open season prod hollons

living like this (prod dreamboi)

switch go off the sights on me 
my twin bumped da srt 
u can't be gang you aint got no p 
u can't be gang you aint got no b 
that nigga lame he baloney 
u cant hang if u phoney
im finna fold allat pressure on me 
glock19x gotta red beam
ina dark cant believe what he seen 
too smart that i know what u mean 
im on mars nigga i cannot breathe 
i dont know why she wont believe 
i step in school with chrome hearts on me 
or i rock bape tee 
rick owen shorts over valabasas 
bad bitch her ass is the fattest 
getting geeked up with da bros ina cabin you start lying hoe i start laughing 
i geek up then i start rapping 
tell the fuck boy you gotta stop capping 
fn blow his head off for dat bapping 
switch go off it sound like we clapping
i go off she like how im rapping

Bughuul (trashboat)

withdrawals @jovanxx1 @9smjay

prod @cardinalsaflame + @1plugsoon
Hate myself i don’t wanna be alive 
Off the building im taking a dive
Don’t like how u lookin im takin yo eyes 
I start to wonder why I even try 
Damn, why am i so shy 
Damn, why am i this guy 
in the mirror i dont like my reflection 
Put my heart in a song & she walk out and left me
High in the sky i fly high like a pelican 
Debating, she leaving , she walk out, she gone.
I’m recording our love and she breaking my phone 
I don’t like how i look so im breaking my bones 
I get high and cry.  That’s me in my zone 
U shine bright in the sky like the North Star 
Put the bullet in my brain I don’t want talk 
Chop off both of my legs I do not want walk 
Tell me what u said, cmon come again 
I’m losing myself so im losing my friends 
When the tears start rollin ion think they gon end 
In a battle for love ion think ima win 
Treat me like a piece of paper in the wind 
Reach yo hand out girl u the 1 I depend on 
Tell me your problems u smile in your sleep 
Not liking my body so I don’t wanna eat 
Rather starve myself and die 
Rather starve myself and cry 
This a portrait of self hatred 
No pulse no I can’t make it 
And my brain is ripping apart I cannot take it 
Won’t put on a smile no I can’t fake it 
I drown in my tears I might fuck around park lake it 
Push start , can’t break it 
Yo heart, won’t take it 
I know who I am and I know who u want me to be 
Don’t got a pulse but my heart got a beat 
My words get stuck in my throat , my heart want me to speak 
Like, why did she leave?
Why do I breathe?
Why do I live?
And , why won’t she die?
So much to say up in so little time 
Im gon kill myself ion care if it rhyme.

a portrait of self hatred

kynlary - diary to j'adore (neonmaid + cprcash)

goaway (cprcash viyah)

they keep on asking where i’m been
I’ve been in mia
i’m tryna focus on my life 
everyday it’s getting harder 
everyday i be trying
i swear i be sitting in the dark 
i’m not doing nun
i just be sitting there
just be blasting music 
they be so weird 
that’s why i stay in my lane 1x 
that’s why i stay out the way
she was saying u mines 
I hadda block her 
ion even know you 
ion even know you at all
i swear these folks be so easy
they be so easy they be going fr
they be saying ima hoe 
but ain’t from the streets
but i’m not no hoe
they just be yapping for no reason 
they just bored 2x
they don’t got nothing going on 
going on for there life 
they be asking for some money 
u cannot trust no one
they so weird 
they vibe so weird 
this generation is cooked
it’s so weirddd
weird vibess

weird vibes (okjoshua)

jahh