Link to YouTube video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h960TGbTHC8

Dimension Tripper!!!(Hip-Hop/Trap Remix) - Hyperdimension Neptunia The Animation [Prod. by Jae]

Co-founder at TransFrequency Recordings

i make goth drum n bass

Bachelor of Arts with Honours in Combined Awards                               (English Literature & Publishing)

https://missjean6.wordpress.com

watching Playing Dirty MI6 Documentary. Strobe lights and active intelligence

Skynet on the 2nd drop, best 10 seconds, drum n bass flavour

got some dark rollers on the way yeah

. making fun of my non existing balls, i was loved once, trans rock gone and gone

food is an illusion. havent eaten for 3 days, just lemon water and good sleep. All I need. food is a drug, food is delayed poison

authenticity also comes with loneliness and pain. 

(left shinbone tattoo dream)

supposedly
a woman
in a male body
a comedy
a scene in the middle
of nothing
in a dream 
a different narrative




silent wound
secrets concealed
my last moment with you
a joy that flew away
wondering if it will ever return
one day
I can't live that way
won't matter anyway
another death song
a reminder of all the wrongs
i spoke with my tongue
never meant to hurt you
never meant to feel you
so near, so far
in another life
in my darkest truth
keep my eyes in a jar
they can never decide 
if i should depart
or stay for another day
to whisper your name
to honour the shame
and the shyness
of first time lovers
like an opener
delicious flower
behind the thick curtain
soaked in birthing waters
just for one night
the fear of the first time
with tears in sight


the tunes are so sick... omg!

now, let's be creative

some people spend their entire life looking for love
but love runs free

you took control
i felt the fall
black eyed soul
doom patrol
giving up things
beat me to it
sweet favourite
i savour it


shape me in dark
shape me in light



forgive my trespassing
forgive my sin
what if you find me
in my solitary beauty
kneeling at your feet
begging for your forgiveness
til my dying days



it's ok to lose grace
it's ok to lose face
it's ok to strike back

so strange that feeling
no one has ever cared before
why a sudden change of mind
like a broken steering wheel
i'm loosing my grip
i can no longer see
a lost ship at sea
that will never float near me
the way i feel will always be wrong
undivided mind
bold, strong and wrong
slaughter of another dull day
took my only joy away
too late to care
too late to dare

two brides and a groom
flowers filling the room
white knuckle ride
vertical take off


Diana ep

that's my biggest upset ever
day after day, over and over
cant shake the feeling
it's not the same without you
dont feel the same without you
beyond pain
beyond guilt and shame
with my regrets
a  little part of you
that remains the same
so much better with you


most people like privacy


undoing things again
undoing time again
unsolved, unresolved
maybe désolé
sometime isolated
another day without you
just like that day before you
a curl stuck in a mirror
my lips breathing terror
and every time 
I wonder where I go
you sure know 
how to make me feel
like I will never know
I will never know 
never know
never know
where i go
untold, unsold 
I will have a go
taking chances
everything in between
building bridges
falling into place
for the next hundred years
normally invited 
but not leaving my room
for dreams delivered yesterday
yesterday will never know
never know
never know
where I go











too cold to hurt
made of dirt, dusk and murk
im sorry im not that monster
my shadows have a glow
that don't fit with your flow
what else could I do
that I haven't done
I lost this
I craved this
i dreamed this
til it became nothing




drowning in your silence
and your absence
everyone deserves a chance
to make it right
to sort things out
to apologize
to look for an exit
before it turns
into something
that ends all things
that meant nothing

lyrics are not deeds
they can mean many things
admiration, confession 
or imagination
lyrics are penetrable
cellular truths 
knitted together like
a blanket of beauty
that turns the ordinary 
into magic


the only lips I'd ever kiss
flesh, blood, into that flower
a vision of me for the world to see
a better version of me that could be
if you believed in the things I see
in you, in me, in you, in me
into the bliss, the abyss


thin chances, zero visibility
careful singer punishing herself the correct way
imaginary vacation with splendid storm
best friend unheard in tender nightclub
never say never
detectable maze, orange self 
and a wet golden chest
a funeral unseen like the proud blade
that commits the deed, commits to shame
and takes the blame
shattered illusions always on fire and in hell
anxiety beats unclean kisses anyway
a new pair of eyes deceitful runaway
plain broken as always
on time for dinner with my favourite stalker



never knew
that not knowing you 
would bring so much pain

you told me to say nothing back
I wish I could take it back 
but I'm way too late
for the escape train


the blade that sharpens the pen

dreading the day ahead
couldn't predict this darkness
this wretchedness of the flesh
the grime and the vile air
an old song chilling as ever
stuck inside my head
same old dead end
the heart is the loneliness
that tightens the rope
that falls through the window
into the wind
that breaks the wings 
of unreachable perfection
but hope creates and creates
with flaws and stumbles
false starts and mistakes
I must keep on trying
smiling through the aching
like a boundless ambition
with a new prescription

more falling out. it only takes one word. where is this going? this in incredible. wow

will fix your life
even if you didn't ask
notices everything
has plans for everything
takes care of everything
actually overthinking
everything has to be right
acts chill, says "I'm fine"
but definitely not
just low key sweet
but wouldn't admit
because of facts and logic

Never deny you. Same as the first day

not that desperate to release stuff
but I guess that comes with the job
I do this for me

Im such a fool
believing in you
seeing a better you
seeing the future you
I guess you aint ready
to be my world
to change the world
you're such a fool

when i see you again


take me back please, i promise i will be on my best behaviour, that's exactly what i need rn. Show me the way please

dubplates going around rn

my lack of etiquette always gets me into trouble, overstepping marks, burning bridges, falling out... I think it stems from my poor understanding of interactions. I dont see the lines. Neither good or bad, just sometimes I'm wrong and I need help with this. 

the soul is the lover

the light you bring into the world. I never want that light to go out. 

the world is so blunt, I miss your sharpness

fun fact: the more I ignore something the bigger it gets. 



just finished another track, slowly building that folder, building that momentum, need a few more tracks but it's all good. Next track gonna sound proper early Cure
 
got a new poem 

coeur naufragé

this beautiful heart

Like an ocean wave flowing into shore and back out again. How much I miss you.


No, not like that. Never. 

we are all subject to manipulation but this world wont turn me into an old cynical soul. I still have faith. 

The magic of writing. Well, here we are, it just happened, I became a bit of a writer recently, and not a bad one at that! I mean authoress sounds good but I prefer lady writer, maid author, female agent, 'femme' of letters, effeminate father, penwoman, poetess, well-versed woman... on and on. Got it? Damn I love words!  The thing is I have found something I had been missing all my life. This vital need that I had but I just couldn't figure out what it was. Writing allows me to tell my own stories! At last! It gives me peace (that's new) and a way to be creative. Writing shows what's inside my heart, how I think about things, how I feel... It lets me express both the good and the bad times in my life. Writing helps me show the world who I truly am! I've been looking for this all my life. 







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entries:

some classic writing tropes:

Hero's journey, protagonist
Alternate universes
Detective
Chosen one
Quest/treasure hunt
Creating monsters
Forbidden love/triangle
Science-Fiction
Damsel in distress
to name but a few.
It really is all there.
It's crazy.
Just have to put everything together
with a strong narrative voice.
This is gonna take time.

Have you been stealing the attention again? Probably :) Shine bright

Dimension Tripper!!!(Hip-Hop/Trap Remix) - Hyperdimension Neptunia The Animation [Prod. by Jae]

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