Lyrics:

So you’re gone now
Oh, my friend
I don’t know how it ended
But I’m sure I’ll find a clue
What happened with me and you
I hope you’re happy, whatever you’re doing

It’s a million lies away
I can’t understand it
Oh, you’re here and then it’s grey
How the clouds are banding
How do I understand it all
I’ll find my way
I have to pay

And I wait for a call 
It don’t come
Talk it out with my friends
Oh they’re right now
When they say that it’s done
Turned to dust 
I know, I can’t let go
I’ll find a way to carry on


It’s a million lies away
I can’t understand it
Oh, you’re here and then it’s grey
How the clouds are banding
How do I understand it all
I’ll find my way
I have to pay

I know I failed
Saw you breaking on the chair
Balcon, we fought
Tore the world apart
Don’t know how I couldn’t see your pain
I can’t, won’t go there again

And we tore the world apart
Let it go asunder
As I gave you all my rage
You took the pain and ran again


It’s a million lies away
I can’t understand it
Oh, you’re here and then it’s grey
How the clouds are banding
How do I understand it all
I’ll find my way

Balcon

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Victor Birkan resides in Beer Sheva, Israel. In his youth, he obtained a classical musical education in St. Peterburg, Russia. Even then, he showed an interest in piano improvisation, although his teachers did not encourage it too much. Then came a long break… Victor tried different professions – biologist, computer IT. His passion for music did not interrupted, but he only started playing regularly again around 2016, and in 2018 began posting his compositions.
After receiving positive feedbacks on social media, he focused on improvised music. He is deeply convinced that improvisation is not a privilege of jazz, it is the classical piano that finds its way to people's hearts. Victor Birkan never prepares for his recordings. Sitting down at the piano, he has no idea where to start, what will be in the middle and how he will finish. The melody will come from somewhere... He seeks to capture pure emotion and splash it onto the keyboard. Practically does not use computer effects. His listeners often write about the "magic", bewitching influence of his compositions.
Over the past year, Victor’s composition, “Between Night and Day”, has been nominated for Best Solo Piano Single by the ONE WORLD MUSIC RADIO, and some interesting compositions have been created in collaboration with Yellow Roze Records label. Victor is constantly striving to expand his audience.

Balcon

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