanted was a hug back then

sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

back then (prod. mt. fujitive)

Written, mixed and produced by myself.

Check out my youtube channel ! : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJFS6lubqFVzNH-S3Z4A96Q?view_as=subscriber

I hope you enjoyed this song as much as i did writing it <3

Lyrics :

Keep in time
With the beat as old as rhyme
Do you know how it feels to have spiders crawling under your skin?
Do you know how it feels to have beetles gnaw at you from within?

Cos i can feel my bones writhing
My arms are weak and my knees are crying
From having to keep the weight of the world on it's feet

And i constantly say how i'm feeling fine
But the truth is the stars have never been less aligned
And it's getting too much, but i'm too scared to admit it at all

So please, please be here
So please, please be here

- instrumental - 

It's getting pretty cold out here
Frostbite nipping at my ears
And with the fire in my heart exhausting 
Does this now spell the end for me?
No longer i can retreat to warmth within my mind
Cos i've lost all grip on my sanity

I have no more teeth left to grind 
The cold is searing my skin, soon i'll be frozen inside
Perhaps a frozen brain will stop the growing pains for a while

Although each breath i take seems to falter and die
And the snow is my bed to rest my icicle eyes
I can't help feeling things will turn out fine in the end

So please, please be here
So please, please be here

- instrumental -

So please, please stay here
So please, please stay

foreign territory

converto.io

Boys Will Be Bugs - Cavetown

the scientist (slowed+pitched), but next door during a thunderstorm

Immunity out on August 2nd

Pre-save the album:
clairo.lnk.to/immunity

Lyrics:
I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

You know
I’ll do anything you ask me to
But oh my god
I think I’m in love with you

Standing here alone now
Think that we can drive around
I just want to say
How I love you with your hair down
Baby you don’t got to fight
I’ll be here til the end of time 
Wishing that you were mine
Pull you in, It's alright

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

Honey, 
I don't want it to fade
There’s things that I know
could get in the way 
But, I don't want to say goodbye
And I think that we 
Could do it if we tried

I think we could do it if we tried
If only to say, you're mine
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

I think we could do it if we tried
I think we could do it if we tried
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime
Sofia know that you and I
Shouldn't feel like a crime

Sofia

Check out the artist btw! their music is nice‼️

Yr The Best! - CarpetGarden

lyrics
i can feel that the tensions flooding

i dont think im the one that she wants to see

i dont know what the fuck it is she wants from me

ill fall back, you take the lead

my self doubt it starts to feed

YOU CAN LOVE OR HATE ME
I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK
EVERYTHING IS DEAD OH
EVERYTHING JUST FUCKING SUCKS

TENSION

The Slow Rush

Borderline

Oh No, Not Again! - EP

IDK You Yet

P4RKR - FRIEND/FOE (PROD. KURTAINS)

BANNERS - Someone to you (slowed down)

Can Ghosts Be Gay?

hey guys thank u for all the love on cat serenade! i hope u will enjoy this new tune just as much :] 

lyrics:

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

the sunlight dances beyond the yard
and painted your eyes in green
but you're fixated on the candytufts
and you hadn't the time for me

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday 
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

i washed my hair til it trickled down the drain
as the lavender filled the air
the scent might drive me half insane
but maybe you'll see me then

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

the rhododendrons crimson flame
set fire to the sleepy air
and lit the early morning haze
that glistened in your tangled hair

the thorns grew tighter everyday
round your ankles dripping red
you placed a crown of marigolds on my head
and then you said
as you tried to pull your bloody hands away

i'm never gonna leave you behind someday
in the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way
because i love you, and i would do anything
i would do anything, anything at all

i wonder when you left me behind that day
asleep beneath the willow withering away
if you were okay
because i would do anything for you

i would do anything

Undercut SZN

Blue Foster loosies