These songs are for anyone who feels uncomfortably defined by something that they can’t control. For anyone who has had that morning where they feel like life starts over with a new lens on your eyes, a slight ringing in your ears, and that familiar taste of poison in your mouth. 

I hope this helps.

A Near Life Experience

He(Y) There!!!
“Dustin the Wind”

Bookings/Ect - spanky.music.303@gmail.com

https://linktr.ee/spanky.music

Releases With:
@soundzorganic
@truetothesound
@neurostudio

it's how I've been able to express some of the emotions I've been through. this is my audio diary

I'm a Professional Musician and  Music Teacher.

Monika Rose is the EDM part of Heckadeckatron

Index:
C|M----For any piano composition  
BA--For any bass composition
SG--For any guitar composition
DRZ--For any drum composition
DRZA-For any  djembe composition
T-For any EDM Music ( Including different genre types)
TNZ--Gaming or Cinematic Music


*Please note that all T songs minus "T1", "T62", "T142", "Look into the Fray" and "Cherry Blossom" and "When Mozart Played with Jupiter" are samples. They are all songs made entirely with samples provided by Ableton and other associated applications, with the exemption of those previously mentioned*

*Not a Mau5trap employee nor have I ever been*

Artist Mgmt/Agent @fortytworecordings 
Contact: sarah@fortytworecordings.com 
Check out my current roster below!

Booking/Contact: cal@rhizome.music

@TheRust
https://maxfield.bandcamp.com/

I love music! All music! 
              अहिंसा
  People are awesome!

Edit <3:
Thank you universe for bringing us together, thank you for your love, for the people who are in my life, I am and forever will be grateful, internally, externally, eternally.
Life is getting way easier to manage, learning to socialise again is fun, although quite difficult at times, my strengths and resiliencies are on the rise!
Thank you, thank you, thank you :D


Previously:
I desperately need help though. I'm battling to overcome an addiction, and manage my ADHD (recently diagnosed)
It's not so much the substances now, I'm clean! It's more the psychological issues that have compounded over the years of isolation and chemical dependency.

To anyone reading this, if you're actively using drugs, everyday, and feel like life is to difficult, you might have depression and a substance use disorder. Please seek help ASAP. You're not alone!

Life is delicate, it's fragile, it's incredibly beautiful. It's a gift. <3


With my all
Robski

A Near Life Experience

Maxfield